Currently Watching Queen of the Damned (Full Screen Edition) see related

Here's a poem I've been working on. Please tell me how it is:

Sitting in this dark corner,
Stratching away at the shadows.
I watch you look past me all the time,
I feel left out and Ignored.
I crawl along the wall,
Afraid to pass into the light,
Afraid it might burn.
Faster and faster the the two blend,
Light and Dark.
Blending together,
A fight to the death,
swallowing eachother whole...
And I along with them.
I swim in the shadows no more,
but nor do I dance in the light.
I have dissappeared forever,
and that is all to be heard
of this ravishing fight.

Im bored so im gonna type watevr comes to mind now. maybe it will make sense later.

I was shot in the heart
because he couldn't have his way.
I lay there bleeding
day by day.
I fell to my knees,
silent as the darkness.
I lied down
and rested my eyes for eternety.
I never thought I'd die like this,
lying in my own puddle of blood.
I had enough strength to wiggle my toe.
I was shot in the heart.
I heard my bones collapse
as the bullet dug through.
I couldn't feel a thing though.
That's one of the things I like
about adrenaline.
It sometimes helps you ignore
the fact that you just died.

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Currently Listening The Silence in Black and White By Hawthorne Heights Silver Bullet see related

DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S BEEN FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISSED YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the whole reason i wasn't on in forever was beacause

A) My Computer got a parasite/virus

B) My laptop broke down

C) I never go to my gramps

D) I have no idea.

Im totally sorry! okay, now im sick but im feeling better, I keep gettin poked in the ass by some dude at my skool who likes me, my friend Joe thinks me and my other friends stalk him, i redecorated my room, i organized my cd collection, i began writing my stories again, most of my stories got deleted wen my computers broke down, my cell phone just got new minutes last night, i wasted 75 minutes already, animespiral.com has a lot of my stories on it, animespiral.com is now unacessable for me, i hav no way of getting some of my stories back, i lost my notebook that had 1 of my favorite sstories in it, i haven't seen that notebook since christmas, and i talk too much. Enough information about my sucky life 4 1 night? Good. Thts wat i thought.

Now, i'll give you $10,000 if you can guess what i'm thinking... Nope, it's not that. Better luck next time!

Bye bye for now!!! Be sure to listen for more information about my sucky life in the next 48 hours! Bye!

Currently Watching Futurama, Vol. 4 By Matt Groening see related

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!  sorry its been so long since my last entry! ^_^ im watching Futurama right now! and typing! and clipping my toe nails! .... dont ask lol

IM BORED!!! i hav 2 wake up at 6am 2morrow morning!!! usually i wake up at 7:15am but i hav chorus practice evry 2sday and thursday so ya. AND 2morrow is picture day!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate picture day! its the 1 day whre evry1 has 2 look REALLY good abd the second u get ur pics bac, ur zits r more visible than they should be or ur hair looked really crappy and it was sticking up or u had a giant snot/snot bubble portrudin out of ur nostril or... well, u get the idea.

ok i go on www.rocketsnail.com  i luv goin on Penguin Chat! its fun! i kno how 2 bcome a ninja penguin, a tracker penguin, a construction penguin and i think theres 1 more but i 4got watit is.... BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, its me again!!!  my sis in hospital cuz a lot of shit she caused on her own which i dont want 2 tlk about. NEways.... ok, i kinda like this 1 dude on my friends church bus. His nickname is Bud (Amanda and me always call him Bud Wiser lol (like the beer?)  neways, i hadnt seen him since last year and the last day i saw him was wen he and amanda were yanking pieces of green hair out of my head cuz of the evil Brother Chuck (GGGGRRRRRRRRRR!!!! my head feels sore just thinking about it T_T) neways  i saw him on sunday (cuaz i stayed at my amanda's house and she always goes 2 church evry sunday.

neways, he was like hey, its u," and pointed at amanda wen we sat down. I was of courseby the window.newyas and she goes "hey its u. i thought u stopped going" and hes like "I did but i decided 2 come bac" or sumtin like tht. ok then im all like "OMG!!!!! ITS U!!!!" and then i face amanda and im like "OMG, ITS BUD WISER!"  and shes like "Well, duh. who id u think it was,the ice cream man?" and i smile and im like "Maybe".

"Do u evn remember me" i asked Bud nd then he starts naming all these girl names and then after like 20 or 30 names he gets 2 my name and Amanda tells him its right and hes all like "O ya! Ur tht grl with the spotted green hair!" and im all the " *sigh* thts me"

ok so after we get 2 church and done with the class thingys we go 2 the mass place thing and we had already joined up with Ashly, Amanda's cousin. SO we sit down ad we're laguhing (as usual and the thig with the pasture hadnt started yet; we're always early) ok so John, Ashley's brother comes and sit next to me and then Bud comes and sits next to Amanda (since there was like no where else 2 sit and then John moved at sat next to Bud and we all had scooted all the way down the pew since Vic, Ashley's dad and his some lady who always sat with him were coming.

Then I started talking about RPGs and Bud is all like, "Wait, u play RPGs???" and im all like "Duh!!!" and he thinks and then goes "U dont look like the type 2 play video games" and i was like "well, i am" even though i wanted 2 say 'well duh i dont look like the type who plays video games! im in a shoulder shirt and a skirt, stupid!' lol

then Amanda's like, "She plays video games non-stop!!! u cant evn pry her away from the t.v 2 do nething else sumtimes!!! let alone talk!" then me and Bud start tlkin about video games and then the choir starts singing and then the pasture preaches and then evry so often Bud would look ovr at me. i kno cuz i was lookin at him cuz he kept looking at me and evrytime i was lookin at him and then he'd raise his head 2 look at me i'd, against my will, smile and, thankfully following my will, turn my head quickly and look at the pasture.

wen all tht was ovr we had 2 get bac on the bus and this time Amanda was sitting by the window and i was sitting across from Bud. he finally sed "u kno last year wen i pulled those green hairs out of ur head?" i nodded "I did it cuz i used 2 like u" right wen i heard tht i felt like fallin backwards and dying with a face expression like this: O_______________O  loland then he sed quickly "BUt, it kinda sounds weird now cuz i hav a girlfriend." then he started tellin me about her and their "problems" cuz she's like 2 years older than him and she's his "cousin" NOT his by blood or by marriage cousin. c, his uncle is dating a lady who has a daughter Bud says he's supposedly "dating". i felt like sayin "Bullshit."

NEways, i had this note book fromthe class where we wrote our prayer requests from us and ppl and i had drawn a bunny on it tht was thinkin "World DOMANATION!!!!!"  neways, he saw it and asked y a bunny was evil and me and AManda sed a bunch of reasons including "Because bunnies r cute and nethin cute is evil" and to tht reason he sed "So i guess i must b like ultra, mega, super, extra, extra, extra evil, huh?" and im like "Ur not cute!" and then he's like "Oh, thanks!" and i smile and am like "Ur welcome ^_^" neways they start passing ice pops in the wrapper w/e and me and Bud start playing with them like they're light sabers and stuff and then Amanda tells him the thing tht i always tell ppl. which she said, "Don't say anything amsrt stupid or funny wen she's drinking sumtin ort eating sumitn tht can turn in2 liquid" and hes like "why?" and then she's like "cuz it will make her laugh and make the stuff come out of her nose"

so he keeps tryin 2 make me laugh, which i did, and make the stuff come out of my nose, which it didn't. neways he keeps stealing my notebook thingy and i hav 2 almost like get on top of him 2 get it. then we were kicking eachother and evry time my foot rose above his knee level he'd grab my foot and try taking my sandel off (which worked a few times) so i'd slap him upside the  head ad really really hard on his knee (including a few punches of course lol) and blah blah blah. newyas, Amand ais watchin this all happen and is laughin at us and tyhen we get off the bus. and the next time i c him will b on Sun. .... really long huh? o well.

well, thts wat happend yesterday. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o yeah and nothin really happened 2day. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!