I'm still not fully recover yet, back to the concrete jungle. Suddenly i just got the moment of depress, all alone, no excitement, nothing to do, nothing to look forward to. On top of that, back to work, back to the ordinary days again. I don't know if it was the trip which makes me depress, or myself dealing with reality again makes me depress, But i hope this problem will leave me soon.
Besides all of these short term depression, dating a flight attendant does not help at all. its hard enough to see each other, and every time we get to see each other, it only last for few hours, How can a relationship last? God, i am so tire of dealing with all these, can't afford to waste my time anymore. I am not that old, but I don't have anything to look forward to, what's my purpose to live on this world anymore? Depress depress depress..
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