ok so quick update.

boyfriend and i are doing good. prom is coming closer yet. makayla should be here (born) by sunday. so mom will stop calling herself fat! (yes, finally!) cheerleading try-outs are most of next week.

im imagining that i will be on a natural high all next week. those of you who have to deal with me just bare with me please. thank you and im out!

umm yea long time since i last did this. i really do think im going to cancel this site, im never on it anymore anyways. well that guy wasnt worth my time and not many in my school are. i do have a bf now and he goes to a school 20 minutes away so its better then collin, im sure ive written something abou thim before. so we like each other and im goin gto his prom and im ready. prom is may 13th. mom's pregnancy is going great and i think (most likely sure but could be wrong) that they might enduce her to go into labor ten days earlier. that means makayla willl be "here" when i go to prom so i will have to leave my baby for a few hours to go have fun with a really awesome guy

its a tie to tell you the truth. so cheerleading try-outs are soon and i hope i make varsity but i fi dont, theres always next year. not making varsity doesnt mean i have to give up all hope on cheerleading or ever making the varsity squad. i know i will be there someday. ok well thats just an update and the next time someon migh tlook at this site, it might say closed down. sorry to those who did like talking to me or keeping in contact this way, i still have my old email address that i had in middletown so get me there instead.

ok well still not much has changed. this seems to be the way my life is and its pretty sad. well whatever guy i talked about last time is out. i most likely found out i dont have a chance. whatever.

so hopefully i can just find a guy without looking. like for instance there are two guys in my youth group at church that if i end up finding they are really cool, i might like them enought to go out with them but who knows. every guy lately has just been dissappointing me and its getting really annoying. Guys:STTOP BEING DUMB!!!!!!!! i dont think it will work but its worth a try. well

i dont know what else there is to talk about. school is the same. track is getting closer and i cant wait! well im out.

wow long time

yet nothing has changed

still single, cheerleading is over and track will start soon so i gotta get back in shape and do uper body stuff for all tht throwing coming up soon with the disk and what not.

so yea tomorrow i have to stop eating at 1 pm for a 30 hour famine and i hope i dont forget. i might, i hope not. umm yea. a kidd from my church likes me, and i like him and another guy from church. im so confused. theres alot of things tht need to change i joined the church choir too so tht will take time as well as track. thinking about a job for the summer too.

we'll see how everything works, hopefully well. well im out. love ya'll bye!