ok well still not much has changed. this seems to be the way my life is and its pretty sad. well whatever guy i talked about last time is out. i most likely found out i dont have a chance. whatever.

so hopefully i can just find a guy without looking. like for instance there are two guys in my youth group at church that if i end up finding they are really cool, i might like them enought to go out with them but who knows. every guy lately has just been dissappointing me and its getting really annoying. Guys:STTOP BEING DUMB!!!!!!!! i dont think it will work but its worth a try. well

i dont know what else there is to talk about. school is the same. track is getting closer and i cant wait! well im out.