your never going to loose me

i'm not going anywhere, just because we were fighting doesn't mean anything and what i said doesn't mean anything

and if you don't want me to "compare" you to my ex boyfriend(s) why are you comparing me to ashli

i'm not ashli i'm not going to cheat on you or put you through what she did

if you don't know me well enough to know that i'm sorry

i don't know how to help you see how much i care about you, but it seems no matter what i do you don't see it

you don't have to change anything about you unless you want to

whatever you feel you need to fix, fix it

i'm tired of fighting over stupid stuff like me not coming to school yesterday

that was stupid and i'm sorry

I LOVE YOU

and i'm sorry you thought i got smart with you this morning

can we pleaes try and be civil to each other and not try and control each other

notice i said WE

nobody is perfect and i'm far from it

i really don't know what else to say but that we both need to control our temper and be careful

what we say to each other

because what you said to me yesterday hurt

you put me in a position that i didn't want to be in

and you said a lot of things that...i dunno

i don't think you meant but if you did mean them atleast i know now

this turned out to be more than i thought it would be

I LOVE YOU JEREMY!!!

<3 Amanda