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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 05:34:39 GMT

is it wrong to want more attention in a relationship-

am i being needy or is it necessary?

shouldn't i be able to feel secure-

or should i work on my independence?

i suck at answering my own questions.

this just sucks.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 18:24:33 GMT

hello xanga...

it's been a while.

Monday, June 26, 2006

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 18:09:34 GMT

Going Postal

Death Cab for Cutie's Ben Gibbard has started working on the second album from his Postal Service side project -- albeit at a snail's pace. "We're crawling right now, and whether that crawl turns into a walk remains to be seen," the singer-guitarist says. Gibbard and producer-musician Jimmy Tamborello have two songs written for their follow-up to the Service's Give Up, which dropped in 2003 and featured the sleeper hit "Such Great Heights."

mtv.com

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 04:43:42 GMT

random orrcurances, thoughts, aspirations.

i actually have a real job now at an irrigation company. it started at the end of the school year and i've already been promoted. my main focus used to be just drafting plot plans, but now i'm "Project Coordinator"....which basically means "organize all of the boss' shit." i can deal with that.

i've seemed to have lost a portion of my body. about 11 lbs now. i've started to care about what goes into my mouth and even dabble a little in the exercise department (and when i say little i mean a lot). i'm finding myself more confident these days - either from growing older or losing weight..who knows. i need to buy pants that fit.

i was in the bathroom the other day when i noticed something black on my right hip. upon closer inspection, i realized that it was a squished spider...or so i thought. i freaked out and tried to flick it off, but he was stuck. i wetted a paper towel and decided to pick him off of me (i decided it was a "he" because no lady spider would latch on to these hips like this one could), only to find that he was still alive. i hurriedly unlatched the spider off of my hip and saw a little circle of red where he had been previously stuck. apparently, he was sucking my hip-blood.

i don't know what it is with reality television shows, but lately i find myself falling in love with the men being broadcasted on these programs.

Exhibit A:

the should have been winner of American Idol Chris Daughtry. excuse my french, but he was fuckin' sizzlin'. i'm a sucker for sideburns and gruff...oh, and any bald singing sensation (ruben not included).

Exhitbit B:

straight from So You Think You Can Dance : Musa Cooper. if you've ever seen this man move, you'd know exactly why i'm infatuated. if he's that good on stage i wonder where else he's....

Exhibit C:

Doug Heffernan. okay, so King of Queens isn't exactly a reality show...and Doug Heffernan is just a character..but i can still love him (in the court of law, no...but for online journal's sake...yes). sure, chris and musa are visually appealing...but they lack what doug has : the perfect personality. he's quirky, hilarious, sweet........hilarious. this is the type of guy i will marry one day. if he so happens to come in the body of musa..bonus for me.

aaaaand...i'm spent.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 21:40:12 GMT

a four year sentence has ended,

parties have been attended,

a quarry was swam in,

clothing articles have been lost,

asking out on dates have taken place,

sex and sadness mixes have been made,

long car rides have been driven,

tears have been shed,

things have been pierced,

friends have been lost,

friends have been made,

hearts have fallen in love,

these memories have been made.

and thus is our life after high school. may the days ahead fulfill the promise of the weeks past.

HERE'S TO THE FUTURE.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Sun, 14 May 2006 19:48:24 GMT

okay, okay.

everyone just calm down. i've been up to A LOT lately, but i'm here now.

this is what's been going down:

MUSICAL...(wizard of oz)

my mirror.

our director in drag.

blingin' my poppy cape.

the part no one sees (the scene shop).

the monkey clan.

me in all my glory.

the boys.

the girls.

the [spliced together] auditorium.

PROM

the 'rents and i.

my mother.

my step-dad and nephew.

my little jake-a-roo.

bro...wearing g-unit.

the gruesome foursome.

our after-prom hotel room (hello brittney).

it even included a...get ready for this...chaise lounge.

i couldn't help it.

dream bathroom (champagne not included).

our view of navy pier.

the

lobby.

SENIOR DITCH DAY

i have no pictures. the only record i have of that day is found in the form of an in-school suspension on my permanent record [score.]

...those were the big events of the past three weeks. now it's just graduation to look foward to.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 20:17:12 GMT

i had a good time on vacation (thank you layne), but i noticed something in my travels:

ohio is a pretty lame state.

ohio is NOT for lovers. it's for old people and the drunk.

old people- can't tell their state is dull.

the drunk- keep busy by intoxicating themselves, therefore temporarily forgetting the fact that they live in ohio.

i'm going to take all the deserving, i.e. cool kids, and transplant them into better states. it just doesn't seem fair to them to be cooped up in such a trite place.

i'll work on these arrangements asap.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 04:42:05 GMT

i guess i'm going to ohio this weekend?

odd.

friday, saturday, and sunday i am traveling with layne and her family to sylvania, ohio. the town sounds sketchy if you ask me.

toledo. now that has a nice ring to it.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 05:55:25 GMT

it's funny how quickly our mood can change.

friday- i gave blood. this is really huge for me considering i've been scared to death of it ever since i can remember. i felt so good after realizing that i helped save three lives.

CURRENT MOOD: elated

saturday- we had a pretty productive day at musical rehearsal. not only did we fix some horrible dance mix-ups, but our singing is slowly on the rise. after this i baby-sat for six hours and made 56$.

CURRENT MOOD: productive

now- arrived home to hear my parents having sex.

CURRENT MOOD: disgusted/nauseous

it's times like this when i wish we were all asexual.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 21:07:15 GMT

hello again internet.

i am home.

francefrancefrance.