take these broken wings and learn to fly.

xanga...what?!

really though, who uses this anymore? everyone is so consumed with myspace.  i feel bad for xanga.  i really do.  so maybe i will write in it more?  no...just kidding.  i thought about it and it was a dumb idea.

here is a good song that i like.

it's called Jerusalem by Dan Bern

When I tell you that I love you
Don't test my love
Accept my love, don't test my love
Cause maybe I don't love you all that much

Don't ask what kind of music I'm gonna play tonight
Just stay awhile, hear for yourself awhile
And if you must put me in a box, make sure it's a big box
With lots of windows
And a door to walk through
And a nice high chimney
So we can burn burn burn everything that we don't like
And watch the ashes fly up to Heaven
Maybe all the way to India
I'd like that

All the ancient kings came to my door
They said "Do you want to be an ancient king too?"
I said "Oh yes very much
But I think my timing's wrong"
They said "Time is relative
Or did you misread Einstien"
I said "Do you really mean it?"
They said "What do you think we come here for
Our goddamn health or something?"

Everybody's waiting for the Messiah
The Jews are waiting
The Christians are waiting
Oh so are the Muslims
It's like everybody's waiting
They been waiting a long time
I know how I hate to wait
Like even for a bus or something
An important phone call
So I can imagine how darned impatient
Everyone must be getting

So I think it's time now
Time to reveal myself
I am the Messiah
I am the Messiah

Yes I think you heard me right
I am the Messiah
I was gonna wait till next year
Build up the suspense a little
Make it a really big surprise
But I could not resist
It's like when you got a really big secret
You're just bursting to tell someone
It was kinda like that with this
And now that I've told you
I feel this great weight lifted
Dr. Nusbaum was right
He's my therapist
He said get it out in the open

I spent ten whole days in Jerusalem
Mmmm Jerusalem sweet Jerusalem
And all I ate was olives
Nothing but olives
Mountains of olives
It was a good ten days
I like olives
I like you too

So When I tell you that I love you
Don't test my love
Accept my love, don't test my love
Cause maybe I don't love you all that much

dear xanga,

i am sorry i have been so neglectful over the past few months.  i have been entirely too busy to do much of anything.

love, lindsey*

ok, so now that the appoligizes are out of the way i can start writing about my life and how much it is stupid.

a lot of it i cant remember but i know that i am missing UMC 2k5 a lot lately.  that's really all i have to say for now.  its cold, im timred, and dinner is ready. 

lahhhve you.

-lindsey*

ps, NEW MEMBER IS THIS WEEKEND!

o man you guys i havent updated in about ten years but i have a good reason.,....i am at fucking UMC!!  i would tell you all about it but you would read it and be like wow why would she waste ehr summer doing stuff like that.  plus words does this program no justice. 

i actually dont want to write anything else cause i am crazy tired so maybe i will upadte again some other day.

-lindsey*

Currently Playing MTV Unplugged (Bonus DVD) By Dashboard Confessional see related

who loves crazy love squares?  you know i do!! 

anyway...it is kind of surreal that the end of this year is coming to an end you know?  like i am leaving for UMC in 23 days...that is so crazy i cant even begin to tell you.  i have been filling out all my paper work and such and im like, o man, this is really happening.  i just cant believe it.  anyway, finals are coming soon and in the past two weeks this has happened to me:

i saw a really good movie with a really cool kid and then had drama with the very same cool kid i went to the movies with

i have been talked about in nicole's drawing class

and there was more i was going to say but i dont really feel like it because no one reads this anymore so it is a waste of time to type things.  so i will update later ((not really))

-lindsey*

p.s. eric, rebecca and carly are coming over tomorrow to do an english project and it is erics birthday and amys birthday too and thats really exciting.  so, see ya'll later.

"it's all gravy baby"