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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 08:13:40 GMT

my blog is soooo dead!omg haha I'm too lazy to do anything about it!okay more lie I've no time to do anything about my blog cause of shit.oh and apparently I'm a sad,depressed and stressed person.cause apparently,craving for sweet stuff such as cakes and cookies etc means you're sad and depressed.and craving for fried food means you're stress..so yeah that's how I came to the conclusion that I'm like that.and I added another mark for Amath so now i got like 40/50 which is80%!:D yay!im a nerd now by the way.I mug all day.I don't use the comp and I hardly watch tv.I have no life anymore..haha I bought two tops from hula&co yesterday.went for tuition yesterday,tuition today,tuition tomorrow,tuition on Friday.fun right?haha I'm not exactly complaining.okay time for me to become muggerita now.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 02:05:44 GMT

this shows that i really don't go online.i'm always only online at amelia's house.haha.had chem and amath block tests the past week and we got back our amath results already.i finally managed to get my a1 after forever!i feel accomplished!:D
battle of the bands last night..met amelia and nicole for dinner then went to acsi.hahaha i didn't expect so many sc girls to be there..after bob,we went to holland v.amelia and i managed to get into tango and order margaritas!seriously.hahah pictures soon.got home at like 1230 and had to go sleep.
today amelia pris and i went to bukit timah nature reserve to do some lame geog project on the vegetation and the conservation of the reserve and all.haha it was nice,not as bad as we expected it to be lah..going out with amelia later..don't know what we're gonna do..oh well..
okay i will work hard for the emath test that's coming up next week.i will get a1 just like how i got a1 for amath!must must must!i've turned into a muggerita already.
mug mug mug.
what movie should i watch?hmmm..

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 09:58:54 GMT

hello world!i'm at amelia's house now and drinking bacardi in front of my mom who's too ignorant to notice.hahaha.but margaritas are so so much better!
i went shopping!hula& co.i bought a dress and a top,pistachio coloured dress and lime green and black sleeveless top.
i am so excited for next week!hahaha the tests aren't as bad as the previous week's so i'm happy.but my chem tutor wants me to get a1.zomg.
box dinner on friday box dinner on friday!yay!
i went to muthu's curry yesterday for dinner..saw levan wee and his bright hot pink hair.gross shit.yuck
okay bye bye.
i'm a happy girl:D

bye bye.

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:46:42 GMT

my sad youth day was spent studying with aisha at marina square.her kindergaten friend,yiu jin was there extra-ly.HAHA
yeah still,i screwed up my bio test.sadly.
and lit i think i screwed too cause i wrote so little.dang!
and i failed ting xie too.
went to square2 yesterday with ish and nicole to look for gladiator sandals.couldn't find the shop that nicole was dying to find,so we gave up and went to eat screwed up ripoff waffles.then home.had tuition that somehow felt rather short.
had free ice cream today.hahah island creamery,roz and shan.strawberry sorbet is the best!:D
shit i've got so much work to do i'm freaking out.and i'm so busy everyday i don't know how already.my daddy's birthday's tomorrow!AHH HOW?!
i've got:

stupid english podcast shit
geog river management strategies thing
chinese remedial thing
mug for amath
mug for chem
mug for emath
emath miscellaneous exercises
ss test tomorrow
send camp comm minutes

yeah okay i am a sad person who has not enough time to do anything at all.
but i'm happy.
okay i'm contradicting myself!
the click five's gonna be in malaysia on 2august!they're performing at the MAAs

PEOPLE LET'S GO CAR SHOPPING!:D

i feel happy,i feel free.its like a burden has been lifted off my shoulders.
somehow,i don't feel sad.i don't feel anything i should be feeling.
i'm like some cold hearted feelingless thing.but then again,i've been like that for a long time already.
yup,its over and i think that its the best for the both of us.
great that you're fine with it.
i don't know if you were trying to be sarcastic but failed to get your sarcastic point pass or whatever,but i don't really care.
i don't give a shit.really.
if you're feeling sad or whatever,i'm sorry.but its not my fault that it happened.its inevitable.
everything was just wrong to begin with.the whole thing was rather pointless come to think of it.
so bye.

My day was killed by her.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 06:25:42 GMT

she
frickin killed
my day.

okay i went to the fairfield carnival with jac and nat,amelia met us later on.saw everyone i wanted to see and others i wasn't that interested in seeing.ugh i gotta stop picture HER ITS face.its way way way too disgusting.yuck i can't stand it's face.its gross.its actually BEYOND gross.that potchy face!eeee!omg it fricking gives me nightmares thinking of it.ugh.okay those of you who know who i'm talking about,great.just don't say openly here who i'm talking about okay,i don't wanna create some war.don't worry boxers,its none of you.i love all you boxers very very very much♥!
anyway,i don't think the fairfield carival was that bad.i think the sc one was worse.it was much more boring in my very honest opinion.

gosh.yeah i had band prac yesterday and chester got roped in to become support singer also.hahaha.so yeah youth sunday was today!its wasn't bad,managed to play everything quite okayly.
ohoh jenny's on the radio!i love kyle patrick,i'm so not over the click five phase.
had yz camp meeting just now and i started my job being the secretary already/:
went to town with julia after that and i'm dead tired now.had brownies(:
i love brownies!
HAHAHAH AND PAUL SAID I LOOK LIKE JESUS!
natmok said i look like a mental patient!
i am so stressed i haven't started mugging at all for bio.like frickin six stupid chapters! omg i'm so screwed/:i'm meeting aisha tomorrow to hopefully get some studying done.i stress on the word HOPEFULLY.

dead.

bimbo rugby day

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:09:30 GMT

choir concert was on saturday.hahah camwhored alot.
sunday was boring.
monday went out after school with pris and aisha to eat and walk a little.haha i saw this woman with really weird hair.like she seriously had like an afro,just that she was chinese and like prolly in her 50s.it was frickin weird i'll upload the picture another day cause i can't now cause i'm blogging in the library.
tuesday was hilarious shit cause we played touch rugby during pe.it was seriously craziness!hahaha frickin bimbo rugby.
AND I'M ON THE VERGE OF FALLING SICK!i think.
like i'm feeling damn tired and my voice is going going going soon to be gone.
and i had a headache yesterday and was acting like a frickin zombie.i could've fallen asleep while walking!hahaha and i slept at 1030last night.damn early.but i still feel zombified today.sign of falling sick.
i had swedish meatballs yesterday!
i want them again today!hahaha and the cheesecake too.
gilda and me were going on about the food at ikea then aisha added in the chicken wings part.hahaha i want ikea food!
band prac at 7today!i wonder how i'm going to get to church.i don't wanna cab neither do i want to lug my guitar along on the bus.its just too sad.
fairfield carnival on saturday.i think imma go with jac,nat and ame.then i've got band prac after that again at 7.
I CAN'T FRICKIN WAIT FOR BAND PRAC!its like i haven't played in ages my fingers have lost all their corns already!i hope they don't die halfway!
ahahah okay i think its time to go back to class for chinese already.i don't want lao shi to screw us/:

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 22:03:02 GMT

hahahaha amath lessons have never been this fun!
hahaha omg she's trying to scare us by saying that there's some tracking thing in the comps and that they can track whatever and wherever we visit.hahaha
the comp lab finally upgraded their comps!finally.hahaha they're like so much newer and everything and not as shitty as before.its also much faster than before!like woah so much faster its damn impressive!
okay i am bored and i have to finish gilda's letter:Di know i write it so much faster than she does.she took a few days to reply mine!
friendster sucks balls!i hate friendster!
friendster is screwed up!its so fucking screwed up.right now i'm so fucking pissed off with friendster.
go suck balls,friendster!
BOYS LIKE GIRLS!31st AUGUST!
:D:D:D

school is funnn!

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 07:43:50 GMT

OH I BOUGHT MY BEN BEN SPECS ON SUNDAY!:D
yeah that's how long i haven't blogged for.i'm just lazy.its not that i don't have time.i just can't really be bothered to.
i couldn't take it,monday,first day of school and i went out for lunch with nicole.subway yum.damn stressed out on tuesday cause i got home at 730 after tuition and had so much shit to do and work and all the rubbish and all.omg,i was so sleepy in school yesterday.omg and i have to complain that english lessons are seriously the worst kinda shit that could happen in a day.it destroys and ruins my day.listening to fifi call me "CHEL-SEE-ER"zomg its frickin annoying and disgusting!i hate her i hate her i hate her!i'm quite sure she hates me too.omg i'm so emo everyday the box book is so sad and dull with my pencil scrawls..emo songs and lyrics,talking in extremely figurative ways.mugging for geog was complete horror.geog test today was okay.i feel happy for once.its like there's a weight lifted from my shoulders.i feel free and happy!
OH AND MY FACE IS IN JULY'S LIME!:D:D:D
as nat's friends say,it looks like they're taking a picture of me cause i seem to be almost in the centre of the picture and i'm quite certain that nicole's and my face is like the biggest.i'm so sorry jac for covering you face with just one hand of mine.HAHA.i will make it up to you somehow,someday.i think..haha.
BUY LIME PEOPLE!ITS ONLY $3!CHEAP CHEAP!
life is good for me.we've a rugby league in school.zomg.i don't wanna play rugby even though its like touch rugby.don't want!i'm lazy okay whatever!
choir concert this saturday and i'm stressing over what to wear.yes its trivial matters like these that never fail to make me worry.bimbo?hahah i won't deny any accusations of me being bimbo.i know i am rather bimbo at first sight.hahaha what shit am i talking omg!
i realised that my posts are not colourful enough.but everytime i try to make them coulourful,they just end up looking gross!
tomorrow's like the end of the first week of term three already.fast!
can't wait for youth day in july and that one day holiday that mrs low owes us!weekends!no more geog test!
haha speaking of geog,geog lecture today was like insane!we were like so busy self entertaining at the back,talking about monkeys and having picnics at bukit timah nature reserve..arguing with mr cheng that monkeys are dangerous creatures!:o
hahah we were asking like bloody stupid questions.hilarious stuff.usual amelia kind of rubbish lah.so yeah amelia,aisha,pris and i are in the same group.we could go do that geog thing then order food from omar(amelia's maid) and she can deliver the food to us!hahah okay wishful thinking.
oh i made new uniform again today!the one i made the last time is rather screwed up!i don't like it.i think this one would be better.i got a good feeling about it.yes.she was like measuring me at the bus stop.talk about embarrassing!/:
I HATE ENGLISH LESSONS!when will i ever start to enjoy fifi's english lessons?

i'm certain about what i feel and i know that nothing can change what i've decided.
its too late,nothing lasts forever.
i'm adamant about my decisions and there's nothing you could do to change things;
what's decided has been decided and there's nothing left.
we're empty.
i don't feel ANYTHING whatsoever anymore.
if only you could see that,it'll make my life so much easier.
there are so many complications and reasons for why its like that now.
it was never good from the start and its just a problem snowballing,its been going downhill from the very beginning.
i don't wanna seem to be the heartless bitch who doesn't give a shit about things.i do.
perhaps i did.
but everything has changed now.
i'm sick,i'm tired,i don't think this can go on anymore.
bye.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 03:51:38 GMT

passed ellery magazines,had lunch.went down to orchard to meet amelia.watched zohan and had dinner at swensens.we saw this angmo guy who looked like a younger version of jude law!i don't know why everytime i go out i see hot angmo guys that look like celebrities!the last time i saw this guy that looked like kyle patrick!seriously!
i have very unclear pictures of them.

that's the jude law lookalike!

and that's the kyle patrick lookalike.
well they both look more like the real person up close and in person.the angle isn't great.
yes i know i am a asshole stalker.HAHA

okay i managed to study like 3/4of what i need for geog,met amelia at kap yesterday to study.then watched get smart with my parents at night.hahaha frickin hilarious!oh yeah on my way back from kap right,i was walking up the overhead bridge towards the bus stop,when i shittily kicked a step and my toenail flipped upwards.my right big toenail.now like practically half the nail's gone and it looks stupid and damn retarded with the lack of nail!yuck!
its damn gross!

i turned down every opportunity to go out today because i aim to finish up all my work!
benchmarks and lit essay.
i'm done with benchmarks.didn't do that badly.yay.
i'm dreading lit essay.haven't started a single shit.and i haven't eaten lunch yet either.shit.
okay lit essay shall start soon.ugh

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 12:37:23 GMT

church camp was awesome-o!
fun fun fun.
backward buggy rides,lack of sleep,daily mahjong sessions,bowling,band prac,singing,falling asleep during messages,par room,popcorn and icecream,fun night,tranny drag queen,yelling at adults,games,fun,mosquito bites,white group,fun people(excluding some exceptions),waterpolo,etc.
church camp was good.fun night was good.seasons of love on the other hand was kinda screwed up.i screwed it up.AHH!
i got a tan from thursday's tanning.
i sure tan quickly.
kampong seafood was nice.
wii-ed till i ached.
the lack of phone signal didn't kill me:D
my group was kinda screwy and we didn't win anything,but i had enough fun.
daily offerings of click five songs on the radio.yay!
saw pris.didn't have a clue that she was uncle david's niece!haha
BUGGY RIDES!i didn't manage to get my last buggy ride!i was supposed to get a last evening buggy ride with sam.we totally forgot about it!sigh.
i kinda screwed my voice up too.
singapore's great and all but i miss the never ending aircon there.okay not never ending but the villa was damn cool all the time cause we never turned the aircons off.haha.so much for saving the earth!
i realised i'm damn screwed cause i've got shitloads of work i haven't completed like the lit essay and the heymath assignment thingies.
die already,die!
went out with my mum for lunch and facial today,then tuition.
shopped a little and bought a white top from mphosis.
didn't meet ellery cause he realised he had some dinner thing.SMART!
had dinner with my parents at jack's place at anchorpoint.

i'm missing church camp!dreading the return to school.
i need to buy new school shoes!i think rats can fit into the holes in my present school shoes!