I was likeee broooo!

I have these aviators and they're awesome. They remind me of the glasses that the kid has on Big Daddy that make everything dissapear. The only is that one of the legs on it is silver and everything else is gold. hmm.

Even though I got crappy grades this terms it didn't hurt my GPA for some reason. A strong 3.0. It might be from the honors classes. Man these classes are tough, And my study habbits make my classes even that much more difficult. I need helpppppppp. Man, I need some good humor. I haven't had a good laugh in awhile, Just a lot of promising smiles from a beautiful girl I know. They're what I want though. She's really something.

Another dream wasted on you.

How hard was it to actually be a bad girl friend? I'd imagine that people would have to try to acomplish that. It just hits me outside my head to think people break up because of the something so fixable and then say I can't do this right now and throw everything away. AWAY. It's pathetic. that person is pathetic. And it's even worse when the relationship itself wasn't the bad part, but the friendship that was at hand. How can you call someone your best friend ( Not to mention you love them ) and put them after friends and simple tasks of such. If you're going to be a best friend, then act like one. Best friend can be about a lot of things, But it's not base around " I'll tlak to you when I have the time." It's not about being selfish which people say they're straight out being ( The most pathetic and most stupid thing I've ever heard)

This friendship is about listening to each other and respecting what the other person wants. Can you respect that?

I hope you're not as selfish as you say.

    L8r.

Currently Listening A Lesson in Romantics By Mayday Parade Jersey see related

Lets write a song that we can dance to.

It's so weird to look at pictures of people you don't know but know that they have passed away. It's so mysterious how you can almost feel those feelings of sorrow and loneliness. It sucks knowing a friend has passed away.

Homecoming is tonight! I'm hoping for the best but something always has to happen. I should avoid it. It being certain people. Man I need more things to write about. no funnnnn!!!

So I've been questioning what I wanted to turn myself into after I graduate. I've been leading towards a business man of some sort but it just seems so bland and obscure. I was thinking a doctor of some sort but the other day reminded me how much I hate to see blood. And math isn't my strong point even though I understand most of it. Music never cross my mind though. I don't think getting a degree in some kind of music field is very beneficial. It's like gambling. I don't like gambling.

But yeah on another note; everything is slowing getting better. School is starting to be my forte' and I'm getting closer to my friends. It's always good to be to trust a few more people and be trusted. Oh! and my band is making that money! Slowly but surely we're getting somewhere. I want a better guitar, Something like an ESP a white one of course.

    L8r.

Currently Listening Complete Secular Songs (3cd) Young Blood Spills Tonight see related

Damn this thing is old.

So, In the past week, I've lost a replacement phone, Had to pay for my home coming ticket, Somehow got a bill for 135$ that I gotta pay for. Thats well over 200$. So long money saved up for my car & car accessories. Maybe next time.

But, Homecoming seems like it will be quite fun. It's gonna be me and my friends, most of them atleast. And some how everything just turn greatttt. It's cool knowing you can talk yourself into happiness. Is that normal? 

Currently Listening O God, The Aftermath By Norma Jean Disconnektie see related

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