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| ok...so things are out of control beyond belief now...so let's review all of the stupid things that i've done that you know about and don't know about...so there's getting suspended/expelled from yukon for having a knife, stolen street and stop signs, and a paintball gun...well after my 10 day suspension and transfer to edmond santa fe...things just got worse...so i went out to lunch like everyday...i got caught the first time w/ cody and i got 3 days off ISS...so i'm like i'm not going out anymore...well when i got out of ISS, i totally went out everyday...i never got caught when i was alone or w/ anyone other than cody...and neither did he w/ me...so we decide to go out to lunch w/ hagen w/ only 6 days of school left...well since i was w/ cody...we all got caught...hagen only got one day of suspension cause it was his first offense...cody got 2 days...i got all 6 days that were left of school...i was pissed...so of course i got into huge trouble...they took my truck and phone from me but that WAS all...keyword was...so hannah and i've been going out for almost a month(which was a great thing...not a bad) so i wanted to see her...well i snuck out of my sister's house and she came over...we were in her car listening to music and just hangin out when a car drove by us...it was my sister...so i was like let's go...we left and when i got back...my sister flipped out...so they then decided that i was doing drugs(which i'm not, never have, nor never will...the stupidest thing you can do) so right now...i don't get my truck back...they're thinking about selling it...they're thinking about sending me off to miltary school in july...and i'm freakin pissed...i wanted to move out and get my own place at first...but everyone's like that's the worst decision i could make...so i'm not and i'm gonna stick out this whole grounding thing...but if they try to send me off to military school...then i'm out...i told them flat out...i'll do what you want but if you sell my truck or send me to military school then i'm gone...i have 4 people who want me to move in w/ them...so don't f*ck w/ me...so right now i'm just taking it easy and trying to stay out of trouble...keyword trying...so another thing that they did...they made me quit my job and look for a new one w/in walking distance...i was pissed but i have to as of now...if they try to screw me over though...it's over and i'm out...so anyways...lol...i'm trying to make things work w/ other peeps...and it's working...hannah and i are doing great...on the 12 is our month anniversary...i've got something special for her planned...but she'll be gone on the 12 to church camp so we're celebrating on the 11...i hope she likes what i've got planned...and she's been gone for like 2 weeks and i've only been able to talk to her...i miss her sooooooooooooooooooo much...but hopefully i'll see her soon...well that's about it...peace and keep it real...
-Lucky | | |
| ok...so things are getting alot better...this girl and i are BFF now...again...which i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo glad for...but there's still those retards who are mad and they need to get over it...now...it's getting ridiculous...seriously...so stop it...it's too old...move on...well that's about it...laters
-Lucky...finally...lol | | |
| complicationsok...so things are kinda wierd and akward...but only because i'm making them that way...for now i'm just gonna let things go as they go and proceed w/ the results...so i think it's enough w/ all of the b*tching and moaning about everything...david and i are kool now and the girl and i are getting there...i haven't said her name...although most of you already know who it is...but i don't like to reveal the names of certain people...yea so we're talking and figuring out where we stand...i don't want it to be akward or wierd...so that's what i'm going for right now...i just think that everyone else needs to calm down and let me be mad a whomever i want to be and stop getting mad at others for me...i know you're just trying to help...but when i become good w/ others and you're still not...then i'll have to become good w/ you guys and it's making me choose my friends and enemies basically...i just want us all to get along(you don't have to be freinds or like each other at all) but stop saying things behind each others backs...just be kool w/ it all...and kate i love you sooo much for everything...helping me and all...idk what'd i do w/out you there to help me through everything and not just this...i love you sooo much and am glad to have you there when i need you or just want a hug...love you tons...laters
-ME...Mixed Emotions | | |
| I feel as though I've been deprived of something that I will never get back. As though a piece of me is forever lost, but is in good hands. Though the hands to which carry the piece of me, making me incomplete/heart-broken, are safe, trusting and secure hands, though vulnerable, emotional and taken. This entry is here to explain what happens when you let something/someone have a piece of your heart. You can't ever get that piece back, though the gaping hole will eventually be patched; eventually. The person(s) that have or will take a piece of your heart are never to be forgotten. Always remember the "good times" shared with one another. My heart is damaged as of now, not willing to heal for a long time due to the fact that it has been taken and thrown into the place of another; meaning another took my place and my heart was left to fall into an abyss of nothingness as I watch helplessly see my Best-Friend be with the one person that I WANT(plural) to still be with. If and when you read this, please give me back what's mine so I can TRY and move on.
-BH...Broken Heart | | |
| F*CK LOVE...it just leads you to a path of broken heart and misery... | | |
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