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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 03:26:14 GMT

ok...so things are out of control beyond belief now...so let's review all of the stupid things that i've done that you know about and don't know about...so there's getting suspended/expelled from yukon for having a knife, stolen street and stop signs, and a paintball gun...well after my 10 day suspension and transfer to edmond santa fe...things just got worse...so i went out to lunch like everyday...i got caught the first time w/ cody and i got 3 days off ISS...so i'm like i'm not going out anymore...well when i got out of ISS, i totally went out everyday...i never got caught when i was alone or w/ anyone other than cody...and neither did he w/ me...so we decide to go out to lunch w/ hagen w/ only 6 days of school left...well since i was w/ cody...we all got caught...hagen only got one day of suspension cause it was his first offense...cody got 2 days...i got all 6 days that were left of school...i was pissed...so of course i got into huge trouble...they took my truck and phone from me but that WAS all...keyword was...so hannah and i've been going out for almost a month(which was a great thing...not a bad) so i wanted to see her...well i snuck out of my sister's house and she came over...we were in her car listening to music and just hangin out when a car drove by us...it was my sister...so i was like let's go...we left and when i got back...my sister flipped out...so they then decided that i was doing drugs(which i'm not, never have, nor never will...the stupidest thing you can do) so right now...i don't get my truck back...they're thinking about selling it...they're thinking about sending me off to miltary school in july...and i'm freakin pissed...i wanted to move out and get my own place at first...but everyone's like that's the worst decision i could make...so i'm not and i'm gonna stick out this whole grounding thing...but if they try to send me off to military school...then i'm out...i told them flat out...i'll do what you want but if you sell my truck or send me to military school then i'm gone...i have 4 people who want me to move in w/ them...so don't f*ck w/ me...so right now i'm just taking it easy and trying to stay out of trouble...keyword trying...so another thing that they did...they made me quit my job and look for a new one w/in walking distance...i was pissed but i have to as of now...if they try to screw me over though...it's over and i'm out...so anyways...lol...i'm trying to make things work w/ other peeps...and it's working...hannah and i are doing great...on the 12 is our month anniversary...i've got something special for her planned...but she'll be gone on the 12 to church camp so we're celebrating on the 11...i hope she likes what i've got planned...and she's been gone for like 2 weeks and i've only been able to talk to her...i miss her sooooooooooooooooooo much...but hopefully i'll see her soon...well that's about it...peace and keep it real...

-Lucky

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Tue, 09 May 2006 20:25:46 GMT

ok...so things are getting alot better...this girl and i are BFF now...again...which i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo glad for...but there's still those retards who are mad and they need to get over it...now...it's getting ridiculous...seriously...so stop it...it's too old...move on...well that's about it...laters

-Lucky...finally...lol

complications

Wed, 03 May 2006 04:13:23 GMT

ok...so things are kinda wierd and akward...but only because i'm making them that way...for now i'm just gonna let things go as they go and proceed w/ the results...so i think it's enough w/ all of the b*tching and moaning about everything...david and i are kool now and the girl and i are getting there...i haven't said her name...although most of you already know who it is...but i don't like to reveal the names of certain people...yea so we're talking and figuring out where we stand...i don't want it to be akward or wierd...so that's what i'm going for right now...i just think that everyone else needs to calm down and let me be mad a whomever i want to be and stop getting mad at others for me...i know you're just trying to help...but when i become good w/ others and you're still not...then i'll have to become good w/ you guys and it's making me choose my friends and enemies basically...i just want us all to get along(you don't have to be freinds or like each other at all) but stop saying things behind each others backs...just be kool w/ it all...and kate i love you sooo much for everything...helping me and all...idk what'd i do w/out you there to help me through everything and not just this...i love you sooo much and am glad to have you there when i need you or just want a hug...love you tons...laters

-ME...Mixed Emotions

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 05:42:45 GMT

I feel as though I've been deprived of something that I will never get back. As though a piece of me is forever lost, but is in good hands. Though the hands to which carry the piece of me, making me incomplete/heart-broken, are safe, trusting and secure hands, though vulnerable, emotional and taken. This entry is here to explain what happens when you let something/someone have a piece of your heart. You can't ever get that piece back, though the gaping hole will eventually be patched; eventually. The person(s) that have or will take a piece of your heart are never to be forgotten. Always remember the "good times" shared with one another. My heart is damaged as of now, not willing to heal for a long time due to the fact that it has been taken and thrown into the place of another; meaning another took my place and my heart was left to fall into an abyss of nothingness as I watch helplessly see my Best-Friend be with the one person that I WANT(plural) to still be with. If and when you read this, please give me back what's mine so I can TRY and move on.

-BH...Broken Heart

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 05:44:32 GMT

F*CK LOVE...it just leads you to a path of broken heart and misery...

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 22:00:24 GMT

"Throughout your life you will like many people and go out with many people, but there will always be the person you love, the person that from the minute you met them you loved them, altough you might not marry that person, or even go out with them, but you will always think about them, no matter what" whoever said this is very true...and i like this quote...

another quote...

"It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" i used to think that this quote was stupid but whenever i fell in love...i realized how true it actually is...although i may never get very far or anywhere at all with this person...being in love with her is enough to make me happy...i like this quote...i don't know what will happen in the future with this girl that i'm in love with...but i'm willing to wait forever for her...and then some...even if it means not being able to actually progress with her...like actually go out and date and all that stuff...it's worth it just being with her as a friend...and that's what i'll do no matter what...i'll always be her friend...but deep inside...i'll still love her like none other...and if it doesn't work out and i marry someone else...she'll still be my first and true love...

-Lucky

Friday, April 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 05:13:16 GMT

ok...so it's been a while since i've updated...but alot has happened...so tonight...i met the girl of my dreams and i'm in love w/ her...i asked her to go see a movie since we're out of school tomorrow...whoo-hoo...she was like yea...so i'm gonna see how it goes and play it off from there...there's something different about this girl...idk...but i'm not gonna sit here and tell you guys cause that would make me sound very gay...which i'm not...so i'm out...laters homies

-Lucky

here you go...check it out...

~Throughout ur life u will like many people, go out with many people, but there will always be the person u love, the person that from the minute u met them u loved them, u might not marry that person, or even go out with them, but u will always think about them, no matter what~ –alex wilhelm

whoever that guy is...is very true...and i like this quote...

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 05:03:02 GMT

ok so this update is just for Lauren...i hope you like it...

Well the week's been ok...could be better...but def. will cause this friday is gonna be the shiz...wanna know why...cause it's ST. PATRICK'S DAY...whoooooooooooooo-hooooooooooooo...i'm gettin crunk sons...it's gonna be like the best eva...yea i'm talkin gangsta cause i'm gonna be when i'm CRUNK like a DRUNK...yeah(in a lil' john voice)...so i'll tell everyone about it...laters

-Lucky(def.)

P.S. so guess what...i've decided not to use that other xanga cause it's too vulgar...but i have decided to make another one...i know i know...enough's enough...yea but this one's good...if you get it...so check it out... www.xanga.com/i_like_269__the_number have fun...

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:42:04 GMT

ok...so my weekend was pretty kool...so friday night i hung out w/ a bunch of peeps at kelly's house and then i had to leave at around 10 to go see an old friend...it was fun catching up on old times...so at around 12 midnight...i went over to my sis' house and chilled there...saturday i just worked...then hung out w/ brad and billy and their g/f's...so of course i got left out(i really need to get a g/f...ohhh and i'm working out so check me out sometime...haha)...yea so i then went to bethany and at around 10 and met up w/ some homies and went cruisin...it was awesome...so sunday i just worked and chilled...that's it...laters

-Lucky

P.S. and i've decided to just use this xanga from now on...so forget all that weird stuff...too many peeps think i'm getting too vulgar w/ the names...but this one's all right

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 19:59:38 GMT

ok so this week was pretty gay...and long but it's over now so that's good...idk what my plans really are yet for this weekend...but tonight i might go over to kelly's house w/ everyone and chill over there...then i don't know about the rest of the weekend...so hopefully it'll be a good one...well i'll tell you all about it at my other xanga...laters

-Lucky