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Name: Sami
Country: United States
Birthday: 11/9/1987
Gender: Female
Expertise: I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to rel
Occupation: Administrative
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/2/2005
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| What is up world??? Not much here im just as happy as ever atchually,i am happier than have ever been! Me and jason broke up but then i met A.J and well he is just like me ! He is the sweetest guy that i have ever met, i really really like him and all that jazz! He's uber sweet and oh so hot! | | |
| What to say what to say...me nd jason are slowly falling apart he
doesn't care ne more and its starting to show and it sucks i wish it
wasn't true but it is we have been together for 9 months almost and yet
he ignores me acts like i don't matter all does is smoke pot and play
video games... i am no where in this equation! His mom is very
dissapointed in him but he doesn't even care about that! Hes told all
his friends about al of it too so now they all hate me but i refuse to
break it off with him.I love him to much even if we do fight but i wish
that he cared like right now he took this girl to Mcphersen to a po
meeting and he swore up and down that he would be back by 2 and umm its
2 n he is no where to be seen i think hes cheating on me with this
chick! he says that he doesn't care about her at all but he keeps
saying he wants me to leave so that he can spend time with just his
friends and shit but if i wanna leave i can't casue he won't let me
take the truck in more we fought yesterday and he said i can find my
own way around from now on! He worries me and i don't know what to do
ne more! I am so sick of crying everyday and he not caring!
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| Well what to say i guess i thought that it was time to update... what
has happened since i last updated... moved out of blakes house
and into the new house with A.Jay and heidi. its ok well better here
then it was at blakes! I really like i there though! Its not as
stressfull! but yeah i got fired from ihop and now im working well not
where yet~
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| Well tommorrow is the day i guess where me and jason finally get our freedom and are out of every one elses hair but our own! We got a truck today a 1993 for explorer its prettty! I really can't wait i get my own bed well we get our own bed and such, i love knowning that no matter what happens in a day weither good or bad i can come home and know that jason is going to be there! I don't know what i am going to do for the first like 3 days that we are there at the new house casue i don't have to work and he does and i am going to be all alone with ajay and heidi and im not really comfortable in that house or with them! I don't know what iam going to do or how in the hell i am going to deal with that! But its ok casue i ahev my own room well i mean me and j have a room we share everything now adays even food! I feel like im married i wish he would just hurry up and fucking ask me already everyone wants him to even his mom wants him too! I eman does he really think i am going to tel him no honestly he knows i would like nothing more in this entire world than to be Mrs. jason Braden. ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah i got to go and wake him up! G@G BYE BYE | | |
| Well my day started out ok i guess , jason slept ll day long and i though that he would he was tired but once agian all i wanted was for him to be awake for like and hour and all he did was sleep and that all hes gonna do tommorrow and he wil have the sme excuse well im tired from work! But hes not going to work tonight so thats not gonna wrok! I am so fucking pisssed at him roght now! HE woke up only 5 minutes ago and is now on the way to AJ's to smoke pot thats the only reason he got up in the first place! So all day when i tried to wake him up and spend time with him and all he could say waslaeve me alone and all it takes is the word pot to wake him up! Its bullshit im not geting him pot from missy ne more and im not chipping in on something thats completly and totally useless! I mean i spend so much fucking money one things that are use less! He says that he wnats to spend time with me he asked me to make sure that we had the same days off i beggged and pleaded with my boss last night to let me have wed and tues night off! so i get them and he ditchesme for 12 hrs of sleep and Pot! He says that he wnats to spend time with me and be with me and tht he misses me and yet hes awake and m awake and yet im here alone and he won't be abck until 10! | | |
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