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Sunday, June 12, 2005

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 13:19:45 GMT

HEYYY GOT A NEW XANGA>>>

ECSTACYisaCOVERUP...

<3333 kat tay

Monday, May 16, 2005

Mon, 16 May 2005 18:18:49 GMT

Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken ... </3

nothings the same anymore...

ASHLEY----- 'm sorry
I heard about the bad news today
A crowd of people around you
Telling you it's okay
And everything happens for a reason

When you lose a part of your self
To somebody you know
It takes a lot to let go
Every breath that you remember
Pictures fade away but memory is forever

An empty chair at all the tables
And I'll be seeing you when all my days boil down
But it's better where you're going anyway

I'm sorry
I heard about the bad news today
It's really hard to get through
Tough times and long days
But it really just depends on the season

For now we'll say goodbye
We know it's not the last time
I've lost the best part of my day
But it's better where you're going anyway

This is the last thing
I will remember
It's better where you're going anyway

i <3 grace, aly, jasmine, ashley o, natalie... and all (ok most) of the people at clark....!!!

STUPID jason had to spray axe shit all over me... but now im addicted...

<333

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Wed, 11 May 2005 18:54:02 GMT

so i pay for your heartbreak to??? well then pull the damn trigger....

i got my pictures in today <33 of Talia, Sare, Me and my whole Kramer/ Hite family on new years.. i think the best pictures i took was a head shot of Talia!! its really cute!!!

mall haul was boring BUT thanks to SUPER ASHLEY i get my ANAKIN SKYWALER SHIRT.... my and ashley are going to the premiere and beating people with our light sabers... oh dear...

anyways im planning to hang with the Sare this weekend and sell snow cones with Grace at some food fest and go to church for the first time in FOREVER...

SUMMER STARTS IN 12 DAYS.... and we have our 8TH GRADE PICNIC... um friday???

dinner waiting... heres a song... .

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

-- Rascal Flatts.... very random... ¢¾

<333

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:06:55 GMT

DANIEL PULL THE GOD DAMN TRIGGER.... <3

american idols calls

Baby, you make my heart beat faster.
Baby, you make my heart beat faster. I know.

Let alone to rest alone,
Yeah you’re making me.
I had to run the damage is done,
I give it up, I give it up.
There’s nothing left so take the rest,
Yeah you’re draining me.
I set it alight it burns so bright,
Stab it out, stab it out.

Baby, you make my heart beat faster.
Baby, you make my heart beat faster. I know.
Yeah I know. I know.

I had to run the damage is done,
I give it up, I give it up.
I had to go it got control,
Yeah you’re breaking me.
There’s nothing left so take the rest,
Stab it out, stab it out.
I set it alight it burns so bright,
Yeah you’re draining me.

You make my heart beat faster.
Baby, you make my heart beat faster. I know.
Yeah I know that it’s true.

Let alone to rest alone.
Let alone to rest alone.
Let alone to rest alone.

Baby, you make my heart beat faster.
Baby, you make my heart beat faster.
Baby, you make my heart beat faster.

There’s nothing left so take the rest.
There’s nothing left so take the rest.
There’s nothing left so take the rest.
There’s nothing left so take the rest.

Baby, you make my heart beat faster.
Baby, you make my heart beat faster.
Baby, you make my heart beat faster.

</3

Monday, May 09, 2005

Mon, 09 May 2005 15:23:53 GMT

NO SCHOOL TODAY!! slept until 2 (so i pretty much just woke up 11 minutes ago) and now i have to start on my math project and science project that are do tomarow!! uh oh....

its just like writing your name on a foggy window... and then just... letting it fade away...

i dont want to miss a thing: aerosmith

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

<3

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 22:21:40 GMT

i never said i'd lie and wait forever
if i died we'd be together
i can't always just forget HIM
but she could try

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever...
ever...

get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms he dies
she dies

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

if i fall
if i fall (down)

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna...

sorry guys...

<X3... permanatly..

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Wed, 04 May 2005 21:00:33 GMT

¢¾im biting my fist... so i dont scream your name

this week has been like crap and i can't wait to go home (sare's house) yeah

BY THE WAY SARE---- need to talk to you call me by tomarow

talked to dan the man today... flippin sweet stupid cattle..... love you daniel!!! im not grumpy..

TODAY WAS FUN THOUGH... because we had practice for the talent show... (im a host woodie hoodie ooo btw woodie hoodie is OFFICIALLY grace's word... mmhk)

anyways.. Christian P was talking to me (yeah that wasnt cool i rhymed) about how i looked sexy in my grandma/shaparone outfit... yeah ok... and jason is going to kill me because i got fingerprints on his symbols...

JASMINE BARRIOS is one of the best people i have ever know and one of the most talented!! Beautiful Deception (christian, julian, trent and jason) and Jasmine are the best acts ever!!

i miss jessie like a mofo... shes comming this summer to hang for a week or two and then she is taking me back with her... i hope i get to go on the mission trip to NYC... but it doesnt matter as long as i get to go to jessies...

This door has been shut for days
And it's all too familiar
Can't I just crack a window
Can't I just shake it off?

I'm sure I've tasted this before, before, before...
I'm sure I've tasted this before...

Everything is out of reach
And I just want to see outside
The air (the air) has been getting thin

I feel like cutting it open tonight, tonight
And falling on the floor

There's nothing left unused in here
There's nothing left to say

I haven't talked in days
And I'm really not too sure
What I sound like anymore
My vision has gone and my mouth is full, is full of sores

I feel like dripping it dry tonight
Over and over again
It's time (it's time) to open up the door

-- underoath ....

Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

I must have caught something
In the heat of all these dances
I'm a worm with no more chances
And I've lost all doubt
In a chemical romance
--- the used

<////3 permanatly???

thank you... for all you've done

Monday, May 02, 2005

Mon, 02 May 2005 20:37:53 GMT

sare bear-- i found a blogring that says "people named kate and sare are awesome" hahahahahahha

LEAVE COMMENTS>>>>

some things... just dont go your way..

"hit me hard hit me right between the eyes...i want to see the stars.. hit me hit me HARDER... "

today sucked... grace is moving.. and i lost my purse on the bus WITH my cell phone in it and things are just getting worse....!! besides my family problems... and all that... everything i going downhill and it sucks...

</...3 permanatly?

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Sun, 01 May 2005 20:42:18 GMT

we can be like jack and sally..

friday i slept over at sares!! yeah!! that was fun!

were is your boy tonight i hope he is a gentleman...

i got the fall out boy cd.. it is awesome and i went to get my drama costume from Daniels house... and it is cool annndd then me and my mom went to the movies and it was coooll... and now im bored and tired and me and grace stayed up until one watching Rocky Horror Picture Show and rocky is hawt!! he is the blonde one

i have like EVERYONES cds:: here are the ones i have

Graces-- the killers cd and the used

Alys-- my chemical romance cd

Daniels- the adolecents (or HOWEVER you spell it), the aquabats and the dead kennedys... which i also can't spell

yeah bored..

mmmhk

<3 GOODnight LOVES...

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 13:32:35 GMT

hey hey hey loves it the one and only sare bear UNDERWEAR sexy pickle BLONDE hair COCONUT updating this fabulouso xanga that belongs to: katy pretty laday. of course! I MEAN WHO ELSE IS THIS COOL (( and i dont have another big sister so yeah yeah yeah yeah ))

katy is currently taking a hot steamy shower. NO MENTAL IMAGES!!and im in my bedroom and OOBIE is on...ughh i hate this show.. they just use their hand and their ALL FAKE FAKE FAKEE!! ((just so you know))

she says that everyone needs to buy red incredible tshirts from the disney store and wear big black boots and red spandex shorts and well all join the incredibles on the tv. HAH how fucking funnness. lol

<X33 sare