I Wasn't Meant To Be Broken.

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'Don't dare question God when you suffer pain and anguish.
Cause you never try to question Him when you feel happiness and wealth.'

Now that I'm sitting here, thinking it
through. I've never been anywhere as
cold as you.

I wish we'd never met. I'm tired of being bored.
I'm through with the headaches. Hiding my hands
that tremble like earthquakes. Under the table,
under the daytime sky. GoodBye.

Love is not about finding the right person. But
creating a right relationship. It's not about how
much love you have in the beginning, but how much
love you build until the end.

Love is a deadly feeling. It gives you passion,
but jealousy. It gives you sorrow, but happiness.
It gives you, it makes you, it breaks you.

I can't do the talk, like the talk on TV.
And I can't do a love song, like the way
it's meant to be. I can't do everything,
but I'd do anything for you. I can't do
do anything, except be in love with you.

Honestly, I have been begging for answers that
only you can give to me. A voice crying loud,
I've been crying for days now. And as I start
to run, I stop to breathe.

You're just to darn hard to shake off. You
make me fall in love and I hate you for that.
Because everytime I get over you, there's just
that one thing inside of me that makes me fall
right back in love.

I've always liked the time before dawn.
Because there's no one around to remind
me who I am sposed to be. So it's easier
to be who I am.

I can't escape all the things we said.
I'm taking years off my life with the
weight of regret. Now there's nothing
left. There is nothing left to lose.

Your smile says you're happy. But it's
cheaper than your words. And your silence
speaks so clearly, but I swear I'll make
this work.

So one last touch and then you'll go. And
we'll pretend that it meant something so
much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap.
And you are beautiful, but you don't mean
a thing to me.

Got the radio on, my old ripped jeans.
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.
Could you tell me what more I need?
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah,
but that's okay.

I'm screaming at the top of my lungs.
Do you hear me? Do you hear me?

And tonight she's taking chances. Making
memories out of what she has. Throwing
caution to the world. It feels good to
leave it all behind. Here's to being young.

And I'd give up forever to see the
day where the two of use both could
just walk away.

Don't ask what the world needs. Ask what
makes you come alive and go do it. Because
what the world needs is to be alive.

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people
in the wrold. Some are running scared. Some are
coming home. Some tell lies to make it through
each day. Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, that war with good. And some
are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people
in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes
all you need is one.

The more I think about him, the more I realize
how much time I spent waiting for him to change.
Waiting for him to realize that no time is better
than now. But he just wasn't ready.

sleep is overrated. We stay awake
and cry. If this is love, than kill
me now. And save me from my life.

I feel bad that I can stand here strong.
Cold as stone. Seems so wrong, I can't
explain it. Maybe it's just I've cried
so much, and I'm numb. I hate it. I feel
bad that I don't feel bad.

Paint your smile on your lips. Blood red
nails on your fingertips. A school boy's
dream. You act so shy. Your very first
kiss goodbye You're a loaded gun. There's
no where to run. No one can save me.
The damage is done.

Cause you've got everybody thinking
there's nothing wrong with you. And
you fell apart, cause you felt apart.

I wrote a goodbye not in lipstick on your arm.
When you passed out, I couldn't bring myself
to call, except to call it quits.

I was worried I wouldn't be good enough
for you. And that's why I lied. That's what
scares me. Not being enough. Not smart
enough, not pretty enough, not good enough.

She wasn't bitter, she was sad though.
But it was a hopeful kind of sad.
The kind of sad that just takes time.

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This first picture really gets to me. If you can't read the note it says 'Guess what I did today'.

I'd like to think the best of me
is still hiding up my sleeve.

I am just a worthless liar. I am just an
imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust
in me and you will fall as well. I will
find a center in you. I will chew it up and
leave. I will work to elavate you. Just
enough to bring you down.

So whisper and tell me where I went wrong.
Tell me why everything around you lost it's
shine. Why nothing glows.

Sometimes you cannot believe what you see. You have
to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going
to have other people to trust you, you must feel
that you can trust them too. Even when you're in the
dark. Even when you're falling.

I've got a lot to say if you will let me.
It's always hard when you're around. But
here, right now, there's interest in your
eyes. So hear me out, and hear this for
the first time.

There's nothing to know, don't you get that. You'll
get to know me and then wonder why you bothered. I'm
not anything you think I am. You're not going to
break my defenses and find somesweet soft center.

Love comes when manipulation stops. When you
think more about the other person than about
his or her reactions to you. When you dare to
reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be
vulnerable.

But if you love somebody, you always love them,
don't you? Isn't there always some small part of
you that still reads their horoscope in the
newspaper everyday? There's still some hope.

There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can
breathe again? I've been trying to ignore the best
parts of you. I'm still hoping that I'll be with
you somehow.

Life kicks you around sometimes. It scares
you and it beats you up. But there's one day
when you realize you're not just a survivor,
you're a fighter. And you're tougher than
anything life throws your way.

Chances are I'll never get a moment like this again,
So here's everything I ever wanted to tell you. No
one has ever gotten to me like you. I've never found
anyone who makes me laugh like you. You're the one
person I can honestly see myself happy with. The
definition of love to me is you.

Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated
you like shit. You still had happy memories, and you're
always going to miss them. Don't try to replace him,
cause you won't. Just get through each day, and eventaully
it will get better. I promise. Eventually someone will
come into your life, and wether or not you realize it,
they are going to be something special to you. So don't
throw yourself at every guy you see, trying to replace
him, or at least dull the memories, because you're only
going to make yourself see how hard he is to replace.
Someone better will eventaully come along.

You'll sit alone forever if you wait
around for the right time. What are you
hoping for? I'm here. I'm now. I'm
ready. Holding on tonight.

Somebody came and took my hand and I finally had
to go. But I just wanted you to know that I waited
as long as I could.

The words they say, the things they do, none of them
make up who you are. It's the emotion that they uptake
with each breath they waste, and each step they take
attempting to crawl deeper and deeper under your skin.
Show them confidence, and give them hell. Never show
them a smile, never show them a frown. Keep your brow
level and let them waste their life away. But never
let them take you alive.

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try
to get to you. You are my only one I let
go, but there's just no one who gets me
like you do. You are my only, my only one.

We built up a wall against the world, a strong one at that.
Like a giant fortress surrounding the both of us. In a way,
I would  say that we are both trapped inside these guards.
Separated from everything and everyone. The problem is though,
most people don't think it's right to shut out the world. They
beleive that we are hopeless and lonely, and that's all we'll
ever be. But the thing is, we aren't. We may be hidden, but
we'll always have each other. And that's how we prefer it
to be; with our bodies hand in hand, and no complications.

Sometimes, we just wait to long
for things that may never come.

It's looking like there might be something
here tonight. But we keep it a secret as
we fall to peices. And you try so hard to
get in touch. You keep staring, you can't
function. Keep looking around, looking around.

And I should have known that it wouldn't
be long until you've got me standing in
an awkward position with unwanted attention
and a need for an explanation. And it's not
that I'm letting go of you, but I don't
know what to do.

Our relationship's not perfect, it never
will be. But all that matters is how we view
each other. And when I look at you, I see
love. I look into your eyes and know that
I never want to be with anyone else.

She's pretty as a car crash, sexy as
a stinger, like a hornet in your arm,
just another modern swinger, screaming
catch me if you can, with a cigarette
in hand. And it's love.

I don't know what it is about you.
I don't know why I always go back.

So tonight I'll pick apart your pictures and
overanalyze your words. But the truth is,
I've never fallen so hard.

Put the lies down.
Let's hear what you
Really have to say.

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Because you kill me. You know you do.
You kill me well. You like it too. And
I can tell.

Do you remember what the music meant? Life's
complications and frustrations. They disappear
when the music starts playing. I found a place
where it feels alright. I heard a record. And
it opened my eyes. Do you remember when we
couldn't put it away? Do you remember what it
meant? And nothing else matters when I turn
it up loud.

You were standing on the hood of your
car, singing out loud when the sun
came up. And I knew it wasn't right,
but it felt so good.

I wear my eyeliner dark and listen to my
music loud. And even though you see me as
happy, deep down I know I'm not.

I think it's better to have someone. Even if
it hurts. Even if its the most painful thing
you've done. Even if it's the most painful
thing you've ever had to do. I think it's
better to have someone.

Call this a mask, call me strong.
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
Because sick hearts do fine with
wasting their time.

There's no rhyme and there's no reason.
You're the secret in the back of my skull.
There's no logic, so please believe me.
Our love's confusing, but it never gets dull.

Let's shake and burn, like an addict.
My hearing's dead, only static. If
I said your smile's all that mattered,
Would you save my life?

My heart is on my sleeve. And that's where
it will stay until the day you're brave
enough to walk my way and tell me the things
you were to stubborn to say.

You didn't intentionally break my heart. You
even said you were sorry. But I cried anyway.
I know the truth that you're to scared to admit.
You're with her, but when you're with me, you
can't remember her name.

Let's face it. Juliet was a whore.
And romeo was just desperate. But
they still made the best love story
ever.

I just have to tell you, I'm not sure what
I'd do without you. I know it's cold outside,
but this late night is just no fun without you.
And I just wanted to say thanks. Because you're
the only reason I've smiled in days.

She's got this jourdan filled
with all her black ink guilt.
And love is the only thing
keeping her alive.

Face it. He didn't unbutton your blouse
to see a better view of your heart.

I didn't come here to tell you that I can't
live without you. I can live with out you.
It's just I don't want too.
+Rumor Has It

That's the problem with us. We're
both stubborn asses and always want
to get our way. We both hate to be
wrong and love to be right. But that's
the thing about love. No matter what
happens, we always come back for each
other, one more time.

You're a liar but I'm hanging on
every word of every late night call.
But most of all, I'm hoping I'll be
more than just a memory when the
feeling fades.

There are always going to be times in your life when
all you want to do is lay down in the middle of the
road during rush hour. But just know that no matter
how many times you feel like laying there, I will
always be there to stop traffic.

You're so high on your pedal stool Sometimes.
And when life comes and knocks you right on
your ass, and trust me, it will. And you happen
to catch your reflection in a puddle, I hope
you see what you like. Because maybe then you
will know why I did some of the things I did.
And maybe then, we can finally move on.

I'm going to lay down soon. I'm going
to scream into my pillow until I have
no more air. And then I hope I don't
have enough energy to keep my eyelids
open.

That is what we do. That is what
people do. They stay alive for each other.

But to be perfectly honest, you're
the only things that I love. And it
scares me more and more everyday.

So pucker up and embrace the
greatness. You get me high
and erase my sadness. I love
your existence and I can't get
enough.

Life doesn't hurt until you think about
how much things have changed, who you've
lost along the way, and how much of it
was your fault.

See, there's a feeling inside
that says I don't want you to
be better off without me.

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Before you go, tell me this.
Was it worth it? Was she worth it?

You say that you'd take it all back, given
one chance. It was a moment of weakness and
and you said yes. You should've said no. You
should've gone home. You should've thought
twice before you let it all go. You should've
known that word about what you did with her would
get back to me. And I should've been there in
the back of your mind.

I want to trace your scars with
my fingertips, want to follow it's
fracturing line. I think you should
know how beautiful and brave you
already are.

I think I can finally do this. I think with
him, this time, I'll finally be able to let
go of the rest. Not because I have to, because
I can.

Could you let down your hair, be transparent for
a while? Just a little while to see if you're
human after all. Honesty is a hard attribute to
find, when we all want to seem like we've got
it all figured out.

Fate is like a strange, unpopular resturant
filled with odd waiters who bring you things
you never asked for and don't always like.
+Lemony Snicket

I'm feeling it come over me. With
you it comes naturally. I've lost
the reflex to resist. I could get
used to this.

I love you. And I probably always will. But
we go days without having a meaningful
conversation. And, I used to miss you so
much when that happened. But it never
seemed like you missed me, and I guess
because of it, I stopped missing you.

We are the middle children of history.
Raised by television to believe that
someday we'll be millionaires and movie
stars and rock stars, but we won't. And
we're just learning this fact, so don't
mess with us.
+Fight Club

On my knees, screaming at the coulds.
Tears falling from the dark sky.
Hate is a four letter word.
But love is a four letter lie.

Okay, you want to know the truth? You
really hurt me. And I don't know how to
forgive you. It's not that I hate you.
It's just that I can't look at you without
getting sick.

It's ironic how when your lonely the
entire world seems to be in love.

In this world people are going to say don't
do this, don't do this, don't do this. You
know what your going to end up with? Nothing
to do.

It brings out the worst in me when your not
around. I miss the sound of your voice, the
silence screams so loud. Cause there's no
one else since I found you.

I remember every word you told me. I
can't stop thinking about it. Keep
talking because I'm so afraid that
you'll stop.

I want to get my hands on him. You're so
sick just to make me prove it takes a fight
to move you. I know just what's on your
mind. It's been this way a thousand years.
We torture each other. So why did you call me
here?

So your gone and I'm haunted.
And I bet your just fine. Did
I make it easy for you to walk
right in and out of my life?

It's not that he's playing hard to get;
It's just that he doesn't care about you.
You're chasing the wrong guy sweetie,
give it up.

Let everything from the past go. It's only
now. The moment is here. Don't let memories
hold you back from what you really want.

It's true when they say old habits
are hard to break. But you'll always
remain nothing more than my most
tempting mistake.

Life is all about moving on. But somewhere in
between moving on and moving in, you have to
learn how to say goodbye. And that by far is
the hardest part of life.

Lying to myself doesn't work anymore. Because I know
the actaul truth. I love you. There's no denying that.
Anymore.

So here's to giving up. Because
it's the fastest road to healing.
Even if it isnt the smartest
thing to do.

And it's early june. So the sand's still
dry. And you have got the boldest eyes.
And I can't help but think it's right
that inside you it's me I'll find. And
I'm still waiting.

This pretty little girl is still dedicated
to a fairytale that has already ended.

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Cut it out. Don't start with your pathetic excuses.
Lies come out of your mouth like breath. And I'm
starting to realize that'll never change. You'll
never change.

See, your a better person than I am; and it
made me a better person to be around you. I
don't know, maybe it was all just a dream.
Maybe I woke up one lonely night in December
and imagined it all. But I swear, nothing has
ever felt so real. And if you get on that plane,
I'll disappear forever. And I know we could
both go one with our lives and we'd be fine.
But I have seen what we could be together,
and I chose us.
+The Family Man

Turn up the radio and sing your
lungs out. Because kid, this is
it. And this is all it will ever
be. So get used to it. Suck it
up and live.

There's no such thing as destiny. There are
only different choices. Some choices are
easy. Some aren't. Those are the really
important ones, the ones that define us as
people.

Why do you do this to me? Why do you do it
so easily? You make it hard to smile because
you make it hard to breathe. These days
aren't as easy like they have been once before.
These days aren't easy anymore.

Maybe your life is what I need sometimes.
You took the most and best of anyone.
You said 'keep me in your pocket.' So I
carried you.

Even if you think the flames has died,
there's at least one lyric that'll hit
that last hot spot. And then you'll find
yourself as fucked as you were the day
you lied and said you never wanted to
see him again.

We picked up little things from each other;
random phrases, nicknames, and stupid habits.
You have to admit, we changed each other.

When we first met, I didn't want to get
involved with anyone. I didn't have the
time or energy. And I wasn't sure that
I was ready for it. But you were so good
to me and I got swept up in that. And
little by little I found myself falling
in love with you.

As I held the door knob in my hand, all
I could think about was how much I didn't
want to turn it and walk our his door.
But that's what I did.

I never asked for it to be over.
Then again, I never asked for it to
begin. That's the way it is with life,
some of the most beautiful days come
completely by chance. But even the most
beautiful days have their sunsets.

Be my weekend lover. Be my spur-of-the-moment
crush. I want you like a bad habit. But I'm
just not good enough.

Turn up the music. Turn it up loud.
Take a few chances. Let it all out.
You won't regret it. Looking back
from where you have been. Because
it's not who you knew. And it's not
what you did. It's how you live.

Summer:
Hanging out. Making out.
Sneaking out. Passing out.
Whatever happens, happens.
No regrets.

And now I hear you saying that you still adore
me, but if you think I'd ever get with you again
then you can just love me, love me. Feed the flame
if you want me back again. Burn into the sky,
higher and higher. Baby, can you play with fire?

Here's to this moment. This moment in
your life when nothing at all is perfect,
but everything feels so right.

It's like a drug deal. I'm sitting here waiting
and I'm calling you back and you won't call me
back. And it's screwed up, but at the same time
it just makes me want you even worse.

Turn on the shower, lock the door.
Fall upon the tile and cry once more.
Grab a towel, damp the sounds. Don't
let a soul hear that your breaking
down.

I'm a slow motion accident,
lost in coffee rings and
fingerprints. I don't feel
anything, but I do. And it
all comes back to you.

Last night I fell in love with out you.
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine
beating solo on your lawn.

And I can't deny your eyes. You know I tried
to read between the lines. I saw a warning
sign, and you threw me up against the wall.

I am very interested and fascinated
by how everyone loves each other but
no one really likes each other.

You asked why I haven't talked to you.
Well, maybe it's because you slowly
pushed me out of your life. I'm glad
your finally noticing.

Excuse me, I apologize. He likes your
attitude, hes tries it on for size.
He spends the afternoon between your
thighs. How's that for gratitude, I
apologize.

My finger tips are holding onto
the cracks of our foundation. And
I know I should let go, but I can't.

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