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| What is up with the weather this summer? It's unstable as hell and I never can tell when to wear the appropriate clothing! And in South San Francisco where I currently reside... it's fog sea central. :'( I get so frightened driving at night time. Kinda discourages me and makes me want to stay home.. but that's what I've been doing recently anyways. I'm sucha granny. I work, go to school, and go home utilizing public transportation that is extremely costly! I try to save money by not driving but damn those bart tickets. From now on, I will be spending $124 on passes alone. Sigh...
July 4th, 2008 was id4.. what did I do?? Nothing. Bbqed at brother's house(where I live now), went to do errands, and watched drama with the bf. Oh, it was our 6 month anniversary too. Since we're both broke to the extreme, we stayed home and defended our title as drama whores. =] The next day we at at Sushi house because Ian's never been there.. by the time we got our food, we weren't that hungry anymore. We took home over 70% of our food. :P
Oh right.. I have astigmatism now. So I'm officially a four-eyed monster. I've always wanted to wear glasses since I was a lot younger. Now my dream has come true.. but the downside of it is that it gets kinda annoying wearing it at times. 8[
It's finals week for summer session soo back to studying I go. Bleh.
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| Ink marks of Love?Would you ever get a tattoo with your significant other to show how much you love one another or allow them to mark themselves because of you? Just today I found out Nick Cannon and Mariah Carey are married and they got tattoo's with Mariah, and Mrs. Cannon(yeah, I'm late on the news because I don't read it! Hah!). Stuff like this amuses me. How do you know for sure that they'll be with you forever? A tattoo is something that is meant to be permanent, and especially on the skin, something so precious. I don't think I'll do that, even if I'm married to them. What if something goes wrong with the relationship down the line? Then you'll be reminded of how they were once so amazing to you, ink-marking worth, amazing. A skin-marked proof of your mistakes. Plus, I don't believe a tattoo can prove how much you love them. If you love someone, you shouldn't have to mark yourself or allow them to mark themselves for you. You should already be well aware that they're yours and will love you for as long as they can.
Another question, how do you determine if you're in love? I know I've said it before in the past but I've been re-evaluating my past relationships and it feels like it wasn't love. Maybe I thought it was at the time but thinking about it now, I don't know really know what love is. How do you know when you're in love? ... I just know that when you're really into that person, you accept all their flaws, something you've thought you couldn't take before. Just like how people set criterias for what their SO to be, have or don't do. For example, their bad habits, drinking, smoking, nose picking.. etc. You gradually accept it and believe that you have the power to change them for the better. What about the "I think of you constantly and wish you were here" feeling? Is that just in the honeymoon phase? Does it last longer than that? How long does the honeymoon phase last exactly? ...
...Apparently I'm still in in because I miss the bf dearly. =( Long distant relationships are definitely not fun at all. 4 months and counting. =]
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| I need to learn how to think outside the box. Are you ever careless at times when you're supposed to be the most tentative? Or have you ever put too much effort into something that doesn't require much effort at all? I constantly do it, perhaps daily. Just today, I took my business calc midterm and messed up on one of the questions that was worth six points. I completely blanked out when I saw the question. I knew that in the back of my mind I could calculate the problem but NOTHING came to mind so I was stuck. I took a glance at the time and noticed I didn't have much time left so I panicked. I then decided to move on to the last six problems and thought I'd come back to it after I was finished with those. Looking back at the clock, I only had 5 more minutes to do the problem I was stuck on and yet I STILL couldn't figure out how to do it. While the clock was ticking, all I could think about is how I'm going to fail this test because that one problem alone was worth 6 points. After the time was up, I turned my test in and asked my teacher how I was supposed to approach the problem. He explained it with ease and I automatically felt hideous because it was so simple. I'm angry at myself for not being able to think of it while I was taking the test. I tend to put too much weight on things when I shouldn't. =[
Having a talk with my bf last night made me realize that one of my weaknesses is restricting me from living life to the fullest. I tend to be afraid of a lot of things even before I try it. I have a tendency to automatically say "no" because I always think of all the possible negative consequences first. I was told that I don't like to stray away from my comfort zone, which makes it difficult for people to convince me to try and experience new things. I believe I'm at a point where I know what I like and dislike. But I guess I should learn to be more open and to give things a try before I immediately reject it. It makes things a lot easier if I don't think too much into it and just do it. Thiinking about trying is what makes it scary. "It's easier said than done," right? Having the heart to DO IT, will only make it easier to accomplish. | | |
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