Hey, I haven't been on here in so long. I've just kind of lost interest in writing about my life, but anyways, a lot has happened in the almost 2 months since I've blogged. My birthday was ruined by my mom cutting my hair too short. I now can say that I'm fifteen years old and I've still never had my period. Ugh. The pain of being trapped inside of a body younger than your mind. School ended. The last day of school was cool. In period 7, I was complimenting Cord on his haircut and Mariah said, "You two should go out." Cord just kinda made a face which I would read as a No. So I'm like okay, he doesnt like me, it was fun flirting with him for the past few months, and now it's time to move on. So, later, I find out from Vanessa who heard from Tera that Cord is going out with Kristina Ruiz. What?! Cord is going out with the anorexic bitch?! How did that happen? Apparently Mike hooked them up. After the initial shock and confusion had set, I was sad. I notice that I become to attached to guys that I like. I think I have a feeling of needing to love since I don't get to have the normal love towards my parents. Now I'm over Cord, but I'm still curious to see how long his relationship with Kristina will last. I wonder if he'll be in my chemistry class next year...

So school's out and I've really been doing nothing except playing Sims 2 and being forced to listen to my mom talk for hours. Some days its bad with her and I get depressed, but its okay. I look forward for school to start again. This morning I managed to do something constructive, and I set up a VCR in French, and I don't speak French. If I had the original remote for the VCR, I might have been able to change the language, but since I don't, I was forced to use an translation website. I actually managed to record this really weird music video on MTV, which isn't what I wanted, but it's progress.

Jessica's moving soon and I don't know if I'll be able to see her again before she leaves. Maybe I can convince my mom to let me out of the house.