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heres to everyone i've ever loved
Madee
Megan
James
Jake
Ashley
Geoff
Sho
Alec
Alex
Daniel
Tucker
Josh
i'm so sorry for the way i am. but theres nothing you can do to change me.
i'm sorry that i'm insane, i'm sorry that i dont fit the perfect image the world wishes i did
i'm sorry for the things i said behind your back, or the poems i published about how awful you are
i'm sorry that i have too much to do and i can't handle it all
i'm sorry that i'm not always there for you
i'm sorry that our love is unrequited, i'm sorry that i'll never be the girl you think of incessantly.
i'm sorry that i can't be everything you've always wanted...
i'm sorry i'm vague..distant...i'm just sick of everyone turning on me
i'm sorry for my phobia of change
i'm sorry that erin died..and i'll always be gone.
but i suppose for all of the things i'm sorry for. they won't change the way i am....and i guess all i'm trying to say is...
I'll always be insane, no matter what..and i hope you don't hate me for it because really, I've shed tears for every single one of you. and i'll always love you...
and theres nothing you can do to me to change that.
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i ruined gerings life today
oh but i had so much fun =)
we finished our projects..yes!
although i was there ALL NIGHT..which was crazy fun.
oh, i believe Jason deserves a hug tomorrow.
maybe, perhaps
i'll think about it
Josh-u-ah is the hottest violist in town
love from
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i'm going to hawaii on may 14....yeah i know you're all jealous =) |
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well i'm sick..i think
i have a fever..which..is interesting.
oh yeah, i'm not talking to brandon again
i think i'll just stop talking to everyone i dont feel like talking to
why didnt i think of this before?
i'm really tired..and i miss megan..
i was going to work on our website..but i feel like i'm going to faint
so i found some interesting stuff out about baker and tony..
oh how i love some people
oh jason makes me smile so much
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you make me cry.
yes you do.
but it's okay
cause you'll always be mine
oh my gosh
today was fun
i love this song
bright eyes rocks..
hard
did i mention
i love dan
jason's okay too
i hate that one kid
then again..
he hates me too
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