iigh well imma make this short n sweet well i been in da mental hospital since saturday thursday nite i over dosed on tylonel mi sis new sum was rong bc  iwas slurrin mi words n hallucinating me i went to the hospital got mi stomach pumped i had to drink sum mudda fuccn charcoal n i almost died liek relli almost died liek omggg n  iwas hooked up to all these wires n fuccn needles in mi arm in shyt then after that i went to a nut house n met a frend n they transfered us to the fort laudersdale crazy  hospital bc they hav a section fer teens rryte but  iaitn evn got the time to go into detail but i was in there fer long tyme bc  iwas baker acted n shyttt man i am so mudda fuccn hgappy to be otu imma tell u now no cuttin no drugs nun else fer me i am never ever doin nu nthat will get me back to that shyttttt but yeah i gotmadd stories bout that crayz jhospital wity all dem crazy mudda fuccaz in tehre but  iaint got the tyme maybe i will rite a book lo lmi mom is taking away instant message n mi diary so i will stay on but  igotta sneek so i will be riting now n agen n shyt i wasnted to die so bad but i mstr8 now u noe im iigh i wanna liv n i never wanna go to the mental hospital agenn the food was iigh but idk all day we stay in a group room together sumtymes we do arts n crafts lololol n we go to bed at 8 wake up at 7 but yeah mi room mate was nicve n al lwe was rell ida onli normal ones compared to eryone mann  son  ifeel bad fer sum of dem iu gave sum daem crayz gurls mi clothes omg so much crayz shyt happne dbut i aint got tyme to rite i wilol rite it sumday but yeahh mannn i almost died mannn jeeus n jasmiens mad at me but im juss so happy to at leest be home n  ihope she wil lstay wit me evn th o im changed persu nnow trust me mann i aint crayz anna no more shyttt.. lol mann u mudda fuccaz think i usta cut bad u aint seen nu ntill u go there wen mi roomate had 8 stiches in her fuccn vein shytttt badd asss mannnn n one gurl cut her self in ther en had a seizure n if ur bad u get a shot in ur ass but the gurls all liked it n they liek addicted bc it make u high they call it da booty juice lol  n yehah i met sum pretty kool ppl evn tho they sycos lol ma home gurl nahomi omg she sup in tehre she always be lei kim gay n im proud n she got a accent leik pablo n then nurses ber lei kpoppin on her bc  she gay lmao mann crayzz fuccn shyt igotta go now but yeah im glad to be alive n hav mi jasmien n erythang if she styll wanna be wit me  ihoep well imma go get sum more normal livin dun lol back in mi house finally yayayayayayayayayyyyy

i love m ibaby

i evn cried wen we belognt ogether came on at ther hospital aww

manb mi momm take mi celly  idotn get it back til li "ern" it back how gayy lol

wUn

Currently Playing Emancipation of Mimi By Mariah Carey see related

imma make this short bc its so hard to type...ok lass nite at football this gurl llike landed on me n mi hole body twisted n i broke mi collar bone rite in half..i hadda go to the ER.. the dr. sed if the brake was ne worse it'd be poking thru mi skin...n  yeah im on loratabs fer the pain.. icant go to skool wen i mon that.. npolus i didnt getta tke a shower lass nite bc im ina  brace n a sling to fix m icollar bone nn i cudnt take it off at all the first nite.. it hurts soo ofriggn bad n i can feel the bone rubin agenst mi skin owww

but ne ways i need to call ajsmien idk wuts up but idk once agen  ifeel horrible n now that i friggen broke mi clavical in half i noe its true

bad things happn to bad ppl.

well ne ways its killin me to evn move this much to type but yeah jasmien i love u call m icell baby plz

Currently Playing Concrete Rose By Ashanti dont let them see related

yeah yeah im iigh now igesss mi lifes styll sucky ,liek always but hay nun i can do bout thayttt rite well yeahh umm me n jasmine styll together juss barely holdin on but we can make it thru alot we gottta strong bond...iigh im outty..

wUn

im leeving..the world. icant take it ne more. i need a good way to die

i may seem crayz but  ijuss cant ahndle it...

knife?

gun?

rope???

razerblades??

poisin??

ne ideas...