new beginnings.....they are hard but needed
got a new job and its mighty sweet....today was my first day!! i can make so much money up to 10 grand a month...and its nothing sexual...a real...decent job!!! im so excited...yet its a bitter sweet feeling! all i do is talk on the phone...how sweet is that...well im also like his personal assistant..go to the bank...court...party with him..lol yeah he parties...what a cool boss!
having a real busy month....thats such a good thing at this momment for me...is like God is actually looking out for me, right after slaping me in the face of course....he he not so religious....but i need to be....he's the one everyone feels confort by and i kinda need that feeling
ahh so many goals i have made for myself....one im really excited about......i feel like i have all this motivation all of a sudden
i hate this feeling...but it wont go away...make it go away someone!!!
im a strong believer that things happen for a reason.....i just don't know what this one was...i can't figure it out...
accepting the truth is hard.......but i can't fake what not there.=(
all your heroes have failed me......and all your heroes will fail you.....loose all fucking hope!!!!!!
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