jaan_ice's Xanga

Friday, November 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 22:28:18 GMT

holy crappers, the semester is going by so fast
full course load and two jobs
as one person said, "ching ching sugar mama bringing home the bacon"
tired as hell these days
and having extreme moodswings...

you love me so much, yet i frustrate, disappoint and hurt you all the time...
i'm sorry for the stupid things i say..
the selfish acts i do...
I'M SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 23:24:19 GMT

started the end of the summer by taking a huge leap of faith.

so far so good.

thank you =)

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 22:42:08 GMT

Is it that hard for two people to put in the same amount of effort into a relationship? I feel so tired...so used, and I just don't want to deal with these one-way friendships anymore. All the gossiping and the backstabbing, it makes me so sick. At the same time, I don't want the many years of friendship with these people to end. I'm trying to brush it off, hoping things will get better...

Actually..come to think of it, you guys are not worth my time or my tears. On that note, I'd like to say to those people: fuck you. I am so glad it's over.

Feels so good to start fresh...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 22:37:28 GMT

i can honestly say that i'm disappointed with what our many years of friendship has come to.

fuck. this sucks.