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Sunday, May 07, 2006

wel this is certainly a change of plans now i get out for a second time and plan to sit for days on end til they dicide to let me go and fire me from this stupid job tht i got attached to 2 years ago. much has happened in this lil life of mine. ppl say i need to find a life cuz this one is to horrible. im to pron to scaring ppl too often. or even scaring myself in to a blackened state of contiousness. my mom doesnt kno wat is goin on cuz she to far away to understand this conplicated mess and the way it runs but i dont blame her it not her fault and i love her very much, my dad on the other hand wel i dont kno bout him things just dont seem to b fallin in to place lately. i spose this is the way it is with my kind. always lost and never to b found stuck in a void, baracaded in by the new world and way it runs.   


Monday, March 13, 2006

wel i had just the perfect day of bad news and then there is worst news. the bad news is tht ther is no progres the worst news is tht they found my package and it is not even at divesion yet which means i probably not coming home to my sexy dark angel for this week and tht means another week by myself. money is tight right now but i guess she can make. i luv u sexy very much and thank u for the birthday surprise it made my day a lil brighter.
wel i talk to u later guys cya.


Tuesday, March 07, 2006

The Things I Miss Most

I miss it when she holds me tight.

I miss how she looks at me with those beautiful blue eyes.

I miss it when she nibbles my ear.

I miss the way she smiles at me.

I miss those long sensational kisses with those soft tenderous lips.

I miss having her trying to tickle me, even though she almost succeeds.

I miss having those wonderous nights, the game we played so often.

I miss having that soft skin rubbing up against me.

I miss holding hands with her, when we walked around.

I miss cuddling next to her, watching her sleep peacefully.

I miss it when she calls me names, for being such a smartass.

I miss it when you are in need, and u turn to me first.

I miss those long talks, never knowing the time and never wanting to say goodbye.

I miss that oh so beautiful fragrance, that you love to tease me with.

I miss that gorgeous body of yours, and those sexy outfits.

I miss the way you kiss your ring, knowing that I'm kissing mine.

I miss that sexy giggle you make, that makes my hairs stand on end.

I miss the laughts, the giggles, the smiles, the happiness

Of that compassionate soul of love that reaches out to my dark frozen heart.

I miss how it brings warmth to my heart,

How it obliterates my hatred,

And how it makes me feel like I am worth living for.

I LOVE YOU     


Friday, February 10, 2006

The sad thing is, Its been almost a month and still no news. Plus...almost a month since I heard from him..As soon as I know wats going on I'll tell ya guys.....

ttyl

Mel


Thursday, January 12, 2006

Well, its melissa again, Talked to Justin today. Nothing really new to add. He's been staying in some room alone. He still doesnt really know whats going on. I think he's talkin to his 1st Sgt. today. Not sure. Hopefully know more tonight.



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