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Name: Jacqueline
Country: United States
State: Arizona
Metro: Phoenix
Birthday: 4/20/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: residence hall association. singing really loud and banging on the dash. getting people tattoos. laughing. laying out by the pool. kicking you in the face. drinking heavily and passing out (not really).
Expertise: hall councils.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/22/2005
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| it started out with anger, then acceptance, or so i thought, but i skipped the denial phase and that's where i find myself now. nothing will convince me that i'm really happy.
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| i am done.
done with the the lies
and i love yous
and promises of something better.
done with the fake,
the lies about us
and promises of something better,
all the disappointment.
the lies about us
cause too many tears.
all the disappointment,
i have no emotion but hate.
'cause too many tears,
i am done.
i have no emotion but hate,
and i love yous.
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| musical memoriesi used to post, via livejournal the stories that i am reminded of by songs...so i'm going through my ipod and here it goes...
red dirt road by brooks and dunn
my brother jim and i used to go for drives while i was in high school. one sticks out in my memory - we were both in a depressive state and went for a late night drive down ridge road thru a couple of counties listening to songs like this, among others. we found a house and it was big and beautiful and jim decided to turn around and pulled in the drive way and said..."jac we're home."
i would do anything for love by meatloaf
meg and i were driving and listening to this song (many times, but one specifically) we were with her cousins and we blared the music and banged on the dash and pretty much rocked out to this song once upon a time.
i swear by boyz II men
once when i was probably about seven i thought i was in love with boy named mikey edgeworth. he proceeded to "cheat" on me with my older brother's " girlfriend jacqueline shynn. good times.
neon moon
long before i turned 21 i was "in love" with someone four years older than i. jim and i listened to this song a lot, and played it in the bar on the jukebox. one night i was hanging out in the bar behind my apartments with the one "i loved" and played this song endlessly.
dreaming of you by selena
about seventh grade i remember watching this film with my bff lara at her parent's house (which i wish i lived at and was part of the family 'cause they were sooooo "perfect") and since then i hear this song and sadly wish i was there again.
that's all for now, a small glimpse into my mind 'cause rememeber i'm pretty nostalgic so i live in the past pretty much.
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| This is the end of something simple and the beginning of everything else. My high school senior class quote.
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| grey's anatomyfor the past couple of weeks i have felt unemotional, experiencing no negative or positive emotions. however, in light of recent events such as sarah moving out, the crashing and burning of the camping trip planned for this weekend, and of course, the season premier of Grey's Anatomy, I have begun to experience emotion again. Unfortunately, it is negative emotion. Seriously, I know that there is probably something wrong with the fact that I genuinely feel the pain of the ficticious characters and story lines of a television show, but ya know, I don't care. If living my life thru Dr. McDreamy and Meredith makes me feel a little better every Thursday, and gives me something to look forward to every week, then so be it.
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