| Let's see what happened in the last few days:
-Hella girls have been calling me. out of nowhere.
-Got a raise at work
-Got a job at Banana Republic
-found flash drive
-had the flash drive go through two wash cycles
-won a poker game
-got my money back on the second round.
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| I like this quote:
He attacked everything in life with a mix of extraordinary genius and
naive incompetence, and it was often difficult to tell which was which.
- Douglas Adams
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| I need to learn how to let go my end of the rope. Holding on to it does nothing for me when the other end has already been let go, or even worse, never been held.
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Loyalty means everything to me.
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I don't remember the last time I felt happy. The definition of the term seem so vague, distant, unfamiliar, and abstract. There are only foot prints of existence in the past, nowhere to be found now.
Everything that seemed so solid in the past now turned about to be just clouds of illusion. Like a mirage.
One thing I can clearly see at this point is many of my dreams, small and big, shriveling to nothingness.
At the other end of my mind, I'm consoling myself saying that part of growing up is about letting go of the child-like hopes that brought me to become who I am today.
I think happiness is like faith. It's like 1 or 0 in binary code. There's no such thing as big or small happiness. You either have it or don't. At this point, I don't have either.
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I'm going to go think about why I am where I am.
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| On Track: Epik High - Pieces
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I don't drink a lot these days. yay~ money saved~
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Friends
A friend who taught me how to be compassionate
A friend who taught me the patient
A friend who taught me how to be more social
A friend who taught me the value of trust in friends
A friend who taught me the definition of maturity
Thanks
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If you are not gonna clean, don't complain about the stench.
If you are not going to help, don't complain about how the weak is dragging you down.
If you are not going to be nice, don't say it.
Basically, if you are going to contribute, don't complain. (bitches)
If you didn't vote, don't complain about the nation's state.
If you didn't try, don't complain about the failure.
Okie dokie?
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I have a friend who's last name rhymes with hoe. She's a very bad liar. hahaha don't lie to me. I can tell when you do 
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let's hope that I get that second job at banana rep.
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It's a little weird to see the "friend's list" grow on facebook, because I don't even go to school, or meet that many people.
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| I have a lot in my mind, but not enough time to put in down in lines. But simply put however, it goes something like this: Fuck It.
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