..i DEFINITLY met baby bash tonight!...

...he came and ordered ice cream.. (chocolate chip on a plian cone if your wondering) .. it was very cool...

im tired..work sucks..summers ending.. i need to get my done**

pEACE**

..oh yeah i fell in LOve on saturday<3

im OVER it.. all of it...

ive made a decision to keep josh out of my life completly because its the only way i dont get hurt.. hes not good for me...he gets too me cause he can cause he knows that ill let him.. if i wanna be happy then I have to fix it myself by.....

saying STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

..i guess....

anyways**

why do people treat u like shit n then come back because they realize they were wrong and you are a REAL friend.. i dont know but id love too..

i cannot wait for school to start even tho summers been fun..MY LAST YEAR.. i only have 2 classes at clovis high.. YES!!

i hate my job.. baskin robbins can die..i have permanent damage to my wrist from scooping ice cream..:(

love love love

..:*me*:..

umm.. bout that last entry.. i take it back.. i was upset

but i DO dislike ashley and think shes a ........enough said....

so..me and josh cant stay away from eachother.. even though i dont think that we should get back together cause we fight and take eachother for granted.. we r like.....

.....

.....

...obsessed with eachother...i dont know its wierd..

...i love devin tho hes been such a gr8 friend 2 me..

mels doing it agian.. figures.. anyone but me...maybe someday she will get it..

love...

so heres my one a year update....

I hate boys and i hate josh.. he can die for all i care..

and on that note i HATE shiysty(sp?) ass girls.. Ashley yes i am talking to u... u can have him cause you 2 r obviously meant for eachother.. just remember that if he will do it to me.. he will do it 2 u..

good luck..

jackie