sorry i havent updated in forever, i have been really busy

 sorry i never update but i dont think that you guys really care. i only do it becauase im bored

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well thats it for today but i love comments and subscribers. and I numbered them so if i did take your pictures and you want me to credit you jutst comment with the number and i ll credit you

 Chill, talk, swim, cheat off of tests,clothes, mall, pictures, everything.
that`s how we do our thing .

as you run around screaming:
screw the world
i am here singing to myself:
life's a party
so why can't you just:
dance on tables?

flip flops, tank tops,
late nights, pillow fights,
getting tan and finding that man.
can't wait for summer.'

stupid love songs,
stupid love letters,
all they bring is a
stupid heartbreak

when you start to miss me,
just remember it was you
who let me go.

Hand holding doesn't mean
you're in love, kisses don't
always mean something real,
promises are broken as fast
as they're made &sometimes,
goodbyes really are forever

this isn't goodbye. you
only  say  goodbye  to
people   you're   never
gonna see again. this is
more like.. see ya later
- fresh prince of bel air

and the sad part is,
that no matter what goes on this year,
when you come running back to me again
you know i'll be here.

You should never regret anything
because every little detail of your life
is what made you into who you are in the end

We cling to music.
To poems.
To quotes.
To writing.
To art.
Because we desperately do not want to be alone.
We want to know we aren't going crazy & someone else out there knows exactly how you're feeling.
We want someone to explain things we cant.
We love everything tied up neatly, easily & simple.
And when we cant do that, it scares the hell out of us.
To not know the next step, or where you're headed kills.
Being unsure isnt in our plans.
But its those moments, the one where you risk it & step unknowingly into the future.
That assures us life is larger than we'll ever know.

ladies of fashion starve their happiness to feed their vanity, & their love to feed their pride

life ;; it bends . it twists . it turns . it throws unexpected things at you and is never completely balanced ; but something about it is so worthwhile . its not about the friends you make or the hearts you break . its about getting through all those bends twists and turns . its about destiny and fate . its about the amount of strength a person develops and the amount of things you dodged . its about overcoming the odds and pulling it together when you are expected to fall apart.

you could just pretend that you could figure it all out. the mathematics of regrey, so it takes two beers to remember now & five to forget.

Sunday dress hangin' on the bedroom door
Empty bottle of wine on the hardwood floor
Last night he said she was the one ..
.. Oh but men and mascara always run

Take nothing but photos,
leave nothing but footsteps,
and kill nothing but time.
Because here’s to the nights
that turned into morning
and the friends
that turned into family.

so one day.. <3
WHEN YOU  FINALLY REALIZE
THAT WE HAVENT  TALKED IN
A  WHILE;;  LET ME REMIND
YOU NOW,IT WAS YOUR FAULT

"laughter is timeless. imagination has no age. & dreams are forever."

we rock wit ripped
jeans & huge sunglasses
that go along with the
screw you attitudes &
party hard personalities

Look who's dying now.
Tears streaming down your face
it's funny how fate works.
what goes around, come around.
Watch your back, sweetheart.
They're out to get you

it sounds dumb& obnoxious,
but it was just one of those dumb things
that best friends find to be so funny.

"It's eating me like cancer.
I need to know the answer,
it's a simple yes or no.
Should I love you or let you go?"

i hate the way you can push me to the
limits with the things you do and then 
you know just the right time to say something
sweet to make me forgive it all

she says she doesn't care anymore but the look in her eyes and the sound of her voice tells a completly different story
you would have to know her from begining to know that something wasn't right she sits byherself staring out the window wiping
the makeup thats running. her back is turned from everyone else to hide her puffy eyes all her friends think shes happy from the smile
that she plastered on her face. if they saw her now they would hit themselves for being so stupid. the guy she loved has forgotten her
now and she wants those memories and her heart back

I still have every note. I still have the Valentine's cards. I still have the hoodie, I still have the shirt. But I have something even better that can never be lost. I still have every memory of you and me tucked away in my head.

It's pretty bad when one of the people you consider your best friend, doesn't even know how you feel. They don't know what's been goin' on. They have no idea how hurt you are or about the speeches you give me about how you'll try to fix it all up. In their eyes, you don't cry, you don't worry, and you're still the cowgirl that breaks every cowboy's heart. You're only human, so don't you dare think any less of yourself. I love you to death, and i'm honored that you come to me. I'll never let you down. We can always relate.

anyone can be passionate. but, it takes
real lovers to be silly

I used to care alot about what people thought of me. Then I learned I definetly can't please everyone. Some people will like you && some people will hate you but i dont really care either way, im not losing sleep over it.

Another Cutter, Another Freak, Another Dork, Another Geek, Another Prep, Another Jock, Another Whore & More Punk Rock. Another Hater, Another G. Another Scar They Put On Me, Another Label Happens To Fall. When No One Really Knows The Person At All.

She's the weirdo, the one you all mock she's the loser, the one you all forgot she's the labeled, the people you never really knew she's a part, something you hate about you she's everything you never wanted && she's nothing you could ever understand

^{Smile.
It makes a world of difference. 
Dance. 
Who knows when you wont be able to.
Cry.
Holding those emotions in is bad for you.
Kiss.
Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world.
Laugh.
Whats the point in hiding happiness?
Frown.
Why not let him know youre unhappy?
Apologize.
You dont wanna lose friends.
Hug.
Theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love.
Live.
because life is everything.}

<sup>love isn't a maybe thing.
you know when you love someone
- the hills.</sup>

There`s girls where they help her friends.
Hears emm out. Cares. Loves.
She helps them with their problems.
But, even though. She can`t solve her problems

Music makes me laugh.
It makes me dance crazy with the friends.
It`s an anti-drug for me.
It pokes out the heart in me,
& let`s it out to everyone.
You know, i can`t live with out that radio in my room.

Your that bestfriend that keeps me alive.

& never stops. Your the bestfriend that will never be forgotten.

You just make me happy like a cute little penguin.

its kind of unexplainable
my words have run dry
i can't describe the way i feel
and how it hurts to know
you're unsure if you want me
so hurry up, darling
please just decide
i can't stand waiting here anymore

remember when you used to
sing to me on the phone?
You were such a bad singer,
but i still kinda miss it –

Some things don't last forever, but some things do.
Like a good song, or a good book,
or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times,
pressing down the corners and peering in close,
hoping you still recognize the person you see there
 ++ This lullaby

Tell her shes amazing...
promise her you will kiss her in the rain.
Walk with her holding hands.
Talk with her late at night.
Tickle her, and then kiss her.
Just kiss her.
She loves the feel of your lips.
Hold her...it makes her feel safe.
Let her run and jump into your arms.
Watch girly movies with her.
And when she starts crying,
cry with her.
Tell her shes perfect for you.
Just tell her you love her.
She needs to hear that.

I sometimes feel a little jealous inside
imagining someone else could please you
more than me I guess its my insecurity
acting up a bit because I know I'm not the
most beautiful most fun or even the most
exciting person you'll ever meet but I do
know that no matter how hard &&
long you search you'll never find
someone who loves you as much as I do *

. shehatesbeingsecondbest

He's childish, can be an ass, acts like such a dork, and I wouldn't have had it any other way

I agree with the dictionary:
girls before guys
partying before studying
and friends before love

It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone

You get mad at yourself for not saying the things

You could’ve a million times

 You take for granted the days spent

Doing nothing when you could’ve been with them.

Anyone can be taken at any time in our lives

But we always wait until they’re gone

To say the things we never had the courage to before

and when his tongue is down my throat
all that's going through my head are thoughts of you.
It's kinda funny, but it's kinda sad how your name is the only name I ever listen for.
and when his fingers are entwined with mine
our conversation from the night before keeps me occupied.
you know, I only kiss him to make you jealous.
but it's tragic really because you will never be.
and when I lay with him in my bed,

I'll exchange my empty words with his meaningful ones.

I should feel guilty, but I don't feel anything for anyone but you.

I love how our personalities match. How we were friends first. How we can talk for hours a