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Name: Jamie
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: AppleValley
Birthday: 8/31/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: taking care of my family, and playing on-line games at www.pogo.com, reading, and writing short stories of my own.
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Member Since:
1/3/2005
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| Wow, hard to believe it has been almost a year since I have wrote anything on here...almost forgot I had it until Chaos reminded me. Anyhow, things are going good for us, I work now on a Army base here in California, i love my job, I love my crew, and I love my paycheck. I know that sounds really bad, but when a jobs gives you as much stress as mine does, that is all there is at the end of the week. So, anyhow, how is everyone doing...I want everyone who gets this to e mail me or whatever, I miss getting to talk to everyone!!! Ya'll take care and I hope to hear from you guys SOON!!! | | |
| Ok, so we have court coming up really soon, on the 16th. Never in my life have I been so worried and overjoyed at the sametime, just the thought of adding the girls to our family is one that I love, yet at the sametime, the thought of losing them is heartbreaking. I know that the girls are afraid of coming down here to California because they think that they are never going to get to see their family that they have up there in Washington, but that is not true, we would not keep any of them from ever seeing the girls, if they wanted to come and see them, they could. Tony wrote a letter to his oldest daughter Kimberly, but he is afraid to send it, I think part of him thinks that she will not get it, just like everything else we have sent her in the last 6 months, pictures from our visits with them, letters and cards. I am going to post the letter that Tony wrote to Kimberly, I want everyone to let me know what they think about what he says in the letter. | | |
| What kind of world do we live in when just anyone can walk into a court house and file a motion to take away someones children? This world is fucked up at times, but I guess GOD has a plan for us all right? I would like to think that GOD is on our side in this custody battle that Tony and I are facing. Let me tell you more about what is going on. In Febuary of this year, Tony's ex wife passwed away, well they have 3 kids together, and now the stepfather of only 8 months is trying to take away Tony's kids, saying that he has been theor father for the last five years. Ok, that part is true, but he is trying to say that Tony is a pervert and does not know how to raise a child. This 'man' who is trying to take the kids is already in his late 40's, and I know age should not have anything to do with it, but I mean, the youngest child in this mess is 7 years old, I just think he is to old to care for three little girls cause when he split from his ex-wife, he didnt get custody of his little girl, just the boys, so whats that tell you??? I just really need to vent about his, we have the trial coming up on Nov. 16th, we have no lawyer, no money, and we dont know what to do, but we are not going to stop fighting for them. Tony is great father, he isnt Matt's dad, but has been there to help him and takes great care of him. i just dont see how this world could be so fucked up that a man with little ties to theese kids can even try to keep them, and to top it off, he is trying to make Tony pay child support!!!! WTF??? | | |
| This world sucks so bad sometimes. This last weekend sucked, but at the sametime it was fun, is that even possible??? Today has just been a really fucked up day, I hate where I live, I cant wait until we move out this state. Our rent went up to 600$$ a month for the apartment we are in, we have a car payment, a loan payment, and how the hell are we suppossed to afford to buy food to last us??? I do get food stamps, but now I only get 92$, what the hell is that going to buy, a bunch of saltine crackers, and peanut butter I guess. I was going to get 393$$ in food stamps, but since the dumb county that I live in is nothing but a fuck up..(
almost all of the county workers suck mega ass )....and they messed up my case yet again, I will only get 92$$...-k- that is a HUGE cut in the food stamps, so yea, I'm pissed, and worse off they didnt tell me about the cut until today, and I get the stamps tomorrow, so now I have to go over the list for the store and figure out what we really need and re-write the whole list. Anyhow, the county also wants me to voulenteer my time at the pound down the road from my house, if I dont then they are going to take 200$$ cash away from me every month, but here is the catch...I have to 'work' 22 hours a week...that would be 88 hours a month...for 200$$!!!! That isnt even minimum wage!!! Anyhow, I guess I should just keep my mouth shut, and be thankful to getting any help from the county at all, but fuck man...what am I going to do??? How the hell am I going to feed my family for the next month???? | | |
| I never really got to know my father, he left me and my sister when we were both still young. I am finding things out about my daddy...and i love it. i have always wanted to know about my dad, but been to afraid to ask anyone about him, my father killed himself when i was 9 years old, and I dont remeber much about him...i wish i did. I have only a few pictures of my dad, and the ones that I do have are very old. I have been told alot that i am just like my dad, but in what ways?? I would really like to find out as much as i can about my father, he has been gone for such a long time now...14 years...but i still want to know. I dare ask my mother, she only blames herself, who, who can i turn to?? My cousin Choas...my dad's Son-Son...thank you Choas for casting a birhgt light on the darkest part of my life. | | |
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