Currently Watching American Pie Presents:Band Camp (Rated Full Screen) see related

HEEEY FRIENDS

hahaha. Ok, what a way to start my new entry. Phowow, it's been almost 2 months since i last blogged!:D I was really busy ;p well a lot of things happened in a span of TWO FIGGIN MONTHS :D i fell inlove, got my heart broken, i cried, i laughed, i gained new friends and new relationships, learned a lot of things, i partied a lot, and many more..but the best part was Loving and heart aches/crying. haaay. it was a long month/s for me.

well anyway..Hours to go and it's a start of another New Year

This year was a BLAST. I learned a lot of things. if i can learn things in just a month, what more in a year. i learned how to love (yea first time), cause i know the others were mere infatuation. i learned how not to let pride overcome me, pride won't do you good (believe me). i lied a lot this year (hahaha!). i learned geom...? haha labo! seroiusly, i learned a lot of things about life. i learned that we should learn how to appreciate the people around us especially those who we love and care for because you don't know when it'll all end. also, don't waste every love that comes your way cause it's the greatest feeling anyone could ever feel and the best part is, It's for free! haay. baby, im missin you like churazee..damn. hookay. anyway. what else. basta, bottomline, A LOT happened this year..a lot of new experiences, a lot of new frieds, a lot of laughter, a lot of tears, a lot of pain/sorrow, a lot of smiles, a lot of love, a lot of challenges..A lot. Thanks to everyone, thank you for those people who became part of my life. I love you all. ciao.

Happy New Year  *kisses*

and there's a lot of pictures too..pics all over the month (2 months i guess). most are recent pics..the last ones are the pics in Shieko's 16th burdae :D

for more pics >> www.janiners.multiply.com

this is the exact same thing i posted in my Multiply blog.

read it..it won't hurt...

hey. hmm. i'm bored :/ i wanna go out today, maybe later. check out what i've done to my planner on the page of the health break week. haha. yea, a complete chaos. but hey, all the words in black/red were true. those simple words hit me so hard. i guess this time it really is goodbye. trying to fake one smile, one laugh because of you. i'm just good at hidding what i'm really feeling, when inside i'm exploding. and a lot more. all these thoughts came random while i was doodling and while i was listening to radio then (mostly lines from songs ;p). this is true, i'm having a hard time sleeping at night lately cause i've been thinking these things out. and to be honest, im just making myself preoccupied with stiff so that i wouldn't think too much. Like just the other day, i went to palms (w/ cara, jinkay, jenny, mandy) to chillax. wow that helped A LOT even for just a few hours or so. Earlier i was browsing some blog and i saw this caption: Never give up on the things that makes you happy. omgsh. those simple words hit me, hard. then realizations again. hmm. i was thinking last night, what if i'll stop whatever i'm feeling or blah blah..but just earlier. i thought..mehn, this is the only thing that makes me happy why should is stop. but a friend was right "you should be good to yourself" (thanks for that ;p) yea, there should be limitations. if i think that there really is nothing special that'll happen in the fute then i'll stop. but if not..as the saying goes: if you want him, steal him. hehe a bit bitchy but that's what people do right? i know i'm right cause that's what we do. still, i don't know what to do. i'm confused.....

i love this quote mitch sent...

"Sometimes caring is better than loving. Because when you care, you're safe from losing the person you care for. But when you love, you can lose everything you're scared of losing forever....." 

hmm, you know sometimes that person you care for/love will have to leave you so you know how much they really mean to you. if that hapens that person is already gone and there's nothing you can do about it. so don't be blinded. don't take too much advantage because who knows, one day that person you thought wouldn't leave you will suddenly give up on you.. 

don't let that one day happen.

adios.

Currently Listening All That I've Got By Used see related

Tumatakbo

Laging bigo
laging sawi sa pag-ibig
may balat nga ba ako sa pwet?
mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
nakakainggit
TL..ang sweet nila ng kanyang nobyo
gusto ko lang maranasang umibig
tamaan ni kupido
gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit
tumibok muli ang puso ko
 
CHORUS:
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw
pare-pareho
parang kahapon
 
May birthday cake ka nga
ngunit wala namang kandila
may christmas tree na malupet
wala naman dekorasyong pansabit
sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
walang kasing tamlay
ayoko sanang tumandang nag-iisa
 
tatanggapin na lang ba
ang malupit na tadhana
o kaya'y tatanggapin na lang
na ako'y sadyang hindi pinagpala
tigilan na ang drama
punasan na ang luha
 
(chorus)
 
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You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk...

...yet.

*i'll be just fine, pretending im not..i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got..* --the used.

Watsup.......the ceiling? walang magawa amp.

heya friends ;) haha! Second Perio is oficially OVER ;) hahaha! finally. after a week full of sleepless nights cause of studying...nah just kidding, i don't stay up too late studying ;p LOL. why study if you'll fail rin?:) psssh. Anyway! aaahah! i have social life na!;) hehe, im super happy. After perio was the 2 weeks preperation of the FG Party (my barkada's party ;p) oooh geez. wait before the party was the bandfest. Jf and i went to the dbti eliminations. Band nina jay played ;) hehe. sayang dko sila napanuod cause we came late :( we got there and saw a group of kulasas in one table so we stayed there first. grabe parang super daming lalaki walking around hehe. So, met up with Jay then he introduced us to A LOT of his friends and of course Bandmates ;p new friends! haha. Pero sayang, they didn't won. But they were good cause out of a bunch donbosco bands who auditioned, 10 were picked and they were one of those 10. galing ;) super benta nina jan and patrick (bandmates, bassist and vocalist ;p) when the winners are being announced :)) basta, so there. sinamahan kami ni jan goin to jf's place cause he lives near rin, gentleman ah :p hehe. we had to bath and change pa for the Party!!:)

We arrived Merville around 9 but the party started 10 30ish. there were a lot of people. guys in particular. the barkada invited puro guys pla and some girls :)) haha. there were a lot of guys from different schools Grabe. All throughout the party i was dizzy. i didn't drink beer ah. i don't drink. pero i got myself a punch ;p putah may gin pla :)) super sarap eh, so i got like a bunch of glasses of punch. super hilong hilo ako haha. so, we were "socializing" yea. the guys were very formal. shake hands and all...basta super saya! dancing to the music all night long!;p saya. i really gained new friends. wait! btw Simon Atkins was there!!:)) wahahaha. lupet, the barkada got to invite the famous simon atkins ;) hahaha. hmm, a lot happened. the party finished around 2 am. got home 3 am. but jf and i (nag sleepover si jf here;p) slept 4 cause we watched and kwento stuff. i woke up 10 something. there were a lot of messgs from 3L telling fancy practice 8-330. geez, i just woke up and im a bit dizzy pa cause of the other night so i decided not to go nlng. Bonding kami ni jf dito sa bahay. hahaha. nag chat ;) kumain...aun. a lot of things are happening FAST :) im super happy now. no more sad moments ;p haha. basta im happy! i can finally say that i've moved on and i'm over with this person ;p haaaay. hahaha, ok i'll stop! basta it's all good now. hehe. i found something (someone??!) new. WEEEH :)) joke lng. haha lol. Jf and i watched Into the Blue yesterday. Paul Walker and Jessica Alba are so HOT making out :)) they're perfect ;)  

over the weekend, i realized something. hmm, maybe it's time now to be serious bout stuffs ;) i need something serious. i don't like playin or shit..i need....you ;) wahaha. Baduy!! basta. as what they say, choose the best ;) collect....and then. select. hahahaha. d joke lang ;) that's bad!:p half true. lol.

Currently Watching Deuce Bigalow:European Gigolo By Rob Schneider see related

DamnBitch. wahaha, i just remember shieko's new expression. i love it! i wanna make it an expression too. whaha lol. anyway. taena, i woke up late today (saturday morning). and i'm such a loser. i have no place to go. first time that i have no gmmick (nor parteh) to go to on a sabado ;) hehe. have to study kasi agad cause it's Periodical exams na next week. damn, it's so fast! 2nd perio na then 3rd quarter na, then 4th..then fourth year na tayo!!:D ohgeez. time's super fast, have to keep up ;) hehe. anyway, when i woke up it was super quiet, so i checked their rooms..wala silang lahat. they left me here, alone :( wala din ung helper! shiyet im gonna prepare food all by my self for brunch. damnbitch :)) wahaha. i've got nothing to do but to clean my room and watch dvds or to study..hehe. just finished watching Deuce Bigalow: European Gigalo ;) haha! ang funeh.

grabe last week was Hell Week. and we survived! hehe, chem longtest was alright, so was wika and lit. pero, taena. GEOM WAS SUPER HARD. super haaard. wtf? ndi kasi si sr. S gumawa nung test eh :/ i'll fail the test fr sure. pani was kind of puzzling hehe. so there..hmm. yesterday we had our living rosary. it was..un na yon ;) hehe. nagkwentuhan lang kami nina bono and shieko, with jessa na rin. jinkay was quiet. hahaha. this week was full of frustrations, mystery, questions..for all. btw, i have a new conclusion. when you get depressed, you get fat. when you get fat, you get ugly. hehe, cause when we get depressed we tend to eat A LOT and we'll get fat :)) that's our problem ni shieko the whole week! damnBiyotch. wahaha. guys talaga oh. haha hint na yun. hehe. basta A LOT of things happened this week to a lot of people ;) super shocking and funny things..hehe.

yeasterday din, jf and i went to greenbelt 3 after the living rosary. I had to go out before studying (or before the perio) cause next week, no social life! like today ;) haha. so we wached the 40 year old virgin. wahahahaha. it is rated, taena puro porn shit..haha. the 40 year old is such a loser. hehe. it was funny and they had a lot to show and say. ya kno what i mean. hehe. rated talaga ung movie, and guys were like focused the whole time. haha. and reactions ;) after the movie we just went round gb, bought frap (starbucks) and ehrm.."boy shopping" wahahaha. just kidding :)) ang benta talaga (samin na ni jf un hehe) ohgeez. whatta boring entry, i've got nothing to say anymore ;) hehe. till next week, when there's social life na. i'm sure i'll have a lot to say ;) hahaha.

..if this is your way of making me miss you..darn, you win. i miss you.