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janna_lynne
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Name: janna
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Gender: Female
Interests: racing, reading, cleaning, spending time with my boyfriend... umm... hanging out with my friends...
Expertise: sign in booth, the gate, 50/50... working at b moss... hanging with my friends and boy... my kiddos...
Occupation: Student
Industry: retail
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  dragprincess430
Member Since:
5/5/2005
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| just another dayit's just another day in pleasantville. not really, but okay. anyway... so much has happened in the past few weeks. the boy has had some serious bad luck... but i guess its kind of his fault. its so weird... like i just want to help him, but i've come to the conclusion that i cant always do everything for him. i cant constantly help him. its just not humanly possible to help him with all of his problems. it doesn't make me a bad girlfriend for not being able to help him, it just makes me human. so it's not a bad thing, it's just normal. i can't keep dealing with this, but i also know that he needs help. i want to help him, but i don't know how to anymore. he needs something, and i almost think he needs more than me. i hate thinking like that, but i think it might be true. i think he needs more than what i can offer him. i think he needs someone who will be able to completely devote herself to him. i can't do that. i need to have someone who gives as much as i do to the relationship, but who's also willing to support me through everything that i have to do. i need someone who is willing to support me through my schooling and looking for a job and everything. i need for him to be consistently supportive of me, as i will be consistently supportive of me. i don't even know anymore. so i'll end this blog for now. until later.
~Janna Lynne
an it harm none, do as ye will.
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| just some more feelings...okay... so you know how you feel about the love of your life... but then there's just that one person who makes you question everything you feel because they are almost perfect. you spend time with them and wonder why you didn't notice them before. you want to just be able to figure out why you're so damn confused, but you can't. then, the one who isn't the love of your life just stops talking to you. but then you realize that nothing is worth more than yourself. you come to the realization that you are the only one that you can trust. you can't depend or rely on others... because they're unpredictable and they hurt you more than you ever thought was possible. you never want to give up on this "crazy little thing called love", but on the other hand, you don't know if you can continue going through life like this. you want everything to work out perfectly, but you don't want to put yourself through the pain of loss. you realize that everything you've worked for is useless... because the only thing you want is the one thing you can't have. it sucks, but at least you realize it now and not years in the future when it will become harder to deal with... those of you who are closest to me know who i'm talking about here... so i'll end this for now...
<3,
J Lynne
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| ...don't you just love how some people find it SO easy to make plans then break them? see, i know a guy like that... and ya know what? it sucks. so we made plans to hang out at my friend's house tomorrow night... and it was gonna be a blast! but guess what? it's not gonna work that way now. apparently my boyfriend's house is more important than me! oh well. i mean, i love that he's finally getting some shit done around the place... but he only sees me on weekends... and now i feel like i won't see him at all! but ya know what? i don't give a shit. it's so retarded for me to even care about him. he obviously didn't even think twice about canceling plans with me... so why should it bother me? it's so hard when all i want to do is see him... but he doesn't even have the decency on the day we're making plans to say "honey, i don't know if i'll be able to make it. i think me and my boss are going to work on my house". NO! he can't do that. he waits until all the plans are pretty well in place and says "it'll be nice to see your friend again. have a good time." he completely befuddles me. oh well. i suppose all things in time. well, it's off to class for the day. <3 you guys!
~J Lynne
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| Cute Quotes"Every girl wants a man that she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, makeup running down her face, eyes red from crying and the first thing he says to her is 'Baby you're beautiful' and means it." - Anonymous
"For once in my life, I don't have to try to be happy. When I'm with you, it just happens." - Anonymous
"Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights, and all our jokes, I fell in love." - Anonymous
"The best way out is always through." - Robert Frost
"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream." - Edgar Allen Poe
"I became insane through long intervals of horrible sanity." - Edgar Allen Poe
"Two roads diverged in a wood and I- I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference." - Robert Frost
"Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost
"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only at night." - Edgar Allen Poe
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| Gym Class Fun (from 11/1/06)Albino
Baraccuda
Catastrophic
Dynamic
Europe
Fausty poo
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Igneous
Jello
Koran
Loser
Marshmallow
Nucleic Acid
Omnivorous
Pirate
Quaint
Robin Hood
Static
Teaberry
Ukranian
Voluptuous
Wigwam
Xylophone
Yummy
Zinc
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