| i.feel.different.sorry
so so so sorry
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i almost forgot.
that fact that i almost did.
makes me an unworthy person who once had your love.
i just want to forget everything
is that bad?
to forget you so that i can remove the memories youve left me with?
the fact that you waited for me to get home
so i can witness your last breath?
that day, i truly knew what pain felt like.
i miss you. sooo much.
5.1.2001.
lets join our hands friends of the earth
together we shall be
searching for our own true life
with hope and unity
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| Heavenly Father,help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in
traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day
and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry
and spend a few precious moments with her children. Help us to remember
that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can't make change
correctly is a worried 19-year-old college student, balancing his
apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student
loans for next semester. Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum,
begging for money in the same spot every day is a slave to addictions
that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares. Help us to remember
that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles
and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this moment, knowing
that, based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be
the last year that they go shopping together. Heavenly Father, remind
us each day that, of all the gifts you give us, the greatest gift is love.
It is not enough to share that love with those we hold dear. Open our
hearts not to just those who are close to us, but to all humanity. Let
us be slow to judge and quick to love.
p.s...
i finally log into this thing to find the xanga layout tottallllygay and it took me like 30 min to find how to make a new entry boooo
this is what i get for using myspace and you using faceboook =[
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| if you dont give a damn i dont give a fuck.gosh dont you hate it when people are alll in your businessssss!??!?!! ugh seriously. i left one comment to my friend about a trip i went on and say how i wish it snowed while i was there so i was dissappointed. then other people have to go reading those comments and automatically interpret it wrongly. ive gotten at least 4 people come up to me saying 'so we're not worth your bus ride up here are we?" ughhh so stupid! STOP BEING SO NOSY! its getting on my nerves because it was at least 3 months ago and someone just asked me that again today. do they not have alife so they start drama? or they read other peoples comments?! seriously come on now.
i just dont care after this. the last person that asked me i said 'yep ok sure i said that' im done trying to get things straight because clearly their trying to make it a bigger situation. so stupid
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| Why are people just now noticing? i willll not let down the shield.
i hope i dont.
yayyyy in 20 days im going to marryllandddd HOLLLER
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I knew you cared when:
1.i used to wake up in the middle of the night crying with a cramp in my leg and you stayed up all night massaging it until i fell alseep.
2.you fell down hard becuase you didnt want to turn on the lights to wake me up( i was secretly awake) and you were just lying there in pain and i was too scared to move so i cried silently until my dad came down later. and you forgave me for it.
3.you spoil the shit out of me(and you still do)
4.you risked getting shot to save my life.
5. you found out how upset i was when you started smoking so you quit.
6.you told me your secrets, and i told you mine. they were similar!
7. you were the only one that can cheer me up.
to be continued..
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| now thats fucked up.
rest in peace mrs. harbour.
give your condolences to her son and husband.
that was pretty shitty of you to take her life away god
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