hey it's me, i'm back  :D  haven't been here for a while, as i was busy as heck over the past week.  well it could be alot better than it otherwise would be - if i didn't proscrinate that much.  there was a somewhat important paper due for the college writing class on friday BUT i haven't handed in yet..  oh well i don't know what i'm gonna do.  i didn't ask for an extension on the paper til late last night even.  seriously, i don't know what i'm doing right now..  i'm feeling kinda lost.  i'm motivated in doing things that i like, but for the college writing, i really don't like it..  i mean it's not that i don't like the class, i like writing, but i just don't like the topics given out in that class.  and it's way past the add/drop classes week to drop that class =  have to stay in that class til the very last second of this term.  arrgghhh

sometimes i really wonder how a guy would be treating his girlfriend if he really liked her.  i guess he would really treat her as his queen.  he would wanna talk to her whenever he was able to; he would wanna know every bit about her life; he would feel sad if she was sick and might even want to replace her so that she wasn't the person who's sick..  but sadly theories work best on paper.  should've added "supposedly" in there.  i don't know if i'm disappointed; i might be desensitised after all. 

that's why i don't really believe in love..  should be putting it this way, i believe in the existence of love, it works out miracles on others.  but i don't quite believe it'd happen on me.  after all, it might be too much of a burden to carry. 

FIRST OF ALL, this site was set up for my OWN enjoyment and contentment.  so don't mess with me if you see anything glaring or you don't like.  it's all FOR ME  =D

there are days when i'm in a bad mood.  and when you're pissed, you swear, full stop. 

i don't speak/write perfect english, so please don't pick on me when you see grammar mistakes here and there.  it just happens, don't ask me why  =P

okay, i think i can start now..

never thought of writing something like this before..  until my friends got me into it.  well, if anyone should find this interesting or whatever..  thanx be to her  (tho this is not likely to happen  =P) 

anyway, the past week was DISASTROUS.  it was the first week of school after a 6-week break.  maybe the break was just a bit too long, i don't know.  but it's no easy job to pick up stuff from where you left off, which was a month and a half ago.  yup, i've class EVERDAY *sigh*  i asked for it - i'm taking a language class and we meet everyday at 9 SHARP.  but that isn't too bad when it's compared to some 8 AM CLASS  =P  you know what i'm talking about, keke. 

actually i should be writing an essay for class instead of this..  oh well, i just don't feel like working now.  let's see how i'm gonna get it tonight..  -_-" 

well i think that's it for the first day.  but i'll be back - i'll keep bugging you guys from now on  =)

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