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| wow. a lotta screwed up stuff has happened on campus. if you know
what is going on your lucky, if you wanna know just ask and
i'll think about telling you. Warning: it is a pretty long story.
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| - Big Yellow Taxi -
isn't it funny how you don't realize what you have until it is gone.
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
With a pink hotel, a boutique
And a swinging hot spot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
They took all the trees
Put 'em in a tree museum
And they charged the people
A dollar and a half just to see 'em
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Hey farmer farmer
Put away that DDT now
I don't care about spots on my apples
But leave me the birds and the bees
Please!
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Late last night
I heard the screen door slam
And a big yellow taxi
Took away my girl
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
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| Last week when the whole break up occured, it really didn't bother me
that much because I was really busy at work. but today opened my eyes
to how I really feel. i still love her and i can't shake it. She has
been spending all this time with Sal lately and I haven;t said anything
about it because it isn'tmy place. yes i was a little jealous when i
heard about her and Sal kissed, but again it is not my place to say
anything. this is really tearing me up inside. alls i can do is sit
back and wait to see what happens. but as my gut feelings is telling me
right now, i think i should kinda expect a relationship between her and
him. and if that does com around, i am going to be as distanced from it
as possible. Melissa Rae Horst there is just one thing that i want you
to remember, I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS.
as one little piece information that i want to leave you with. in the
world of fire police, we should always be afraid of the situation and
give our selves a means of escape. it is when we loose this fear that
we begin to think that we don't need a way out that everyone is just
going to do as we say. i just want to say that as of right now i
no longer have that fear.
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| I don't now ifshe isgoing to read this. i have made a big mistae in my
life. i had a marriage and the family class and the teacher did nothing
but stereotype male and it really upset me. So, I set out on sort of a
life chaging journey to make sure that i am not like those stereotypes.
Well in the end, because i had been so hard to beat them i had allowed
them to consume me. Now i have really nothing left because i have lost
the best person that has ever been in my life.
Melissa, over the past week I have done nothing but
think about you. every minute of the day i am thinking about you. you
say that you can't trust me if we get bac together but i can live with
that i over came it once i can do it again. it tears me apart to think
that your not mine. that i can't wrap my arms around you and have you
fall asleep in them. i love you more than anything, please take me back.
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| well i am still ialive i think. i will let you all know. I love my job
but the hours are killing me. out of thelast 48 hours i have worked 24
of them. i am about ready to drop, especially considering that i still
have to work tomorrow and alls i know is that it starts at 6AM. if any
one is reading this and wants to chat you know how to get a hold of me.
but i really don't know who reads this besides my girlfriend that care
for me
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