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NAKED WOMEN ARE NOT IN THIS POST ...BUT NOW THAT I HAVE UR ATTENTION LOL... THIS IS A LONG POST WHICH IS MADE UP OF SEVERAL SHORT SECTIONS READ WHICHEVER THAT INTERESTS YOU, BUT TRUST ITS WORTH THE READ OR YOUR MONEY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHO I AM: Damn lately everything has been going very good. I have time to really think about who i am and of other people. Many thougths fill my head but yeah never have they been so clear and concise. Ive come to realize that not alot of people know the true me and who i really am. I dont want to sound like im braging or anything but I know that im very smart and intelectual and i pick up things fast and the reason why sometimes i dont do well in my classes or goof off isnt because i want attention is just when i get bored and dont feel challenged i tend to do stuff that will keep me from being bored. I mean school sure the stuff they teach is great but iono i want to say its too easy and once i get it i dont care anymore. I wish my classes were on a pass/fail system...it shouldnt matter if ur there or not and homework should be optional and used as review or practice and the only thing that matters should be the tests and quizes or essays and projects. Now ive become more confident in everything i do and i only live up to my standards now. If i know im good enough or smart enough then thats all that matters.
WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO LATELY?: I guess u can say ive grown tired of the same old thing. Lately ive been more social going to school events like games and stuff hanging out with more people, meeting new people, and you can even say ive matured some what. On friday nights i go hangout with friends like Gerardo, Bradly, Steven. Brandon, etc... and we jsut go places and every night we hangout its crazy and never the same. And meeting new attractive grls that are interested is always fun. ^^
MY LOVE LIFE / OPINIONS ABOUT GRLS: Wow this is my favorite part. There are so many types of grls out there and now that i have complete confidence i love meeting new and interesting women its so fun. I've found that for me PERSONALLY, my FEAR of rejection is actually FAR, FAR more painful and difficult to deal with than ACTUAL rejection in the real world. A lot of guys ask me "How do I deal with rejection?". The answer: Don't worry about it. If you get "rejected", you'll be fine. Really.It's no big deal, and it doesn't happen that often ( to me anyways).And when it does, you'll recover shortly thereafter.Rejection from a woman is about as painful as getting a "D" on a test.My simple point is that MOST GUYS CAUSE REJECTION by what they're doing. They aren't paying attention, or they're doing things that are offensive. If you just avoid a few major mistakes, learn how to start conversations with women, and do a few simple things to things RIGHT, you'll all but totally avoid "rejection" from the women you approach.
WHATS BUGGING THE S**** OUT OF ME: "Blank" should be thankful that i take the time to do stuff for you, it has gotten to the point that imma be a jerk cause im tired of it and tahts all i do. Sometimes i want to be blunt and tell you to fuck off, but im not that mean. You dont even like talk to me anymore. Every msg i get is " Julian can you do something for me?" or " can you help me" like fo real am i your servant or something, I mean i dont mind to help out a friend but not someone who only really talks to you when they need soemthing. But sometimes we actually do talk...and what do we talk about? We always talk about you. You this or You that......Always talkin about how pretty u are and braggin about how so many guys are interested in you and stuff like that.. i mean do i care? i mean i would understand if u tell me these things if in a conversation but not when were talking about something and out of nowhere u say soemthing like "wow i cant believe so many cute guys like me". i mean wtf is that shit.... are like trying to make me jealous? So yeah the reason why ive been ignoring u and being kinda harsh and critical when i talk to u is cause im getting frustrated and i dont really want to deal with it anymore. So if ur going to talk to me, plz i dont care if some guys into u or ur into some guy or brag about something, so plz change the subject....And dont think this is liek more drama or anything cause its not im just getting some things off my chest and dont take it too harshly, im just stating facts.....and u can deny it all u want but really think about it and ull see that u do do these things, but yeah just stating facts...i aint gonna dwell on this issue anymore its over...
so truth hurts, had to get that off my chest. have a nice day.
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