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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

  • UPDATE: something for your prayers

    you all know how much i appreciate your prayers, and many times i know i have asked you to keep the ministry and/or life here in the city in your prayers...but here i am again, asking that you pray with me through some things.
    its a little bit of an odd request, but i would like you to pray for food. as you know, we feed the kids at the center dinner, 4 nights a week, and in the last month or so the number of kids we have for dinner has grown to 35-50 kids a night. for many years now, we have been blessed to be able to do this at a very affordable rate, since we are able to access food from the san francisco foodbank. however, as many of you obviously know, the economy is in such a weird place that it has really taken it's toll everywhere and the foodbank is no exception. the food bank has a very limited supply of food and what they do have to offer doesnt create a meal. this week was the first week that we have felt the effects of this as our freezers have slowly emptied. we were forced to buy groceries at a local pak'n'save which got us through the next week or so, but our budget wont allow for this to be a permanent solution.
    so i ask simply that you would pray for food. we know that God will provide for all our needs, and that when we ask for bread he will not give us a stone...
    again, thank you so much for always being willing to pray with me though these things...

    ***UPDATE***
    God is so good! went to the foodbank today and took home a van load of great food! thanks for all your prayers!
    food

Monday, May 05, 2008

  • God is moving

    it has been so incredible lately. i was reading a book the other day and they quoted mother theresa saying "we are not called to be successful, only faithful" this is a quote i want to live. so often life here in the city can be discouraging, or things dont turn out the way i'd like...people fall to their addictions, kids make bad choices, people don't show up, i fumble and crash into things and forget how to love...but the truth is none of this matters. i cant change things. i cant make things successful...and what would success look like anyway? im only called to be faithful, to love and to continue to cling to the greatest Love, and the rest doesnt matter. if no kids show up or if 150 do. if i feel like a failure or like ive really connected. whether i see kids change their lives and follow Christ or whether i never see what happens to a seed planted. none of it changes my ability to be faithful.
    with that said i have been so renewed by how much i have seen God moving in our little community. i feel so at home here, i have found my niche with a whole group of new kids we have here. we have about 25 new kids ranging from 4-12 and being there 4 days a week has given me the privilege of getting to know them really fast, and i am already in love. i think honestly and truly i could spend my whole life here and be happy.
    thats a funny realization to have, but i dont think i had it all at once i think it has come to me over time, and im just calling it what it is...
    i am here to stay

Saturday, April 26, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Hideaway
    By The Weepies
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    I love the Weepies...

        and this song is one of the reasons:

    Yesterday, when you were young,
    Everything you needed done was done for you.
    Now you do it on your own
    But you find you're all alone,
    What can you do?

    You and me walk on
    Cause you can't go back now.

    You know there will be days when you're so tired that you can't take another step,
    The night will have no stars and you'll think you've gone as far as you will ever get

    But you and me walk on
    Cause you can't go back now
    And yeah, yeah, go where you want to go
    Be what you want to be,
    If you ever turn around, you'll see me.

    I can't really say why everybody wishes they were somewhere else
    But in the end, the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself

    And you and me walk on
    Yeah you and me walk on
    Cause you can't go back now
    Walk on, walk on, walk on
    You can't go back now


    the new album is w-o-n-d-e-r-full!!!

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