| wow so why do things always fit into the category "the story of my life"so just found out the girl i was waiting to be ready to date decided she would fall again for her ex who she said had too many differences and would never work...and then she goes and tries to set me up with one of her friends??? i dont understand life...
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| im just a lil frustrated at life right now but I wont get into it Im just trying to figure out how to deal with it....I did have an amazing experience with Homeless week tho...
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| hmm... I'm told a lot of things...Im told im a great guy but when its all said and done im never the guy....so am I really that great of a guy?
Im told I need to wait it out and be patient..but when the results are the same either way? Isn't waiting just a waste of time?
I'm told that Im a hard worker but yet I can't find a job and get turned down for a required internship..so really how hard do i work and if I do why isn't it recoginzed.
I'm told I need to believe a certain way politically...but what happens if I dont agree totally with everything i'm told to believe?
I'm told that Jesus is my saviour and that he loves me...well that is one thing that I am told that I can't argue...
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| so yaI never write here anymore except when i want a limited amount of people to see it or if it is just for myself really...here I go again...
I lost the election for VP for MRL. I was told I had better content and he had more fluff in his speech...the problem was my nerves...I was nervous to the point of passing out and it showed...
I just hate the fact that I struggle with confidence but I never can get what I want in life when I give my best...how do I build it? i dont want an answer really...
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| so i deleted that last entry...sorry about that...so right now I am really liking life....Its kind of a weird feeling. I made some small changes, am trying my hardest to be positive, to hang out with people as much as possible. Its good for a change to be focusing on God, to not make certain things more important than Him. I have also come to realize how Stupid I have been in the past and it almost feels good to realize that because it definitely relieves certain feelings and makes me look at certain situations differently...Well... Thanks for reading...I don't know who all does anymore...Welp...Have a Great weekend all!
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