well here i am
i sit here unattended
not knowing which way to turn

my life seems as a blur
but how can i change this feeling

you walk by me everyday
but do you even notice

do you notice the tears in my eyes
or the hole in my heart

how can i explain it
this pain i keep in side
will i be able to over come it
or will i just shrivle up and die

i feel fake at times
putting on a show for all to see
is this really who i am
is this really me

take my heart into your hands
and hold it as tight as can be
for i at times need love
and mayb the tears will fade

fade away into the darkness
that has lingered here so long

leave this place of happiness
leave my place called home

Well tomarrow is Thanksgivving day.  I like to think this year that I am thankful for so many wonderful things.  The following is a short quick list and there probably are way more:

God
Family
Friends
Home
Life
You
Job
Pretty much everything I have !!!
Which wouldn't be possible with out the first one on my list !!!

Well I just feeled overwhelmed this Thanksgivving and it really couldn't of came at a better time.  I really do realize that I have a lot to be thankfull for.  I'm lucky that I have 2 friends who survived and are on their way to recovery from 2 seperate accidents they were in 2 saturdays ago.  Please if you can, keep them in your prayers.  My good friend Mitch wrecked his motorcycle and has stitches across his eye and broke his wrist in 3 different places.  Hes recovering really well.  My other friend not so lucky but she is on her way to recovering.  She is in Wichita hospital from catching on fire.  Paint thinner got thrown into a fire that she was next 2 and it caught her.  She is getting surgerys done to help fix the skin on her arms and legs and they are waiting for her face.   Shes in a lot of pain as you could imagine.  Please just keep these two in your prayers if you could !  THANKS !!!

Just one last thing.  This Thanksgivving, don't forget to tell everyone in your life how thankfull you are of them being there and that ya love them.  They'll appreciate it !  You just never know when yours or someone elses life might come to an end or even if the good Lord might come back.

So THANK YOU ALL for being my friend.  Even if you dont' consider yourself my friend, thanks for just being you !  Have a HAPPY thanksgivving !!!

LOVE,
Jacinda Kay