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Name: John
Birthday: 12/20/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: Friends, Music, Pool, Rock Climbing, Accounting, Poltics, History, and Life!
Expertise: " I look good,
I feel good,
I smell good,
and I make love good" - James Brown
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business
Message: message me
AIM:  ClassBPimp
Member Since:
1/11/2003
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| I'm a traveling over worked fool... only a few more weeks of busy season. Maybe then I can move on with my life... find hobbies... maybe even a girl... hell, friends? John | | |
| Omaha some where in the middle of america... yea I'm back here. | | |
| Going on 25...So this upcoming Thursday I turn 25, usually birthdays come and go but I have a lot of thoughts in my head for this one...
I feel like this is a bit of a difficult time for me, reality sometimes can be rough, and turning 25 kinda throws reality in your face. At work my first year was pretty solid, I worked my butt off but got recognition. I was definitely looked at highly in TICE (its a PwC term), as a rising star associate. What I found out this year is things can quickly turn around, and I am sure there have been hundreds like me before who were very promising but faded. This year I don't think I have performed up to the level I am capable of or that others were expecting. Maybe I am a little burned out, a little bored, a little lazy, I dunno, but this has been a tough year but in a very different way than last year.
In the love life department, it occurs to me I am 25 and have not had a relationship that has lasted for more than a year. So many of my friends are in long term relationships or getting married. I originally said I wanted to get married at 27, but I would have to be dating someone for at least a year or two first... hmmm I don't like where that calculation leads me. Today I was talking to a friend who seemed very content in her relationship and it made me feel deeply lonely.
So I dunno what to think these days, I am kinda just floating, I am not unhappy, but I am not happy... I am not sure if this is "it"...
John
This is my December
this is my time of the year
this is my December
this is all so clear
This is my December
this is my snow covered
home
this is my December
this is me alone
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| OmahaJust got to my hotel in Omaha... at 2:30am. Not looking forward to work tomorrow! | | |
| Five years ago today I started college.
If I were to tell myself then everything I know now, I don't think I would believe it. Its been 5 years full of ups and downs, and just plain unbelievable times. I am glad I chose to go to Rutgers, I am grateful for the friends I have made, and all the things I have been able to experience because of my choice to come here. Thank you to everyone who has been a part of my life for the past five years... I know pretty sappy.
John
R U rah rah
R U rah rah
Ooorah oorah
Rutgers rah
Upstream red team
Red team upstream
Rah rah
Rutgers rah
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