胡說八道的話...看看就好..不要當真阿...
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Original: 6/1/2008 2:42 AM
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Sunday, June 01, 2008

好~~~久不見

 有很長一段時間沒上來了...真的很長一段時間...
最近真的都沒有什麼時間上來...都還是跟以前一樣..每天忙到豬頭..然後會家就累倒了..weekend也都排滿節目, 也沒辦法上來寫寫update....

這兩天有一點空閒, roommate 不在家, 一個人難得有空閒..說穿了我又失眠了拉..所以才決定回來這裡.

話說....真的很不想每次上來都寫不開心的事情, 但是我能發洩的地方也只有這裡, 真的把東西寫出來才不會悶在心裡讓自己不爽...  今天哩...莎莉打來...從對話中聽她說最近有個男的在追她跟她走得很近..然後聽她口氣也覺得她有好感不排斥. 聽了我酸的快爆了..  當然啦, 我覺得我沒有表露什麼, 也只有半開玩笑的虧她, 當時還真的不知道要怎麼反應.. 她會不掩飾的跟我說也是因為我們的關係特殊, 只是我不知道該是支持還是該吃醋... 矛盾到極點. 
真的很不喜歡像現在這種夜深人靜完全放空的感覺, 腦袋裡開始胡思亂想, 明明早已是過去式, 但自總覺得自己還是沒有走出那裏.. 看來真的真的要好好的去面對一下了..

講些值得高興的事情吧, 我去年年底經過奶吉認識了滑雪論壇的朋友, 回台灣前也跟他們去了一趟mammoth..玩得很高興, 我真的很喜歡一群人去滑雪住宿的感覺, 覺得大家玩在一塊是一件很享受的事情...其實說穿了還不是我不喜歡一個人.. 台灣回來後, 就發生上次情人節滑雪摔傷事件, 那個傷到現在都還沒好 (但是我也沒有好好的去養那個傷拉) 綁了support就跟其他四個人跑Colorado滑雪...短短的五六天, 讓我對滑雪再次的瘋狂, 其實我覺得我對滑雪運動的感覺已經到了一個瓶頸, 就只覺得變得很單純的運動, 沒有說我不去滑會活不下去的感覺...但是這次到了colorado 就再次感受到能從綿綿的山頂上滑雪下來是人生一大享受..之後又去了三次weekend mammoth 團..我整個人upgrade 變成滑雪瘋子...還有今年認識滑雪基地南加勸敗組長, 讓我今年滑雪配備全部換新...頭盔,雪鏡,夾克,褲子, first layer, 手套, boots, 雪板, binding ... 省了很多, 但是加起來也破費不少...但是能認識大家一起上山是我今年冬天最好的回憶...
車子方面哩...上上禮拜利用下班後的一點時間, 把小白修好了...小白也正式成為我的 race car 之一..當然畢竟還是一台scion..沒什麼馬力, 開起來也還真的很慢 (但是後來發現真的是我的技術問題) 但是能再次開著小白,而且是在賽車場上跟其他大馬力車子較量的感覺讓我重拾對賽車愛好...真的是紓解壓力的一個方法.  最好的是我可以開著小白去賽道, 不像jdmrice要拖來拖去..而且開小白真的很便宜...不像開rice出去一定五百起跳的... 下個月有一個雜誌要用我的小白做一連續的文章. 他們的主題就是如何不花大錢但是有可以改出一台好開又好玩的車子..到時候再來update..
公司方面, 經濟不是很好, 但是對我們的影響還算不大, 因為本來生意量就沒有很大, 所以沒有感覺到很大的差別, 但是還是有影響, 各大廠商都因為原料成本提高, 還有美元下跌紛紛調漲我們的進貨成本...東西越來越難賣了.....  好消息是我又找回我的 Oakley 貨源, 讓我可以再次回到賣眼鏡的市場, 雖然量不大, 可是我已經改成走高單價路線, 而且又很幸運的找到幾隻特殊的型號, 讓我這次搶到了不少錢...所以才可以support我這幾個月來滑雪費用的開銷...有錢當然是好的, 我也真的該努力存些錢, 想打算買下一個可以自己落腳的殼... 我Utah的房客也要搬出去了, 這次新的房租應該可以漲到九百, 所以cash flow也可以開始多一點了..呵呵呵...
感情上哩...剛剛也說過了..沒什麼進展... 但是單身也有單身的好處, 看著我合夥人在每天時間一到就要回家報到 (這當然是理所當然拉都結婚了也應該這樣..不想回家才有鬼哩..) 但是總覺得一個人有時候真的還自由自在... 也可以很大方的去認識新的朋友... 最重要的是要看開...放輕鬆做自己, 剩下的就交給緣分了...
 Posted 6/1/2008 2:42 AM - 94 views - 5 comments

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你到底是在做什麼的啊? 之前聽起來好像跟 business/finance 有關, 現在又變成 oakley?

and... utah 的房客? 是從 utah 去的人嗎?

我之前每個禮拜去滑雪的時候也漸漸覺得只是運動, 有點像你說的遇到瓶頸似的.
下個 snowboarding season 我也會在加州, 到時候就請你多多指教囉!!

Posted 6/1/2008 3:37 PM by daedmz - reply

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add oil...
Posted 6/3/2008 1:13 PM by chipa214 - reply

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hey, i read your previous entry..about gf.. you wrote:

以前女朋友會問我...你愛我嗎?? 哪你喜歡我哪一點? 愛?? 喜歡?? 是愛還是喜歡...老實說..大部分的時候我已經搞不清楚了..喜歡一個人會變成習慣...那個習慣是愛嗎?? 還是只是淡掉的喜歡...?

did you ever figure that out...?


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it's nice to be by yourself..until a point..when u start thinking like hey, it would be nice if there's someone there. what i mean is, if youve always been single then it's ok, but if youve been in a relationship and you know what having another person is like, it gets pretty difficult sometimes when you are by yourself...do you agree? i guess 還是有一群朋友的好..

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i feel like it's hard to get into winter sports. i used to snowboard a tiny bit, but that's cause my ex and i were learning at the same time. it's hard to be consistent b/c unless you are willing to go alone, you usually can't find people your own level or the person at the low level you are at isnt willing to go as much as you want...but this prob doesnt apply to you cause you are probably an expert since you go so much.. XD
Posted 6/4/2008 7:18 PM by tdalch Xanga True Member - reply

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Hello. nice to meet you... guess you are Deadmz Linda's friend huh :)
to answer you question.. i would say it's still love... after we broke up.. I admit I still have feelings for her.. even tho we are not meant to be together. She was very special to me since we knew each other for over 17 years. To me she is different with others. But hey.. I might find someone even better and I will probable bury this feeling deep down and let it become a nice memory. In the end.. we won't be together if we did not love each other.

I have to agree with you.. I do get those feelings ALL the time.. but I don't think it's fair to be with someone just because I want someone to be on my side. But... I really like to have lots of friends by my side as well.. it's very important to find someone who likes me and my other friends as well.. to me that is very important.

you can go with a group of friends who are better then you.. you might get left out (that's why you grab some guy friend who are willing to teach you..hahahha.) but once you learn the basic you can go anywhere with people who are better then you.. you will just be slower.. we always wait for others at the bottom .. regroup and then go again.. that's our style. Enjoy the snow is our main goal .. i mean.. hanging out with friends is the whole purpose.. if you just want to snowboard I think those people will go by themselves instead of going with group of friends...

nice to meet you :).. kic
Posted 6/4/2008 10:19 PM by jdmrice - reply

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nice meeting you too! she is one of my good friends~ we know each other from xanga only but soon it won't be just that!! :D

i hate how things have to work out sometimes. sometimes it's obvious that you love each other but at one point you have to realise that you are ultimately incompatible with one another. shit usually goes down when one person can't see that though. are you guys still friends? because dude..just being close to someone for 17 years isn't exactly an easy thing in itself!

youre right, it's about hanging out with friends. one winter a group of us rented a cabin..it was so much fun. i miss hanging out with a group of people - i mean specifically people who are my friends :( i don't know if i'm "good" at it anymore since i've been so antisocial for the past four years haha, how sad..

btw..my car's name is 小白 too (in chinese only though. and only cause my bfs car is 小黑 (nissan fairlady z) haha). we are so original! :P

-jenny
Posted 6/5/2008 11:31 PM by tdalch Xanga True Member - reply


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