The last day holiday of Easter...tomorrow has to go back to work la....but it's still a pleasure that i enjoy my work.

what a pity that I didnt go to church today....sigh...it 's totally my fault i know..I should have slept earlier and not to chat so much with my overseas beloved Jean and slept at 6....i think i could see the sun rise from my window.Please forgive me as i really miss Jeannie so much...I really longing to have a nice and funny holiday while she returns to HK. I do take her to some new place where newly developed as sightseeing point as i treat myself as tourist as well since i start my busy life.

I just miss him as well....I really gonna to be dried without him.But I think of  one thing..If I lost myself...then i have nothing for him. I have to build up, build up my own charactor for my beloved. Ces't la vie..~

感冒好了一些,因為之前實在睡眠不足...唉....

我病到暈昏昏的都只是想著他會什麼時候打電話來...但到最後都沒有,其實我是不是應該放棄了?等待其實是何其的折磨人...

我是不是在自欺欺人??嘿,本來就是什麼也沒有...

天上人間,美好的盡是活在記憶中.究竟現實中有沒有美好的事情?

聽了阿葵的說話,突然覺得自己很天真,很可笑.....本來就什麼也沒有...一切只是我太懂得編故事而已.不過也對呀,原本我只是一個在現實拿著筆,只活在幻想中的人....在抽離的世界裡當然什麼都是美好的啊...為什麼我到現在還沒有想通...好笨.

每天去面對一些如流水般的事情...見得多,認識得多有什麼用....我的靈魂根本連一克的重量也沒有...這一刻過後,這一刻的我已經不再存在,如果連我也不把這一刻的自己留在記憶中,過了百年之後還有誰記得我?

我一直在等待.等待你讓我的靈魂有重量,靜靜的....把每一次想到你時的甜和澀都刻在記憶裡....留著....然後獨個兒回味,再沈澱...

我好傻,竟然以為你會有一點點的關心我..好傻...baka.

現在我能做到的,就是傻痴痴的等,然後.....