Well, I have updated my blog...it looks nicer now...I think.  In any case, I don't know if it's worth it so I only paid for a month .  Besides, I can't afford much of anything right now so $4 was a good price.

I love the fact that Xanga pages are idiot-proof though. So I still didn't write that paper but I fully intend to write it for Thursday and hand it in.  I'm sorry to hear about Amy's disk, but I'm glad she learned a lesson. And I'm glad she wrote to me...I had no idea she even knew I had a page.

Thanks for the advice ConcettaJean, I'm still looking into it, but I can tell you one thing, cake is definitely not happening!  And thanks for the knot suggestion, pretty neat stuff :) 

I'm so busy now with school and observations and lesson plans and rehearsals and wedding stuff, I don't think that I can write anything coherent here on this page anymore. 

Most of my creativity is being funneled into lesson plans and even that seems less creative these days.  I think when my body senses stress it just shuts down.

I really don't want to stick around here for much longer.  My fiance thinks we should though. I guess it depends on whether or not I finish school.  Truth be told, all I have left is Student teaching and I feel that's sort of a waste of time anyway. Besides, I need warmth.

So anyway, there it is. I hope whoever is still reading this likes the new skin.

jenny

The time just goes so fast. I feel like I have been abandoning my xanga friends. Though I feel I have been abandoned as well.  So...

I'm in NH. It's snowing...again.  Honestly, I leave NNY and it's never warmer anywhere else.

The wedding plans are progressing.  I have been informed of a lot of things that I need to do.

I could probably use some help if someone wants to write me a list.  I'm thinking of Concettajean...:)

So people are wanting more...hehehe.

You either have Jesus Christ or you don't.  He either saves or He doesn't save.  It's all or nothing...God's attribute of unchangeableness is unchangeable.

When it is said that I choose God, or I have to continually "walk in the light" in order to achieve salvation and if I fall away I have to continually bring myself back to achieve Heaven, I can't agree...for several Biblical reasons.

But, putting that aside for now, let's talk reality. 

I am a sinner, a child of satan.  I was born that way and I will be a sinner till I die. If that is who I am, what would I possibly want with God?  All he would do is ruin my fun and make me feel bad about myself.  Why would I choose God if I can have all of the other stuff that is pleasing to my flesh?

I didn't choose Him, I couldn't choose Him, and I wouldn't want to choose Him in my sinful state.

But He turns our hearts and nudges us toward Him.  It is He and He alone through the power of His Spirit.

Whether or not I continually choose to honor Him in my life and for His glory is up to me. But I believe that He will get ahold of me and nudge me again when I start to wander from the truth.

Disorder | Rating

Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html