So moved into my apartment. My own room, kinda smallish compared to the other two bedrooms, mine is aprox 9x11. I have no bed right now, sleeping bag on the floor!!

Tommorow I help move people, job hunt, and go buy some stuff. That's about it.

Still bummed about my last cellphone going capoot, I have very few of the old numbers I had. Call me if you want me to have your number.. (8162619676).

-John

So summer project is over, I was in California/Mexico for 1625 hours. It was an experience, another chapter to this life. Time to move on now.

Well SDSP is starting to slow down. Not really, but somewhat. I mean I learned how to swim (yeah!), and I have the motivation to finish out the project. Plus I know now what I'm gonna do this fall (6 really tempting job offers, including a rare and very lucrative opportunity in San Diego @ SeaWorld (let's just say $750 a week after taxes for 2-months, $1000 a week after taxes the next 3-months, then $1800 moving slowly to $2400 a week over the next nine-months.)

My decision will probably cause alot of turmoil, but that's okay. God is leading me, and I know he wants me in a specific place, and I'm so glad to know I'm gonna be where he wants me to be.

So I've been really convicted about complaining lately. Alot of the responsibility I was given has been yanked away by people, which makes me feel like they don't trust me, which makes my self-confidence go down. Even though I need to look to God only for confidence and self-worth I tend to look to others for it. In the end does it really matter if I have a hand in making the videos, as long as God is glorified?

I can submit to authority, even though in this case it's ill-gotten authority of "We do the videos or they won't be shown." I could always fight that way to, with the "Do it my way or you can't use the video camera or editing computer," but I'm gonna yield, have fun with it, and if they do something where I cannot submit then I'm gonna stand up. But God being glorified is #1, I don't care if I am the most hated guy on project, God's gonna get the glory.