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| ChickenlakeYesterday, MOE Excel Festival, Mg dance night. That was the coolest experience I've ever, experienced! Ha! We had all kinds of response and questions coming in- hilarious. Facial expressions from the public were seriously amusing to me,
           you name it honey! My shift was from 11-4, and dang, it sure was exhausting I must say. Ice cream stealers were all over Temasek University's booth, Alethea was laughing at my coolness of walking into the screen while putting on those 3D shades. Deb shared a fair bit of her Honeycomb Ice cream, Juv and Ru happily ditched me for lunch, so I ditched them back with Shu Chern, HA! But they ditched me back by leaving after their shift, which ended at 1, riaow. Then after, I went to get clueless Many, And YES, I knew where you were, the information counter, I was just pretending to not see you when you were right beside/behind me. And thanks to Many, I knocked my head against the base of the mobile staircase cause I was darn excited she was rushing me like there was no tomorrow or God knows what. And yea, CHIJ KATONG WAS SO THERE MANY. It was just invisible and so only special people like you can see it, am I right? Then I went to get Kimsie, we went crazy until changing time. I learnt something while queueing up for a cubicle yesterday, that women drink loads of water, and they can pee for up to 5 minutes so, do not bother to wait if you see a long queue protruding out of the toilet door. Anyway, Nicken and Wesley were stalking us, they presumed that they were out to find Kentucky and they kept following us when they knew that we were not having dinner with them. Get a life yao. and I didn't get tricked into taking that ugly bag by Nicken, promise. Ho yea, pigchers!
Dancers do know how to spell unglamourous afterall.
Daddy, this is why I need photoshop.
And this is why you shouldn't be eating while being snapped.
And this is, love. Though Nick and I agree that we don't look very good here, but there's always a next time, I think. LOVEY;D
"Absence makes the heart go fonder", she says. And I agree.
Many, you're going to be so so so jealous when you see this, love, JERRAFE;D | | |
| When I look at the stars, I'll feel like myselfI do appreciate you guys, I really do. I love ya'll truckloads, it's just that little things do get in the way at times.
Kimsie and I were talking about annoyance today, it sucks a whole lot. But right after that conversation, I began to reflect back on those times. Say at the beginning of the year, it was awesome, I remember being all cheery everyday, school spelt joy and happiness, it was simply splendid. Then issues started popping out of nowhere. My bestfriend, denial, told me that it's alright to keep it in, and just, smile! Pretence was out of the picture at that point. So, why the buck am I talking about this? Straight to the point, I admit that I do gossip, I just don't spread it. Cause I know how it feels like when the rumour is about, you. So no, spreading rumours is just not my nature. So yay, there you have it, the whole truth that I've been keeping in. And I'm going to publicised this, cause I really want you guys to know that I did gossip about ya'll before, and I'm willing/going to stop. I'm really really really sorry sorry if you're going to be all disappointed and upset with me. But I'm really taking the step to confess and I know that's the least I can do. I'll make it up to ya'll. My deepest apologies.
 Forgive me pretty please? & When I look at the stars, I'll see someone else. | | |
| Shin spline? Dangg. I don't like having tight muscles, I thought eating mussels would be of a great help but nooooooo. Not at all. And I just removed someone from group "so close" on messenger. Cause to begin with, I feel excruciatingly guilty for including her. Sorry hon D;
We have new kiddos in SOTA todayyy!;D
YAYPEE. And that, was really mean of you, meanie. You're like a lioness, just, more evil. Screw you, damn. And like how Bevy would say, I'll keeeeel youuuuu! hahahaha, she's the adorablest, thanks for cheering me up the other day with Brown spongebob! Lovedovedove
Today was crazy and funnnnnnnn! Friedy and I had this crazy singing competition or something? And yea, we had to create or own lyrics and the real challenge was that it had to be in chinese. I mean like, wow.
Friedy loooooveeee;D
THANK YOU CHOWIE! You're the looooveeydoveyyy! Jerballdine? Mayballl, heellppp!
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| I can't socialise no moreI've never been this sad, till I met you. And damn, do I finally realise that I've been there- just for your use. And nothing else, it's just me me me me trying and you you you you. You know what? I don't even want to talk about it anymore. Everyone is just into their problems, they just keep brooding over the same ol' situations. While I have to give them that kind of attention and just not get any in return. Hello? I'm going through something that's twice of what you're fugging going through. If I can keep it in, why can't you? What if I say that I have 5 major pending issues, ever ready to blow me up. That I can't even be mad at someone, that I'm so restricted to doing certain things or I'll be thought as an attention seeker. Yea, I do care about what people think about me, cause I'm so darn fugging scared that people would hate me like how they did back then. So I keep trying to please these people in every fugging way that I can, and at the same time, I can't take the way that they react. They don't acknowledge the efforts that I've fugging put in.
I'm a bitch, damn. | | |
| My mind is in a whirl, something's wrong, really wrong with me. No, it's not that my head is empty, it's not that my brain has been juiced, and no, not that I don't have one, nonono, it's not the occasional screw up. Something is just really wrong with me. But this time, it doesn't seem like before, where I was willing to get help. I'm just, not fond of getting help this time, what the jell is happening?
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