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Name: Jesse
Birthday: 1/27/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Jewelery-making, Poetry, in any way, shape or form, animals, biking, running, salsa and swing dancing ( i'm now Senora Salsa , or matadora de la salsa...), traveling abroad, canoeing, camping, faith, guys....
Expertise: making a total ass out of myself and still keeping my cool....oooooohhhh yeaaaaaaaaaah! Sticking my foot in my mouth, making anything that is said sound totally dirty, changing tires and jumping cars, flirting unintentionally, meeting creepy stalkish guys on buses, living life to the utmost fullest, being happy with myself in all my geekiness (embrace your inner geek!), and of course laughing uncontrolably for no apparent reason whatsoever...!
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Member Since:
5/16/2005
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| Grrr....I love going on trips, but I absolutely hate
packing for them! I always seem to forget something extremly
vital......usually deoderant or toothpaste, much to the dismay of my
fellow travelers.....I've tried the list route and everything; nothing
works. I'm thinking maybe the fact that I tend to pack about an hour
before I go anywhere may lend to my forgetful tendencies, so for Camp
Gray, I've actaully started packing today....Imagine that y'all....!
Although old habits are so engrained into me, and thus very hard to
break, so we shall see....
After I get the packing out of the way, three awesome weeks of
meeting new friends, eating food cooked for you, and hanging out with
little kids who utterly adore you, imperfections and all.....who could
ask for anything more I'd say...?! I hope to even out my splochy
trucker tan going on over one arm, and hopefully get some soccer and
cross country training in even though the days at camp are going to be
jam packed.
Tonight I'm off to a Harry Potter party with a bunch
of friends....my friends thought it would be fun to dress up with black
capes and scars drawn on our foreheads, but that seemed like a little
much for me....It should be fun!
Hope you all have a great three weeks!
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| I thought this weekend was going to be a weekend where I finally got to
take a much needed break from my chaotic lifestyle, but no such
luck.....there's always things to do, friends who want to hang out with
me, and just everyday demands that simply cannot be neglected....such
is the life of Jesse....I have to admit though, it's not like anyone
else created my busyness; life is what you make it, and I most
definately brought all activity on myself, and I really do love living
life to the utmost fullest, and relishing every moment.....I wouldn't
have my life any other way than brimming over with activities, and
jam-packed with people I love! Perfect combo I'd say!
On Friday, I finally worked up my weak and puny nerves to
go and get my belly button pierced! I've been wanting to do it all
summer, and I decided it was either now or never; you only live once ya
know! I dragged Katie along for moral support ( and to revive me when I
fainted) and we headed off early Friday morning. I arrived at Steve's
only to find that Blonde Jesse had left her ID at home! So I drove all
the way home with Katie to search for my driver's license.......Let's
just say rummaging around my room is like an archeological dig; you
never know what you might unearth.......After an hour of searching, no
driver's license was in sight, so I grabbed my passport, and headed out
the door. Needless to say, I was a shaking nervous wreck by the
time I arrived, and the employees adorned with full body tatoos and
execution-style chairs weren't aiding in calming my distraght
nerves in the slightest. I signed a form that basically said that I
might die, and that I couldn't sue if I did. I was shaking so
violently, my signature look like a dog I tried to draw in
kindergarten. I laid down on the vinyl green table, and squeezed my
eyes shut and braced myself for the ungodly sharp pain to come.
I opened my eyes to find a barbell stuck
through my navel, and only a little pinch of pain to go with it. I
smiled a shaky smile laden with bravery, and headed proudly home with
Katie, glad I had withstood the biggest test of my bravery I've ever
been confronted with.
The rest of the weekend was the epitome of good
times for sure! My parents had gone to the cabin for the weekend along
with my brother, so I had the whole house to myself! I get lonely
easily so Mikaela said she'd love to come spend the weekend at my
house, even though she lives like 15 min. away! Friday, a bunch of us
headed to Summerfest to go see Marc Broussard ( kinda like Gavin
Degraw, only not), and do some serious shopping there! I met an
amazingly interesting guy on the bus on the way there, and had sucha
blast dancing and falling off the bleachers from laughing so hard! I
ate so much greasy food there that I'm sure I put on a dangerous amount
of weight; it was insane! Rory and I got there soooo early, so we had
fabulous seats for the whole nite.....good times!
Saturday was ......ummm.....interesting....
Mikaela, Anna and I went to the Farmer's Market to babysit a girl
there, and then hiked around the Art Fair on the Square! The art was
sooo pretty; I really wanted to take it all home for my dorm room next
year, but it was waaay to expensive! I saw a ton of random people I
know there too, which is always fun! The thai food I ate for lunch
there from a small booth was def. out of this world and quite authentic
too! Sat. nite is when I really took advantage of my parent's being
gone. I admit, my conscience felt slightly guilty, but the opportunity
for a party was just too good to pass up! Mikaela and I made an awesome
picnic, and then headed to the drive in movie theater with a
bunch of friends to go see " Batman Begins"! We got really lost and
were really late, so I spent the whole movie explaining the important
plot points to everyone......so funny! Christian Bale is so gosh dern
hot...!
So I thought all we had to drink at the movie was water,
but apparently one of the guys who came with us brought a huge bottle
of Captian's, so by the time the show was over, a few people were
pretty far gone. I drove home, and then that's when the party really
got started!
We played some strip poker, which was really fun for
awhile, and then attempted DDR, which was really hard when intoxicated
I found out ( I failed miserably!)! Then at around 3am, things started
to get a little rough. One of my friends drank a bit too much, and
forgot to eat before doing so, and thus got really trashed and sick on
my bathroom floor! I spent the rest of the night after that helping
her......I was really afraid for her too because she's hardly ever
drank before, and she def. had a lot of shots! I kept trying to get her
to drink water to prevent dehydration, and she kept getting sick all
over me......By the time the morning came around, she finally fell
asleep, and I had hardly slept any! It was definately a fun party I
guess, but I really hope she doesn't get sick again like that; I don't
know if I've ever been so scared in my life!
The rest of the week should be good times! I
need to spend a ton of time getting ready for Camp Gray on Sunday
afternoon, and then Mikaela and Katie want me to go to a Harry Potter
Party on Friday at midnite, and then to Maxwell Street Days on
Sat......should be fun!
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| The desire is inside of me although I cannot pinpoint it It is
burning there like a constant flame never able to be smothered, glowing
in the internal ebony. At times, it wells up inside and the pressure is
painful .I think I know myself, but then I'm too afraid to look
inside,to confront myself head on like a raging bull . I think the
puzzle is put together inside but how can it be when I can't uncover
all the pieces? I must revisit my heart, I must search my soul, I must
find my deepest wishes. I must find my dreams; I must encounter me.
Here's something I wrote when I was like 10; it's amazing how true it
rings in my life now as well as 8 years ago. I guess some things never
change.
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| To all my soccer buddies doing hardcore training this summer, there
will be NO PRACTICE tomorrow morning 'cuz Nate is still going to be out
of town! So kick back, relax, and enjoy your day off y'all!
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| Yesterday was most def. good times! I spent a few hours talking on the
phone to friends I haven't been in contact with for waaaay too long,
and then got to hang with Mikaela and her friend Brianna and go running
and make jean skirts till like 1 am.....good times! It was hilarious
though, cuz while I was running, Brianna and Mikaela hid behind a car,
and as I ran by, they jumped out from behind the car and scared me to
death! I screamed "HOLY SHIT!" really really loud cuz I was so scared,
and then ran over into a bush to hide cuz I thought they were strangers
( it was really dark so I couldn't tell...)...then they came running
towards me and hugged me, and I knew who they were at once....I was
still scared and really jumpy for the rest of the night though.....it
was really funny!
I've decided that the thing that bugs me most in the
world is when you're trying to tell a story, and people keep
interrupting you with their stories. For example, yesterday I was
talking on the phone to one of my friends, and attempting to tell her
about this one really good movie I'd seen, and she kept interrupting
with, " Well this one time, I saw this really good movie....." She kept
making the conversation about her, and I got really fed up.....She was
being really egocentric.......She's an awesome person, and I guess
since I haven't talked to her in months, I kind of forgot about her
annoying idiocycracies, and focused in on her good traits.....oh well,
I guess we all have our kwirks....I'm sure there's things that she
can't stand about me, but we're still good friends regardless....
Today's pretty blah I guess. I have to clean
the whole house because my parents are going away for the weekend, and
they say that's the price I have to pay in order to have my friends
come and spend the weekend here while they aren't home.....oh well,
it's def. worth it!
This weekend should be a ton of fun, no doubt! Tomorrow
I'm going to get my belly button pierced with Katie in the morning, and
then headed to Milwaukee with like 5 friends to go to Summerfest and
see Marc Broussard. Mikaela's going to spend the weekend her with me I
guess, which'll be fun! On Sat., I'm headed to the Farmer's Market
really early, and then babysitting in the afternoon! I actually
convinced Mikaela to go with me and some other friends to a drive in
movie at night, and I think we're going to have a picnic there too,
which will be a BLAST!
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