This past week I went to Super Summer. Super Summer is a leadership camp and a place to become a stronger christian.

We got to stay in dorms on the collage campus. My roomate was my friend Sarah and she plays guitar. Our room was clean on my part, but she didn't keep her things in order. The rooms were really nice and they had closets. I was prepared for closets because I brought hangers. Everyone else was very jelous.

When we first got there we were greeted with our schools. Our schools are different colors for different grade levels. I was orange this year!!!!! After that we went to our dorms and unpacked. Then we went to dinner. Dinner was amazing because it was buffet and you could go up as many times as you wanted. Cloudburst was next, and it was the welcoming event. Mile5 was the praise band for the week. The rest of the week consisted of family time, sessions, recreation time, and food. We had "famlies" that were made up of people in our school that didn't go to church with us. My "mom" was Miss Lori and my "dad" was Andrew. 

Super Summer was really fun and everyone who gets the chance to go should go to Super Summer. 

The event that I am dealing with now is Erik gone. He is in Tennessee right now having a blast as I sit around and do nothing. Tomorrow will be better though because two weeks ago I helped out at a church in Dayton with a day camp. So, tomorrow I will go and seee all my kids again and help because they are short a couple hands. I guess if I stay really busy and none of the kids ask about Erik, then I won't miss him as much... I guess that is all for now. Ttyl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   

I am on the internet right now and have no ideas what to do except keep staying on. I don't know what to say. My day was pretty boring and I can actually say that the only thing I did all day was eat, watch t.v., and get on the computer. Well, that pretty much says it all. Bye!

Oh here are some lyrics from the song that I have been listening to.

"Seventeen Forever" by: Metro Station

You are young and so am I
And this is wrong
But who am I to judge?
You feel like heaven when we touch
I guess for me this is enough

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

You are young and I was scared
You're wise beyond your years
But I don't care
And I can feel your heartbeat
You know exactly where to take me

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

"Will you remember me?"
You ask me as I leave
"Remember what I said?"
Oh, how could I
Oh, how could I forget?

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight (x3)

The first thing I get to do this summer is being babysat by my grandparents. I don't get to start a summer job or hang out with my friends. I get to watch Disney Channel and real old Brio magazines(which isn't all that bad). My parents are in Tennessee on vacation. I actually like Tennessee more than Florida and of course that is the place they choose to go to. Oh! My boyfriend and his family is also going to Tennessee and they invited me to go, but me (15 years old) going on vacation with my boyfriend to another state is a big NO from my mom. I totally understand and that would be really awkward living with his family. You know eating breakfast, lunch, dinner with them and sleeping in the next room of non-family members. My mom kind of gave me a way out of that potential problem of a situation. I actually appreciate my mom's answer. This may come to a shock to Erik if e reads this. It true!

Anyways, I am staying here until Sunday night in which my parents will come pick us up. I think. I am now questioning if I am going to my church Sunday night because I have band practice which I can't miss. Now I can finally hear my self because they turned now Sarah in the monitor near me and turned me way up. Getting back to the situation I am in now... all there is to do at this house is watch tv and get on the internet. I could also say talk on the phone, but I have no one to talk to since my BOYFRIEND WON'T TALK TO ME! I say that with love. He had today off of school because he didn't want to go to King's Island. I think he is crazy, but whatever. He also had an offer from a girl, who likes him from school, to pay for his ticket. I think he thought I would be jealous or something, but I am not that much of the jealous type anymore. Hopefully, this Saturday Erik can come over to my grandma's house to hang out because I am not allowed to leave the house because of the last time I was over at my grandma's. I left the house, without telling my grandma because she wasn't home, to go get Erik's hair cut. That is not why I got in trouble. That was the original plan, but when we were done we decided to go the mall without an adult. This is the reason I got in trouble. Oh well! Mom said he could come over and hang out if grandma said it was okay.

Plans for the Summer:

Edgewood Center Mission Trip

Super Summer Mission Camp

Emerge Mission Trip

Vacation Bible School at the church

I am reall involved with the church this summer and I am exctied. I will defiently put lots of pictures on my xanga from this summer. Hopefully, the computer will work so I will be able to. Well, that's really all I have to say for right now. Ttyl!!

It has been a long time since I have been on xanga. There's been a lot going on in my life. I did that sub sandwich making thing and that was fun. I have been singing in the praise band and one night we got to preform in front of the church at evening service. That was really fun! I know I am forgetting a lot of things. I'm sure I'll remember later in the middle of math class or something.

I am going to download some pictures now so don't forget to look at them... 

It's Saturday and I am not doing anything until tonight. I get to go bowling with my parents and their sunday school class. I wish I had plans, but they keep getting canceled due to the weather. Last Friday I was supposed to go to a girl's sleep over, but because of the blizzard it was postponed. To when I asked? We don't know. Then, last night the 9th grade sunday school class was supposed to go laser tagging. I was really excited for that fun event. I would have got to hand out with all my aged friends, and Toni (sunday school class teacher) always has something up her sleeve. Like last time we plastic wrapped one of the guy's (who didn't show up) house. That was really memorable. Tomorrow I will go to church and probably do nothing because I can never seem to make plans soon enough in advanced for my mom to say yes. My mom dislikes last minute stuff and she is not afraid to say it either.

Going back to my title of this weblog, I can't believe I am not doing something. This is spring break and I SHOULD  have fun!! I am sure Erik is hanging out with one of his friends. Probably going and seeing a movie I wanted to see to and then when I get to go see it he has already seen it and doesn't want to go with me and see it again. Or he could be sitting at home and doing nothing, but is so stubborn that he won't call me. If you read this you should comment me and tel me if my predictions were right. Well, I am done with writing, but I shall type up a part of my new song that I want comments on. Please!! 

I haven't titled it yet

Bridge:I can't imagine life without your wonder embrace and all your love.

I need you here with me now because without you

I don't know who I am.

Chorus: I need your love and grace, too.

You forgive me, Lord, for everything I do.

You're my savior and creator

and everything makes perfect sense to You

I love You, Lord

I need You, Lord

I love You, Lord

^ This is something I have been writing lately. I really lke it so far. I need to just keep going.