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Name: Jesse
Country: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: photography, music, writing, art(enjoying and making), soccer, sara, and everything in between. Anything science related.
Expertise: Observing, Studying, Making up stories, enjoying myself.
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AIM:  reddirtychucks
Member Since:
6/9/2003
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| A laugh for old time's sakeok. so theres some random french girl who has my number (my mother gave
it to her and promised her that i would hang out with her...) and i am
supposed to be waiting for her call. but i should really be doing this
student loan stuff. and i have work at 2. why is summertime so
stressful?
hhahahaha did i just say that was stressful? i'm full of it these days.
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| A Renewal of FriendshipI need to conquer more books. it is early and my book is locked in the
car and its raining outside. therefore, there are two options for me to
explore:
1) run outside without any shoes (because putting on shoes
ignites the unlazy fire inside me and I do not want that) and grab the
libro, and hold him captive until the unlazy fire has been ignited and
i decide to go to the gym
2) forgo the whole 'book' thing and sit inside my house
and do nothing because tv is the devil and its too early to wake up
anyone else
3) put on clothes (and shoes) appropriate for running and
jump in the car before those devils of raindrops attack my hair and
speedoff into the distance to go to the gym, where (because the libro
is already in the car) I might as well just read that sucker while im
working out.
gah its raining. rain did not used to affect my mental state of health
but currently it is. it has been cloudy/ugly for the past three days
straight. im depressed.
I need sol to survive dammit.
**edit**THREE (options)
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| So Melvin got into NYU and im pretty excited, it would be nice to
figure out a rooming situation. Its about 8 21 am and I am
contemplating going to the gym and/or studying for history. I have my
daddy's car today since mine is broke, he took the rental... that was
nice of him. I want an orange. I was sorta hoping that I might feel
oober productive this morning so that I would clean my room and eat an
orange and go to the gym and come back and study for history, but i
feel like if i did all that then studying for history would just never
happen. I wish I had someone to go to Barnes and Nobles with, thats all
I want in life. Sara bought me Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
yesterday, I have yet to watch it, what a nice guesture. I also have to
do those fucking english journals, and i need to lose weight, exams and
the end of the year has made me put on a few... I suppose it was stess
induced. Anyway, today I might order the bikin I want, it's pink and I
hate pink. But it's one of those suits thats so well cut for my body
that I cannot deny it. Its also really cheap. I should put a picture
up... lemme attempt to figure it out holdon!
I wish they had it in black or red or dark green or maroon, I am so not
a pink girl, maybe it will look good though... I duno. Its like 24
bucks, so its all good. I was thinking I was going to get this one
which is like 70 bucks for a while, and I might still get it i suppose
we will see
oh and they have it in maroon! good god I am such a slacker, OKAY!
here's the plan: Go Downstairs, bring history notes. eat orange and
study for history on the couch or kitchen table or something. Then once ive got something done, then ill go to the gym.
that was last year around this time, shes an old school friend, shes
going to Berkley  I have longer hair, and I gained a few (as I said
before).
that was a cool picture when i took it, the lighting is exciting. I
really need to have a photojournal when i go to new york. I need a digi
cam... (fuck i hate admiting that... and i mean a nice one not the crap
one i have). That lighting is exciting.
lets keep looking through my old photography... its kinda fun!
whoa it looks way betterin black and white, i think the contrast needs to be upped.
haha she looks funny, that was in interesting day.
and the ever famous... fiiine boy piece, for anyone reading this... if
you like this picture, let me take your picture! it will be good, i
promise... dammit i love doing portraits of people dammit! gah! humbug,
lets see whatelse i got in my bag o tricks.
Yes I took that of myself, it doesnt look like me does it? I think it
was the lighting, I didnt even alter this shiz.... wahoo! okay I have
wasted wayyyy too much time doing this. damn.
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| I always do these when I havent caught xanga up on my life and too much needs to be said... so enjoy!
1. Do you still talk with the first person you kissed:
No, i spoke to him at senior banquet though! Whoa he was homecoming king... that was my first kiss... weiiiiiiiirrrrrrd.
2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked:
good lord, of course, anyone who knows sara has seen her naked.
3. What did you do when you weren't in school in the 2nd grade:
Read books.
4. What is the best thing about your job:
That I get paid for smiling and looking pretty, oh and that Billy the Bartender is a tease.
5. Do you like more than one person right now:
hahaha interesting that you mention that...
6. Are you against same sex marriage:
no.
7. Did you vote for Bush:
I was too young, so no, but i wouldnt have if i could have.
8. Where are you going on your next vacation:
its nice to be able to say that it is undecided though i would love to go to brazil and italy.
9. Have you had sex with any of your top 8:
top 8 ? as in myspace? well no, considering that I am still a virgin.
10. Are most of your friends guys or girls:
uhhhhhh girls.
11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea:
my whole room.
12. Last book you read:
hahahahaha, in total? i think that would be Madame Bovary HAHA
13. If you could have one super power what would it be:
To cure any disease I came across.
14. Where have you lived most of your
life:
rockville, maryland
16. Where do you see yourself in 5 years:
going to med school at columbia and working as a freelance photographer in new york city.
17. What's your favorite smell:
im not gonna lie, my daddys cologne.
18. What is your favorite sound:
the shower running or the rain pouring
19. Are you moody:
yes, very much so, specially with my family.
20. Favorite movies of all time:
Garden State, Lost in Translation, Pulp Fiction, American Beauty
21. Have you ever done anything hurtful to your classmate:
no, not really, actually, i am not very close to or mean to my classmates.
22. Have you ever gone to therapy:
Yes after my parents got divorced.
23. Have you ever Played Spin the bottle:
yes, in 7th grade.
24. Have you ever toilet papered someones house:
yes, matt biscoe's house in tenth grade or maybe it was nineth grade, they just all sortof blurred together.
25. Have you ever liked someone but never told them:
uhhh no, i believe i usually let them know, but currently i have not told my crush that i like him
26. Have you ever gone camping:
Yep
27. Have you ever had a crush on your brother's friend:
heck no, h20.
28. Have you ever gone to a nude beach:
No, but in germany at the pool all the girls tan topless.
29. Have you ever gone streaking:
No, I am too self conscious to do something like that
30. Have you ever had a stalker:
No, but there are some creeps that come in at timpano
31. Gone skinny dipping:
no
32. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried:
Oh yes.
33. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober person:
No, I don't go to parties often, or at all really.
35. Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend:
Yes, there have been some moments
36. Have you ever lied to your parents:
certainly.
37. Have you ever been out of the US:
Yes
38. Have you ever thrown up from working out
No, not directly FROM working out, but after working out, yes.
39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore hat for a month straight:
no, but ive gotten some bad ones, i was just in denial.
40. Have you ever eaten 3 meals in a row from 3 different fast food places:
no, mostly i reserve pigging out for my own abode.
41. Last song you listened to:
The Beatles, let it be
42. Have you ever spied on someone:
yes, I loved playing harriet the spy when i was younger.
43. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers:
no! shame on you.
44. What is your favorite work of art: Jane Avril, Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec
45. Who was the last person who called you:
Sara Rahnama, no i called her, so Jonathan Patrick Sickles
46. When was the last time you slept for more then 12 hours:
hmmmmm, probably last sunday
47. Have you ever been arrested:
no! Im a good kid.
48. Have you ever stolen: yes, i believe it was a bracelet from claire's when i was in 7th grade... i am reformed.
49. Have you ever drank egg nog:
virgin! yes!
50. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
Done with exams, outside!
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