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Name: Emma
Country: Australia
Birthday: 12/27/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: God, being able to be me no matter the situation, LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST, Hanging with Matt, talking to friends, clubbing, Photography
(B&W), Sports any as long as I am playing, Horseback Riding, Writing poems or short stories,
taking long hot showers, Playing with my dogs, Spending time with my family, and hanging with
my friends or supposed friends ne way, and to top it all off my art....that wonderful activity that gets me lost in possibilities.....
Expertise: Can't say because then it would seem like I was bragging and that is not who I am!!! but if you really to Know I can tell you or in some cases show you!!!(not meaning ne thing sexual.....crazy ppl)
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  Gyspylady4444
AIM:  Gypsylady164
Yahoo:  Jesus_freak_0074
Member Since:
8/31/2004
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| NEW SITE.........................
NESERA_DAWN.......
GO THERE INSTEAD...........
LATER TOOTS........... | | |
| I have decided to get a new xanga....when I don't know....how well I do know but for purpose's sake....I don't know....why I don't know....sooo really I don't know......all I know is that I have a few names in mind for it....I will prolly give it some name out of my book that I am reading.....snakecharm.....who knows...obviously not me....yea so that is really all I will edit this and tell you what I have named my new site momentarily....
caio...
~emma-bear~
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OK MY NEW SITE IS CALLED NESERA_DAWN SOO GO THERE FROM NOW ON.....LATER TOOTS... | | |
| THE FIRST DAY OF WORK AND THE SUNBURN HAS GOTTEN TO ME.....I HURTS SO BAD....OWWWW....WE (EM,EM,RACHEL,BRANDON,MIKE,CHRISTINA,LENSKI,BEN,HEATHER,COURTNEY,AND JOSH) WENT TO THE BEACH YESTERDAY.....LOTS-O-FUN...I DARE DEVIL ME WENT ON THE PIER.....AND I ACTUALLY WENT SWIMMING IN THE FREEZING COLD WATER....I GOT A VICIOUS SUNBURN.....IT HURTS REALLY BAD.....BUT THEN I GOT TO GO TO MATT'S BROTHER BEN'S B-DAY DINNER AT CHEERS....NEVER BEEN THERE...IT WAS GOOD...MATT AND I SHARED A SALAD....AND HIS FAMILY IS REALLY NICE...I ASKED HIM IF HE THOUGHT THEY LIKED ME AND HE SAID...UMMM...YEA THEY DO...I WAS LIKE YEA....IT IS ALWAYS GOOD IF THE PARENTS OF THE PERSON YOU ARE DATING LIKE YOU....WELL AFTER DINNER WE WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE TO WATCH THE GAME....WE WATCHED A LITTLE OF IT BUT THEN WE BOTH HAVE THIS AWSOME FASCINATION WITH THE STARS...SO WE ENDED UP OUTSIDE LYING ON HIS PICNIC TABLE UNDER A REALLY CUDDLY BLANKET SNUGGLED NEXT TO EACH OTHER WATCHING THE STARS....IT WAS WONDERFUL....BUT WE BOTH AGREE IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SOOO MUCH BETTER UP NORTH......WELL THAT IS ALL.....I MUST BE OFF TO WORK.....WISH ME LUCK....
CAIO
~EMMA-BEAR~ | | |
| Come fly with me, let's fly let's fly away
If you can use, some exotic booze
There's a bar in far Bombay
Come fly with me, let's fly let's fly away
Come fly with me, let's float down to Peru
In lama land, there's a one man band
And he'll toot his flute for you
Come fly with me, let's take off in the blue
Once I get you up there, where the air is rarefied
We'll just glide, starry eyed
Once I get you up there, I'll be holding you so near
You may hear, angels cheer - because were together
Weather wise it's such a lovely day
Just say the words, and we'll beat the birds
Down to Acapulco Bay
It's perfect, for a flying honeymoon - they say
Come fly with me, let's fly let's fly away
Once I get you up there, where the air is rarefied
We'll just glide, starry eyed
Once I get you up there, I'll be holding you so near
You may hear, angels cheer - because were together
GO FRANK......
~emma-bear~ | | |
| I am to tired of trying to make them see that I am hurting
I am to tired to care that, they don't
I am to out of it to notice them when they call my name
I am to sick to listen to the things they say
I am to unemotional to understand what they mean
I am to tired to fight back
I am to tired to realize they really truly don't care
I am to angry to be mad at them
I am to far gone to come back to them
I am to fucked up to care that they think they are the victim
I am to tired to figure that the world revolves around them
I am to sore to care if I get verbaly battered again
I am to broken to notice the cuts on my heart
I am to weary to believe in my dreams any more
I am to lonely to feel loved by them
I am to tired to deal with the shit they give me
I am to bruised to hurt any more than I already do
I am to tired to care about them if they don't care about me
~mindless foe~
Ok so mindless had a few things on her mind she hasn't been here in awhile but she came to see me today and asked if should could write something...so I said ok...and there (although a little creepy) is her wonderful and very insightful poem "I AM TO TIRED TO CARE". So yea I have a lot on my mind right now....mom and I got in another big fight only I don't that I can forgive her for ahile....and to top it all off...both Lace (my cocker spaniel, 12) and Sizzle (my grey tabby, 13) are going to have to be put down...this...it hurts...I have never lost something or someone close to me before and I don't think I am gonna be able to handle...so if you have ne helpful tips please don't hesitate to share them....well I better tell you why they are going to be put down....Lace has this terrible cough and she can't stop....although gross.....she has been hacking and coughing up mucus...she has pills to help but lately she can't seem to stop...and Sizzle won't eat anything and the vet has no idea what is wrong with her....she was doing better for awhile she was at least consuming liquids...but now nothing....she walks funny and is really weak....so my mom can't handle them ne more...so she is gonna have the put to sleep...and I don't know how I feel about this....well that is all I have already said a lot...
caio
~emma-bear~ | | |
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