I wish someone would tell me what to do.

Serrrrriously.

Poems??

I have never been a good poet. Ever. Buuut I need a way to vent my feelings without people knowing what I'm really saying soooo here it goes...

Blind
We woke up from beautiful scenes
Running, yelling, burning up
Reality has found us
She has come too soon
Only to break us
Tear us, and rip us
But together we can run
Swift from the looks we know all to well
Run from the speech we can’t comprehend
No, that won’t do
We talk of change and we talk of plans
But we can’t run without purpose, without love
We can’t run from dreams to dreams
And we won’t
Not today
Today we are here
With the things we can never see

Absence
Our hearts were heated with experiments
Yet our hands were cooled
With the same mundane routine
We faced every day
He tried his best to fix it
I could see the difference
But nature didn’t care
She flipped and rolled him
Right into bright lights and white sheets
And now I’m stuck
With the spiral wires that hand us our future
While he escaped not quite unscathed

Mmmm that was fun. I need a breath of fresh summer.

Seriously.

Soooo guess what?

I'm not dead! Shocking I know.

Mmm so Valentine's Day was yesterday. My mom took me out for ice cream. Yessss. And Melissa & Kelsey gave me chocolate. Yessss. No boys did anything sweet for me but who cares? Right? Right.

Soo my horoscope on Monday said that love is soon to blossom. Actually here is exactly what it said, "Around [March] 14th sparks will fly with someone from out of town." Hahahaha. Psh in my dreams.

AAAGH. NEO is in less than a week. And I have a research paper due on Tuesday, which I just started on tonight. Life is getting a bit crazy. A bit.

Mmmm I want spring to get here. I loooove snow and all but I think its time for Mr. Snow to move along.

Yaaa I think I'm going to bed now. Hey, maybe it will snow and ice and sleet soooooooooo bad tonight that we won't have school tomorrow. I so need a snow day. If we had a snow day Mr. Snow could stay for a little longer. But just a little.

Don't you just love snowdays?

Geesh, where have I been for the last month? Oh yeah doing endless amounts of homework, avoiding certain boys, watching a lot of sports on T.V., and wishing really really hard that it would snow. Where have you been?

Oh yeah, in case you forgot, it is almost Christmas. Less than a month. I looove this time of the year. Everyone seems so much happier, radio stations play Christmas music 24/7, and the slim possibility of snow hangs in the air. Pretty exciting times.