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Name: Elissa
Birthday: 9/5/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: I like to go to the mall and the movies, hang out with my friends and have a good time. I go to church at concord and school at coleman. Love you Ashley(I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE), Madelyn(BFF),Olivia, Mary, Lacey,and Kari(Big K)! I like to listen to music, i like simple plan, hoobastank, usher, green day, jet, blink 182, the used, brand new, papa roach, seether, the killers, switchfoot, good charlotte, evanescence, ciara, hawk nelson, outkast, and pretty much any type of music (except country). i like to go shopping, my favorite stores are american eagle, abercrombie, aeropostale, and the vanity. i like to write poetry...even though i'm not very good at it. my favorite movies are NAPOLEON DYNAMITE, mean girls, the forgotten, and a walk to remember, and the notebook. and of course guys!
Expertise: I'm flippin retarded!!
Message: message me
AIM:  Elissachick95
Member Since:
1/27/2005
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| Hey it's Saturday and i am sooo bored it's not even funny. My dad is being such a bitch and so is my mom. They wouldn't let me do anything so this weekend, so far has been as boring as hell. I was going to go finally meet Jake tonight but i don't think that's going to happen. Because of my stupid parents. anyway i don't have much else to say because my life is so freaking boring. I swear i think i'm gonna go crazy! All i've been doing is cleaning house, doing laundry, and watching viva la bam. i love that show! it is soo funny. i'm gonna download some music and finish cleaning my room and see if kari wants to stay the night, maybe it won't be so boring if she's here. Well see ya! | | |
| Uhhh! Today was awful! One of my best friends Ashley made me sooo mad I was about to kill her. She kept calling Olivia a slut, and named all of these stupid reasons not to hang out with her. I got really mad when she told me I try to be just like her, and that I cut myself because she does. When she said that she completely crossed the line. Why in the hell would I cut myself and hurt myself just because she does? I can't believe she even said that! Then later she said that I'll never get a boyfriend or a husband because they'll see the scars on my body and think I'm psycho and leave me, and if anyone does marry me, that they are psycho too! Thanks Ashley, what a great friend you are! Just another thing to put on the list of things I hate about myself. Hmm... let's see... I'm ugly, stupid, annoying, immature, stuck up, rude, I have a bad personality, and now I'm psycho! Those are just a few things I've heard from my parents and other people. So thanks once again Ashley for giving me another reason to hate myself. Oh and by the way, my parents say enough about Olivia that are stupid and untrue, so I don't need to hear that from you! Yeah, so as you can see my day hasn't been going to well. Zach still won't quit calling me a lesbian, and it's making me really mad. Well I'm gonna go.
~Elissa | | |
| I had a horrible night last night. My dad was yelling at me for all this crap that i didn't even do. He says all kinds of stuff about me and i even told him that i was really mad at him and that i don't think he is a very good parent. Later i went to my room and did what i ususally do when i get in a big fight with my parents, i cut myself. This time i used scissors on my wrist. I got in the shower afterwards and when i got out i noticed my veins were all swelled up. It kind of scared me. I guess since i want to die anyway it wasn't that bad. Today was awful, at first. Sam, Byrd, and Taylor were calling me and my friend Lacey lesbians and saying that i was part guy and all this other shit. They were so mean. Then i was telling Kendall about it and i said that they said we (me and lacey) made out and Jared was like you and Olivia? i was like no. He said that it would be really hot if we did. I was like that is soooo gross Jared. Anyway i got online and talked to Sam and he said he was sorry and that he was just joking. He asked if i had a bf and i said no and he asked why not. I told him b/c nobody likes me and he said that someone did, he also said i was really pretty. Anyway we talked for like two and a half hours. He is really sweet. So all in all, aside from the almost killing myself, my parents yelling at me, and people calling me a lesbian, I'd say these past two days haven't been that bad. And i get to go shopping tomorrow with madelyn. Well i'm gonna go. ~Elissa | | |
| I just experienced the date from hell. Jake was going to go with me but he got sick and Cameron ended up going, which i guess he wasn't to bad. I was actually surprised he went with me because Micheal said he probably wouldn't because i'm not a whore. My parents are dumbasses and went to the movies too, the same movie theater but different movies. They didn't know i was going on a date, and thanks to Olivia, they know we went to the movies to meet them. Cameron was nice i guess, he said i was really pretty. He put his hand on my leg close to my knee and then slowly worked his way down, i didn't say anything, but thank God my legs were crossed!!! it was awful. Maybe next weekend i can go with Jake, Olivia said he is really hot. Micheal wanted to make out with Olivia and asked me to go away and i said no, and he was like please...but i still said no because i wanted to sit with Olivia, not by myself with Cameron. We saw the stupidest movie, Are we there yet, it was sooo retarded. Micheal said he thought that Cameron would be all over me, but he said i was so hot that Cameron probably didn't know what to do. Yeah right, i'm not pretty at all. He said i was really skinny too, but i don't think i'm that skinny. Byrd told me i needed to gain weight, and so did Jared. newayz, i wanted to tell everybody about my awful date, (which i wouldn't consider a date because we barely even talked) not that anybody cares! | | |
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