| Stupidity
I have done something stupid and in the process I have hurt someone I care for. I am sorry. Your words do mean something to me but there are things that make me not think. I know this. I do stupid things. I do not mean to hurt you but I do. I am sorry.
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| Today my heart sank.
Let me explain. There is this girl I care deeply for and I thought she
cared for me as well. At least that was the opinion I had gotten from
her. Today she decided to question that. To tell me she didn't know me
and from what I can tell from my conversation with her she may not want
to know me. I don't know what or why made her decide this. Maybe a
friend told her I was all wrong for her. The truth is she knows me. She
probably knows me better than she thinks. I don't know how to tell her
nor how to express my feelings for her but I can say this. Conversation
online allow people to see each other. There thought, feelings and
everything that goes with what makes a person. Sure I may not know your
physical quirks or gestures but I know you.
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| I know the week has not been very long yet but damn. I haven't gotten
one break at all. Been busting my @ss all week. I walked into a bad day
monday thankfully the phones were quite. Then Tuesday the phones were
busy and I got nothing done.
Well enough bitching as no one really cares but I needed to get it off
my chest. Thats about it for now. See ya on the flip side.
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| Well nothing much to report other than the worst day ever.
I walked in to work to immediately start getting bitched at then it
lasted through out most of the day. What really sucks is that it wasn't
my fault. Most of it can be blamed on someone else.
I worked until nearly 7 oclock tonight so I am tired. I am getting
ready for bed but wanted to make sure I reported todays events as they
are important to some very special in my life. I will talk with you
tommorrow. Have a wonderful day.
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| Well my week has been pretty uneventful so far. I had two days off of
work do to the holidays. :) That was nice. I spent the time cleaning
and being lazy not doing much at all. I enjoyed it though.
I went to a seminar yesterday that took and hour but the guy who was
teaching was not familiar with the product so he fumbled through it. I
was pretty upset about that.
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