| so there's this guy...
and i think i actually like him =)
idk. if i get hurt like that again, i really think i would kill myself.
i barely survived the last time. i would break down at random moments during the day, i could NOT eat [no matter how much of a cliche that is], and i never focused. my eyes would always be puffy from a night of crying myself to sleep and my pillows would always be soaked in mascara and salty tears. to this day i still get extremely depressed when i think about him.. i cry less and look at his away messages less.. i've been hooking up with this new guy.. and he says he likes me. he wants to ask me out... but when i'm "ready." i don't know if i can handle it,
but yeah, there's this new guy... and he kinda already has me.
i just thought you all needed to know that =P
idk i'm happier than i've been in so long. i just hope i'll use what my past experiences taught me.. and maybe it'll last
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| uhm okay so me and chris are over.
school sucks, parents suck, life sucks.
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| okkkkkkkk so i haven't updated in the lonnggest time.. let's see.. my sweet sixteen- AMAZING.
12.2.06- i love you chris<3 happy almost one month babe!
12.22.06- ohh emm gee! ahhh i love chris!
12.25- merrry christmas!! i got my uggs =)
12.31- happyy new year!! '07 here we come |
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