its so been a minute sence ive wrote something on here.....

     and it weird cause i dont know what to write....

............

      all i got to say.....

    dont trust people....

the only person you can count on is yourself....

and when you fall.....your the one thats gata pick yourself up....no one can help you

     and when you cant help yourself......nobody can....

 i really dont use my xanga that much .....but....

         i need to update......

       i have a car...and its tag and leagel...and iam amazing......

        mwah!

    so....

         today is the worse.......

found out brady cheated on me lastnight....

    and told me like it wasent no thing.....

          god i fucken hate people.......

cant wait to die

so...iam going crazy.....

       i wana go home.....i still feel like iam 12 yrs old again just stayen at my dads for the weekend.......

         problem is......

                i cant just leave........and i want to.......i really really want to.......

       but....i gata stick to the choices i made.....

            i swear.....if i could turn back time......i would stayed in school.........woulda done sooo much different.......

           whats the sence to live when your misserable.......

    but i gata say......not everythings bad.......i love my car.....i love being able to do whatever the fuck i want......

            its old.........

                     really old.real quick.......well.iam done bitchen.......

          iam just glad the compute dont talk back...lol

          jennifer*

so....life is amazing for now.......

                     almost got my car thing taken care of........iam so exicted......

          only $1500 more to go!!!!

                 i think......iam gana move to hollywood........iam tired of missouri........

       i think i could so do it.........

                        my dad would have a fit.moven out with my car......lol.......that be a kodak momment.....

        lol.......but.....

        idk.......

                i just sometimes wish it was a year ago..........

                                 soooo many things id change.........

but.....i gata live with it now.aint nothen i can do........

             jennifer